he asks
when will it open
what, i asked
your heart.

he says
i brought hammers but
i fear it might hurt you
i said
soft, love. soft hands.
soft touch is enough

he says
kiss me
you won't have
to open your legs
just your lips, nothing
else
no, touch me soft

he tears my heart
and licks the inside
i moan
because my tongue is
tied

he touches and touches but
i won't come
i won’t come but i still
moan to keep him
occupied

im afraid the wolves
might come
i tell him when it's all over
that night the moon was too loud

so you trust me?
he asks
like howling wolves
we lie, crying
and as the dusk came he
covered me in his arms

in the morning i woke
to see the bed empty
only stains of the last night
in the bedsheets

i was afraid the wolves
might come

.           Ready;     reassure.
    Relax;                     recline.
    Render;                       record.
    Remove;            reveal.
    Receive;      retrieve­.
    Refill;                     rejoice.
    Redo;                       redress.
    Regret;                       repent.
"REPEAT!!"                  she begged.

too many words jumbled up in my head
i cannot think s         r               i               h
                          t              a           g                  t

i've been thinking too MUCH

h
    e

l
  
    p

**** **** ****
James ran up the hill
Sophia ran down
She dropped her crown

Run Run Run
Phillip has the gun
Andrea fell
into the well

Now they're all done.

I'm trying not to ruin this for myself
So I scream on the inside
While I'm composed on the outside.

Maybe they won't leave this time
If I let the bugs crawl out from the back of my eyes.