When your father hates you,
You find no reason to love yourself.
When your mother criticizes you,
You dont love yourself.
When your friend ignores you,
You dont love yourself.
When you fail,
You dont love yourself.
When you succeed,
You dont love yourself.
And when your time will be over,
Thats when you want to love yourself.

I was Victim in life,
Throughout my life.
Hence knows the pain,
Has dealt with pain.
Don't like to hurt.
That's why always get hurt.

I left my work saying
"We can spent time together"
He left me saying
"I guess you really have no work to do .But I do".

I told her to leave.
I am miserable .
Wont be able to give you anything.
But she stayed...
Now I am more miserable.

Everyday I wake up with the same feeling,
I am afraid to be alone,
And I am more afraid to feel it..
For fours years,
This feeling has chased me.
Now I feel more alone among people.

Some days like today I know it very clearly,
I won't be able to go much far
Being broken like this.
On those days I am full of doubt,
I wonder about the painful time coming ahead.
But still I manage to keep moving because I am relaxed knowing atleast today isn't that day.

I lived a large
part of my youth
carrying things
that didn’t
belong to me
Indeed I’ve carried
their loads for
too **** long
The load of how
they felt about me
the load of what
they’ve said about me
the load of how
They’ve perceived me
for far too long
These load was never
mine to carry
to begin with
Today I am free
free at last
from criticism
fears , insecurities
and other people’s
opinion
These loads
are no longer mine
to carry
Regardless
how desperate
and foolish
they may seem