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Nov 2021 · 247
Tomorrow In My Yesterday
Ursula Wolf Nov 2021
Today I found a midnight ocean in Me.
It was mixed into my morning coffee;
And it tasted a bit like You
In the storming daylight.
Oct 2021 · 428
My Lonely Resurrection
Ursula Wolf Oct 2021
Comfort found me in loneliness
And loneliness found comfort in me.
It painted my emotions into spring forest,
It opened my eyes and injected colors into me.
It took my skin and dressed it into happiness.
It held my hand and breathed adventure onto it.
It grabbed my heart and whispered freedom to my veins.
Loneliness is the resurrection of the soul.
Oct 2021 · 456
I Stare
Ursula Wolf Oct 2021
Once I blinked, then there was no more daffodils in her eyes,
And her snake hands finally suffocated my crystal heart.
Sep 2021 · 717
Those Lips
Ursula Wolf Sep 2021
Your kisses like honeydew in wild ocean waves,
Five hours long mystery in one moment of madness.
Like a coffee sip while breathing in the forest,
A cold thunderstorm, a rainy summer day.
Like falling autumn leaves in a warm breeze,
A rose garden, a touch of your botanical soul.
Like full moon in the sinner daylight,
Falling golden stars, a craving Sun.
Sep 2021 · 1.5k
The Summer Fell Into Cavity
Ursula Wolf Sep 2021
Summer nights in your eyes,
Car rides at floating sunsets
You took my rose-hand
And pulled me up onto a pine tree.
You were the bird and I was the cone.
The world seemed to be in love,
But then I fell
And you flew away.
Winter nights in your heart,
Dry leaves at cold-births
You grabbed my shirt
And pushed me into cavity.
Sep 2021 · 274
The Ocean Is You
Ursula Wolf Sep 2021
Moondance on Your skin,
Your hollow love that I still grab on
Dancing in the water of faith.
Splashing,
Rising,
Fighting against the sand
On the core of our heart.
The dark waves crawl into you
And take you to deep disappearance.
The memory of you left the stars behind,
Which still haunt me
When I fall into the Ocean.
Jun 2021 · 660
Why
Ursula Wolf Jun 2021
Why
Why did you ashore on my ocean heart
And tamed my impossible waves?
Why did I lay on your wild wind
Which pushed me onto unloving waters?
Why did you kissed the full Moon
And chased my clutching lips?
Why did I utter words into your eyes
Which cursed my faithful hands?
Why did you cheat on my trust
And stole the sky from our embrace?
Why did I believe in your look
Which took a spell on my darkening soul?
Why did You?
Why did I?
Why?
?
May 2021 · 286
The Ocean
Ursula Wolf May 2021
I ran to the ocean with my naked skin
And its waves took me to the stars,
Where I met the moon.
It shone through my organs,
Then the water threw me into the sand,
And my body took the form of a rock.
My soul flew into the forest,
A deer came, took a scent; and
It took my spirit to Mother Nature.
May 2021 · 506
Time
Ursula Wolf May 2021
Your body is different,
The way you talk is different,
Your opinions are different,
But your soul is the same.
Ours met before
Without our knowledge.
It was our “first time” again!
We exist for each other,
While abandoning our bodies.
There’s the inevitable connection
Between our souls...
Apr 2021 · 1.4k
That Wolf
Ursula Wolf Apr 2021
My soul blossomed in your affectionate eyes,
And those spring lips wintered my mind.
We flew as glittering birds around the sun at night,
Then it was full moon, the wolf came,
And ripped out my heart.
Apr 2021 · 444
Your Voice
Ursula Wolf Apr 2021
I see you in my dreams.
Not the same pictures,
You are different.
Like an angel,
You sent one.
I hear the truths,
You are talking to me.
I know you care,
You are not sure how.
I wake up,
We are the mystical connection.
Feb 2021 · 127
Duality
Ursula Wolf Feb 2021
Splitting singleness is my duality
There is no One
I am already Two at the core of me
My heart is stone and a tamed sea
I am the waves which is sweet and salty
My eyes are emerald and screaming gold
I am the soil which is solid and muddy
My body is descended heaven and the breath of God
I am the feeling which is deceiving and faithful
My hands are poisonous crawls and shivers
I am the now and the will be
My past is chasing and forgetting
I am no-one and everybody
My existence is here and lost
I am Two of me
‘My’ is are and were.
Feb 2021 · 421
Spectral Love
Ursula Wolf Feb 2021
Have you really touched me
With the shores of your ocean heart?
Was it real when my murdered love
Rose again in your intoxicated arms?
Your answer still haunts me
When you said,
you just want to be free.
Jan 2021 · 379
Your Meaning Towards Me
Ursula Wolf Jan 2021
And you just look through me
Like our love has never met,
And you never held my laugh
In a blink of your eyes.
Jan 2021 · 141
My Long Despair
Ursula Wolf Jan 2021
My conscious unawareness,
My dragging crime,
My tap open tears,
My shattered heart,
My pathetic wait,
My longing look

Made Her run away.
Made her dragged down,
Made her forsaken,
Made her stabbed in the back.

Do you even feel me?
Do I even feel me?
Don’t tell me!
Don’t I think the same?

I will rise for Us again,
And the wind blows again,
And the hands are held again,
And I will hold you again;

Without dragging you down,
Without making you feel miserable.

My promise to feel love for you,
My promise to take care of you...
Was meant forever.
Dec 2020 · 810
The Hollow Scream
Ursula Wolf Dec 2020
I was screaming my feelings
Between
The mountains of your heart;
But not even an echo
Found the way back.
Nov 2020 · 120
Your Love
Ursula Wolf Nov 2020
Your love is different;
It killed me some previous lives ago,
And I was reborn to be killed again.
Oct 2020 · 172
The Garden
Ursula Wolf Oct 2020
Your soul smells like rose
And made the world around me
Taste like a botanical garden;
Oct 2020 · 107
You Took Me
Ursula Wolf Oct 2020
And just like that
You danced around my heart
With a siren song in your eyes.
Jun 2020 · 216
Out of...
Ursula Wolf Jun 2020
Everything falls out of place
Out of these words
Out of the paper
Under the curtain
Through the windows.

Going to the streets,
Out of these buildings
Out of the city
Under the bridge
Through the fields.

Flys back to me
This happiness,
When you saw
The misery in Me
The holy in You
The good in Me
The devil in You.

Come closer,
Fall into Me.
May 2020 · 198
In Our Bar
Ursula Wolf May 2020
The rain washed away
Your soft words;
Into my quiet step
You came by,
Didn't stand away;
You just stared
In the crowd's noise,
But didn't see,
Didn't hear me.
Maybe that's why
You have never loved
Me.
May 2020 · 148
That Storm
Ursula Wolf May 2020
In hollowing darkness
She opened my eyes,
Reached for me
In her cherry blossom;
She warmed me
With her bright rays;
In one kiss
Was washed by the rain.
Apr 2020 · 509
Untitled
Ursula Wolf Apr 2020
Shimmering pain at the coldness of birth,
What's your purpose?

First moment of unfair life,
Why did you bring me here?

Hollowing crawls from my first step,
What's your way?

Enjoyements and sins, that took me away,
What's this all sh*t?

Cold breeze on my eyeball,
While putting the shoes on my hands.

I look into the nearness with my lips
And try to reach the core of the Earth.

I hit the space, because I want to talk to the wall,
and try to catch them all.

You mean what?
Wonders of self-lovingness,

Towards You, Me, Them, Those...

The gate that is close to open through the wall,
Let me in and find me lost.

Keep your hands to yourself and reach me,

Then kiss me while you are pushing
   me

away.

Love, that is screaming backwards,
Hold my brain with your crying heart.

Born me back to hauling death,
Let my eyes talk to your head,

Then take me and bring me back
On the thin line of curse of life.
Apr 2020 · 292
Left Me With the Moon
Ursula Wolf Apr 2020
I could hear as the rigid solitude knocked on my window,
I stand up with my trembling legs and look out through the glazier blot.

Dark towers of the night looming, mantle the Moon's light
Of which fairies were buried by fiend  of the shadow.

The beast huddled,
And with that, solitude also forsakaned me.

Emptiness, that I became,
Like a void spirit,
Who is silently striked by the devistating fist of scarcity.

Since the Moon was locked up in a faraway cage...
Shoreless the dark night, which burns between us,
And racking me for an endless time.

I am a bird, which pursuing its warmth,
And flying trough the stiffed mainlands.

I am a sunflower, which lives for the Sun
And nervously golden colour of it
feared from others.

I am an asterisk, which devouted to the Moon
And relishing its dim beams.

But I would rather be a shooting star once,
Than a callow craven.

I would rather wait among Time's grains of sand that snaring backwards,
Than becoming a desolate corner of life.

I wish the solid smoke of darkness would just fade away,
So my blinking eyes would know where to reach for you.

Frigid the scrapering, destitute nothingness.

Only you could smelt me, like the sunny sky a bird.

Deprivation of yours is devouring me,
Like affection my sanity.

Please bring back the Moon,
Because the night is perishing my Sun.
Apr 2020 · 301
Ran I
Ursula Wolf Apr 2020
Humid breeze fell
Hard upon
Us

From there I heard
How descended
She.

Sonorous footprints
rushing towards
Me

From there I knew,
That for her came
They,

Mass-hurtled inquirers.
Before long said
I:

'Cannot be taken
Her!'

Over crown-blasted blaze
rushed
I

To the moist
street;

Taking
The eyes of
Mine,

Flickered
The world against
Me.

Reached they for
In my arms laying
Wings.

Thereupon I felt,
the groundbreaking
Hiss,

Which,
From envying
Eyes,

Hurled out
Itself in
Disguise.

From there I knew
That hasten must
I

Behind circumference,
Under immensity,
Before evocation.

And then revealed
She

The wings for the
Stars.

Flashing eyes reborned
Life,
Plumes hurtled the
Ground,
Skin-flares illumed the
Sky,
Goldening-hair had
Confound.

And then ran
I
Just against
Me!

— The End —