Breathe. Breathe. Breathe.
Let it go.
Just let it all go.
And remember:
You are not alone,
There are people who care for you.
Just remember.
You need to.

You do matter.
No matter what you tell yourself.
You are not replaceable.
You’re beautiful.
Don’t you dare ever forget that.

Don’t hurt or belittle your perfect body,
You are perfect
You are going to be okay.
You just need to breathe.

Don’t do it.
It’s not worth it.
You’re not worth losing.
I need you.
Your family needs you.
You will get through this.

You will be alright
You will be okay.
I believe in you.
All the broken people believe in you.
Just breathe.

you were supposed to love me, your daughter.
the one with your blood in her veins.
but you don't, do you?
because if you did, you wouldn't have left.
and don't give me that ******* that it wasn't your choice.
it was. you know it. I know it.
so don't act like you left to me a better life.
you can't make it all better by just coming into my life again.
you can't. So stop trying.
you made your choice. to leave.
no matter what happened that day. it was your ******* choice.
to leave your SIX-YEAR-OLD daughter alone,
with just a mother to love her.
I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I HATE YOU.
you did what you did, knowing that you had a little girl at home just waiting for her daddy to get home so that she can matter to you again.
so that she becomes the most important thing to you again, but she never will. At SIX, she figured out that she'd always be second.
but she didn't care, she just loved to hear her daddy say "I love you" even if it wasn't true or real.
She just wanted a father to love her, like he's supposed to, unconditionally.
no matter what she did, it never worked.

and she is just done trying to make it happen.

I'm sorry.
it's my fault
sorry.

stop crying
it's fine
I'm fine
stop

it's all my fault.

It just rained
Bullets
Puddles in the streets
Blood
Water falls down
Tears