Silence is yet the mist of the night as it is the loneliness of the heart
Breathing in this mist
 Embracing it
Struggling to fill the void its opened
Drowning in it
Screaming to hear the sound, 
Only to find its mist fill my mind
Fighting to escape this silence, 
As loneliness creeps into my heart
Nobody can hear me,
And No One makes a sound.

Helpless
Trying to help the one she loves
Without ever really helping
Struggling to keep it together
Only to be slowly falling apart
Fighting and kicking
Trying to fix this disease;
that's Incurable
Talking to anyone who she thinks will listen
'Please help me'
Crying, sick
'What can I do?'
She keeps going
Keeps trying to make her better
In exchange making herself sicker.
Struggling
Fighting
Helpless

Broken, tender
A vase with missing pieces
Surrounded by similar accidents
In a bleak, crowded room
The Dust hasn't settled
There's no where to see
Ragged, tainted
Just roughly still standing
Empty... in a crowded room





Trying to ask for help
Without ever asking

Envious poisons soak into the pores of your soul
bleeding out all that's good and sane
As sanity slips through your grasping fingers
you cry for help over and over again
But nobody hears you,
no matter how much you howl and cringe in pain
Invisible. Always Invisible.
Looking at your transparent hands, you fade
Deeper and deeper, into the abyss that is your mind.
Into emptiness.

Why should I feel bad
for things I've never done?
What satisfaction do you get
terrorizing me into guilt I shouldn't feel
in fear of talking to people
whom you get mad or jealous about
Insecurities I've tried nothing but heal
has been nothing but a wasted effort
are you Broken?
or is it all just a Fad?
I shouldn't feel bad about being friendly
only because you see it as flirty.
I shouldn't feel like I have to hesitate
with you pointing fingers in my mind
I've done Nothing but sacrificed
Nothing but tried
even though You say it isn't good enough
I know you're a good Man
and I have done Everything to Show
that I'd Walk into the Pits of Hell with You
But then you still never Trust me
You still Never know
and I'm still not Enough for you
You Still Never Know

emptiness creeps as shadows spread, 
 Never ending yet just beginning,
The quiet hushes of a sighing night
Sleepiness stirs the air
Yet Awakening the darkness
Beware