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2.6k · Jan 2018
she
Katrina Zechman Jan 2018
she
She's expected to be strong,
She's expected to be the glue,
To the broken glass,
She's not expected to cry,
She's not expected to scream.

But in reality,
She's weak,
She's the broken glass,
She cries almost every night,
She holds in her screams,
But her mind is screaming.

She's expected to be nice,
By Almost every person she meets,
She's expected to be more than that,
She's expected not to be rude.

But in reality,
She's not as nice as much anymore,
She avoids people more than she should,
She's says she “okay” though,
just Not as she should

She's expected to be there for her friends,
She's expected to listen and give advice,
Not to complain or need advice,
To have the perfect life and relationships.

But in reality,
She's drifting away,
She listens, but not fully,
She needs to complain sometimes but never dose,
she is falling apart.

She's expected to have the perfect family,
No divorce, no lies, no backstabbing,
Nobody trying to hurt anyone,
No abuse, no fighting, no drugs

But in reality,
Her parents are divorced, her mom was beat,
sister *****, dad wants nothing to do with her,
her mom is married to someone new, who has more kids that is put over her, her mom was taken from her for a year and came back a completely different person, her mother steals, Her bio-father is a compulsive liar, her sisters put her down everyday, Her biological dad ***** her sister, He tried getting her mom to get rid her.

She's expected to be close to her sisters,
No fighting, no yelling, Glued to the hip,
Inseparable.

But in reality,
They fight constantly, She can't stand them,
They're the reason, Why she's so sad now,

She's expected to not cut, She's expected to not have scars,
Not to be depressed, Not to be addicted to such a wretched thing.

But in reality,
She's been cutting for years,
And was almost two years clean,
Because she wanted people to stop jugeding.

She has scars all around her thigh,
more on her wrist.
She's addicted to cutting, She's itching to,
But her mother doesn't think she is,
“If you really wanted to die you would be gone
You only do it because you want attention, and lashing out.”
That's what her mother says.

Little do they know,
That their perfect little girl
Is slipping away,
Soon, She'll will be gone, and they will miss her.
She will be expected to come back but she won’t.
1.9k · Jul 2015
indifference
Katrina Zechman Jul 2015
I decay like moist poison
coursing through one's veins,
indifference
releasing its contents
to a greater system.
Set your summer language
beneath your fingertips
and let it lick pages,
fiddling its own way.
Do not let your words die.
Sweat and scream
ugly whispers into the fog.
Let your tongue fight the
bitter taste of death
and indifference
1.7k · Dec 2016
Tears In My Daddy's Eyes
Katrina Zechman Dec 2016
He was always my pillar when I knew I'd fall
Always my anchor, so strong and tall
His hard face changes only for me
His softer side, so careless and free
He knows my dreams are too big for this place
His little girl's leaving, ready to begin her race
He knows I'll be thinking of him wherever I go
I know I'm ready to do this on my own
But still I cry and he holds me tight
He tries to be strong, not a tear in sight
I'm ready to reach for the stars in the sky
He's ready to watch his princess fly
It's time to let go, sure of a path to take
But now I know, even pillars can break
For when I drive away, trying to stifle my cries
All I could see were tears in my father's eyes
from a daughter to a father that was never there
1.6k · Jul 2015
the best of anger
Katrina Zechman Jul 2015
I'm shaking and seeing red
Im blacking out before anything is said
Its the fight I try to hide
The anger that rages in me
The dark mystical clouds in my eyes they swirl till I am shaken
I am enraged I see red and black
Don't know what's happing
I want to fight to relse my anger
But the beast dont want to run it wants to play
1.2k · Nov 2015
Rape
Katrina Zechman Nov 2015
it wasnt my choice
i didnt want it
i was drunk
i was 15 he was 18
im in high school
i puke... wet pants in the hospital bed
i cry
i cant sleep
i write
i draw anything to destract my mind
i want it to leave myhead
i want the faded demon to leave
no cuts but i want to
no soul but i need it
rapped and called a liar
im tired of it all
i want to be done and nobody will let me
1.2k · Jul 2015
WolfBlood
Katrina Zechman Jul 2015
My love for wolfblood is so great,
my heart melts for her 'til the dusk of day.
The night howls when her's away,
sits, running 'til day's dawn.

Her beauty is great,
Wondering mind 'til her sees,
howling is all I do,
While waiting for the moment, for her to say "I do."
1.1k · Nov 2015
Trusted the Red hands
Katrina Zechman Nov 2015
I trusted you and her but you laid my body down
The alcohol it poisoned me with a burden
The mind set of you and her on me
My body it’s ***** my mind is filled
All I can think about is the grossness of it
She cut we tried to protect her
But the alcohol poisoned me
Blood and dark red
A tortures red hands horror
The lies were told the hands the were everywhere
The story will never be heard
The pain will forever be felt
Dark red hands they leave marks I know now
Never will I never know again
1.0k · Dec 2014
dreams of harmony
Katrina Zechman Dec 2014
Good night, bonne nuit
Oyasamina sai, buenos noches,
Lala salama, wan an,
Spokoinyui noche, gute nacht,
Lila tov
Wherever you rest your
Head tonight
We are all one family
Let’s hold tight
and fill the world with
Dreams of Harmony
tonight.
No matter what words we use to say… goodnight…
925 · Jul 2015
nello spirito del lupo
Katrina Zechman Jul 2015
nello spirito del vento
amo il cuore e non la mente
parlare con l'anima e non le mani
amare se stessi per quello che sei
amo le tue idee anche se non sono vere
Hai cuore di amore, anche se non si tratta di pura
amo la tua verità
solo che ti amo così si può essere liberi
la verità è la verità
sarà l'ultima
il freno di cuore sarà valsa la pena il dolore
il tuo cuore
il tuo amore
il vostro libero arbitrio
sarà su e lo stesso
Tu ami
Hai detto
si cercano avventure lungo e in largo
solo per dire "voglio nascondere"
nello spirito del vento
Correrò e percorrere la distanza solo per vedere la bellezza nei colori
Vorrei cambiare il mio spirito per tutte le gambe per toccare la montagna
Correrò con il cielo e l'amore grande



(it is in italian.....please dont steal this one this is really personal.)
Katrina Zechman Jul 2015
Allontanato gettò acqua aperta
Vedo bei colori
Rosso, blu, verde, viola
vedere il maestro del mare
Si scivola da me sapendo im ci
Egli mantiene nuoto
È così bello
i colori
la luce
Io vedo il mare per quello che è
893 · Jul 2015
Secrets In To The Wind
Katrina Zechman Jul 2015
I admire the tree in silence.
The way it clings to the rock
And works its way down into the river
Down into the earth.
I think about the knowledge of man.
All the things that men have told me
about the tree – about botany or biology.
They have said this
They have said that
Words whispered into the air and gone in time.
Knowledge is worthless in comparison to beauty
This tree is magnificent
And that is enough for me.
809 · Oct 2015
The Bully Vs The Brave
Katrina Zechman Oct 2015
your there, i try to be invisable
i cant take it
your there smileing casue you see me
i turn around
you call out my name and laugh
i shiver and turen back around
you smile that smile again
and i walk over
your smile its inviting
i get there and you stick your knife of words in my cheast
i breath, and turn and walk away
i go to the bathroom and cry
its happeing again
i take my pencil and scrtch the surface of scars that had finaaly healed
they crack open
i take my rist band and slide it over
nobody will know
i will live in scilence
801 · Apr 2017
Lost With Out
Katrina Zechman Apr 2017
I'm sitting here mystified, numbed with pain
To lose someone so close, yet so far away.
Some say you can't lose something you never had.
If that is true, then how can I feel this sad?
I felt more close to you
More than i have to anyone else around me
Because I felt you so deep within me.
So small, and innocent no eyes to see
Yet so full of golden life was felt already.
Disbelief and uncertainty consume my brain
As the tears fall like rain.
my Heart pounding hard, feeling like thunder.
The sorrows and guild down under just can't be explained
"Does he know how much I love him?"
"Dose he know how sorry i am to never hold him?"
I already miss him, I'd do anything to kiss him,
To hold him and embrace the presence of him
to one day touch his skin in the solft clouds above
I can only hope for one of these days
ill be with him again and hold my angle
only some will understand what this is about this happend to me a couple of years ago
752 · Jul 2023
Me And You
Katrina Zechman Jul 2023
In this world, where shadows may fall,
I find solace in our bond, strong and tall.
Me and you, together we stride,
Facing life's challenges, side by side.
Through thick and thin, we have grown,
A partnership so deep, it's etched in stone.
Bound by love, trust, and understanding,
Our souls entwined, endlessly expanding.
In your eyes, I find a reflection of me,
A love so pure, it will forever be.
The laughter we've shared, the tears we've shed,
The memories crafted, like golden threads.
In moments of weakness, you lift me high,
With your gentle touch, you ease each sigh.
You mend my wounds, both seen and unseen,
Playing the melody of dreams unforeseen.
Hand in hand, we venture into the unknown,
Building a future, where love has flown.
With every step, our hearts beat as one,
Creating a symphony, under the warmth of the sun.
When darkness comes, and storms may brew,
You and I, strong and steadfast, we'll push through.
For together we stand, unyielding and true,
Me and you, a love that forever grew.
So let the world gaze upon our love's bright hue,
Knowing that in this journey, it's truly me and you.
With hearts entwined, we'll conquer all that we face,
For love's embrace will forever embrace.
Its Just Me and You
To My current and Last Love, I love you so much
706 · Dec 2014
Undiscovered
Katrina Zechman Dec 2014
lovely little girl
looking out from under her lashes
big bright world, she doesn't know what to do with it
newly released into the world with little more
than a whisper on her lips, a blessing tucked in the corner of her mouth
and the words that appear in the sand
of the beach she stands upon for the first time
"you will be magnificent"
699 · Apr 2017
The Undoing
Katrina Zechman Apr 2017
My undoing is you.
My unbecoming is certain.
I had my hopes up. But you undid them too.
My undoing is yours.
You strip me till I'm plain and cold, filled of nothingness.
The meaning is differed
the undoing of history
the undoing of life.
My soul is filled of gold. It's getting chipped but the undoing of your cold hands.
Your my undoing.
My my unbecoming
689 · Aug 2015
Darkness
Katrina Zechman Aug 2015
The wind blows me around
I’m trapped in the darkness, ****** in to the whole
Deeper and deep I fall
Nobody there to catch me
I see it
The way out
Time freezes but it don’t wait
I cry out, the pain keeps me alive
I lost everything
My fight means nothing
I’m tired but I climb
I’m reaching for the light
I know I won’t find it
The darkness consumes me
Further down I go in to the darkness
I scream, I don’t want to fall
My fight was the only thing I had
I have nothing
Darkness all around me never to be seen
All you hear is the voice of who I used to be
I cry hugging my pillow
Time to let go
All I let go I see the light but it doesn’t matter
Ill fall to see the darkness
As it swallows me whole
It’s my monster
My scars, they trap me
My memory screams out loud
Nobody know I’m consumed with darkness
It traps me within its grasps to never let me go
677 · Aug 2015
I hide
Katrina Zechman Aug 2015
I hide in the shadows scared and alone
Screaming for someone to let me out
I hear it the rain and thunder "BOOM" ....
"BANG"....
I hide, I wait, the secrets they scar me,
The people they fear me, I am, who I'm not
I hide, my true colors
the gold to never be see
the blue to be hidden
the red to drip
the purple for a past I don't know
black for the darkness I hide in
Green for where I lay
Orenge for the flame burning under me
Yellow, oh yellow the color I least I like,its bright and solid but song and will full
I hide.
I hide my talents for no more scars
I hide my fear so it don't come true
I hide my sorrow for no sympathy
I hide,I hide,I hide
674 · Jul 2015
Fluent
Katrina Zechman Jul 2015
She fluent when she speaks
Fluent when she rights
She is even fluent in here heart or who she loves
"She can’t be fluent always" they say
Are they right? Are they wrong?
Only two can know
She is fluent and reading and rhythm
Fluent in poems
But she isn’t fluent to her self
She disappoints her self
Hates her self
And even cut sometimes
But she is fluent in getting stronger and braver
Because she is the one who fluently wrote this poem
She is fluently me
652 · Jan 2016
Sea Monster
Katrina Zechman Jan 2016
She comes to me to hold her up.
So beautiful and yet so sad
Her would don’t treat her right
Guys hurt her
Friend they hate her
But me I’m her boat in the ocean I keep her floating
Protect her from the hard waters
She use to hurt her self
Dripping blood in to the was to feed the sharks
Frenzy she is looking for a way out
I save her
Opened minded and fair
Beauty and despaired
Her eyes they cry so much yet they are so bright
She keeps floating and I will all ways save her from the beast under the sea
649 · Feb 2016
I’M THE MAD ONE
Katrina Zechman Feb 2016
IM THE MAD ONE WELCOME TO WONDERLAD WHERE EVERYTHING IS BACKWORDS
AND EVERYONE IS MAD
I’m the mad hatter waiting for Alice to arrive
I’m the joker wondering "why so serious"
I’m Jeff the killer checks bleeding saying "go to sleep"
I’m the slender man with no eyes but always watching
I’m the face under Michael Myers Mask
I’m Alice looking through the Looking Glass
I’m the red Queen saying “OFF WITH THEIR HEAD”
I’m the boney white rabbit saying “I’m Late I’m Late”
I’m Jack Skellington saying “just because I cannot see it doesn’t mean I can’t BELIEVE in it”
I’m Cheshire the cat saying “EVERY ADVENTURE REQUIERS A FIRST STEP”
IM THE MAD ONE WELCOME TO WONDERLAD WHERE EVERYTHING IS BACKWORDS
AND EVERYONE IS MAD
617 · Nov 2015
Mr Right
Katrina Zechman Nov 2015
i know your out there waiting
on your white hosre
your strong
you stand tall
and your thinking bout finding your Mrs.Right
will Mr.Right she might just be right under your nose
your sweet and kind and you care
you dont show off for other girls
when your with her your only hers
your turst worthy and honaorable
you dont lie
and your thinking bout finding Mrs.Right
well Dear Mr.Right your Mrs.Right might just be right here
i know young puppy love
i wanna be able to play video games and hope to god my family likes you
Dear Mr Right can you care for a firl with scares
can you care for a girl that is clinginy and loves truely and deeply
i might not be wife material but i am i good Mrs.Right and i bet your a better Mr.Right
599 · Dec 2017
Missing you
Katrina Zechman Dec 2017
Missing you is hell
It's like a darkness of consumption
Missing you is like
a blind person missing all the colors
Missing you is like
a dessert with out water
I miss you like
a fallen angel missing her halo
I miss you babe
578 · Feb 2016
I want to end it...
Katrina Zechman Feb 2016
She says she should take the blade
Cut off the life that crawls like a drug under her skin
She wants to end the pain
Make the nightmares disappear
She wants rest
She wants to end it
There’s already scars what’s a few more
The blade rest against the skin
The red message is starting to be carved
P-E-A-C-E
L-I-E-R
Then another
U-N-W-O-R-T-H-Y
She takes a deep breath
It’s done she lays down and cries
Good night
547 · Nov 2015
Trust with a fake friend
Katrina Zechman Nov 2015
we use to hate echother
i was there when you need me the most
i need you the most and your trying not to be there for me
how can i trust you?
how can i be there for you when you fall on your face?
i dont understand i helped you in every way
but i get shut out when i need it
thats not a firend
thats not being true
its not being real
i needed you and your not here
you will need me but i wont be there casue your buring our brige
we've know echother for bout 3 years now.....
how can you do that
its not my fualt im going threw this
its not my fualt
i cry
i scream
i hold the razor to my wrist wanting to let the deep red soil
flow out of my vains
i fight it
i fight my demons alone
i thought we were firends
484 · Nov 2015
Claims
Katrina Zechman Nov 2015
He and she
its all talk
one thing after another
happy then sad
never know whats going to happen next
life? People change people is a key
it unlakc many paths
trust is a brakeable path you brake it
its hard to get accross it again
he says
she says
i say the truth
the claims they say
are roumors
they say lies and i say truth
peace and honor
never to e heard becasue of the claims of others
Katrina Zechman Aug 2015
We are poisonous beneath the tomb
We meet rabid ghosts beyond the dreamscape
Repent! The King is vanishing
Evil and desirous about the *******
You shove glowing keys over the dream
Awaken, awaken! The birth never ends
Strangely entrancing before the tomb
We destroy dank goats against the trees
Yo! The vision is no more
wavering unseeing
walking out of the world
an old passport
Under what skies
the lover
take another road
when the world was new
461 · Sep 2015
OpTiOnAl
Katrina Zechman Sep 2015
im tired of pain, im tired of sorrow,
everyone says its up to you...they all lied,
its not my option,
its everyone esles but mine
i cry
i want to overdose
i dont, im not giveing up
i fight to get my self out but i dig in deeper
im trapped by an age i cant escape form
trapped but a familly hold
trapped but the option of others
i give them the wheel but,
im takeing my heart and running with the wind
i want to leave
get out
never look back
that is my option when
im no logner trapped by an age
and scorched by the options of others rage
452 · Aug 2015
For my love
Katrina Zechman Aug 2015
I feel so loved and amazed sometimes,
When I think of you each night and day,
And when I see you, I see stars,
I love you more than words can say...
You're so amazing! This love is floating on clouds!
I can't resist your smile, it's true!
The fall leaves and sun sets fade into shadows...
I am absolutely crazy for you!
Your soul is vibrant; your heart is bright,
And my heart is truly in your hands.
I could run and sing 'til life was done,
But YOU are the focus of my plans.
This magical happiness is amazing my love,
And for you, babe , I thank Heaven above.
439 · Feb 2016
The Looking Glass
Katrina Zechman Feb 2016
She goes through the looking glass
Into the garden, they try to eat her
The realize who she is
She can save them
They put her down
She runs out the door into the ocean
She has to dry it up
She keeps going and going till her sanity snaps
Alyssa, Alison, Anna, Alice and more.
She looks through the looking glass into the Heart of wonderland
439 · Nov 2014
hunted by love
Katrina Zechman Nov 2014
Im haunted a little this evening by feelings that have no vocabulary and events that should be explained in dimensions of lint rather than words.
Ive been examining half-scraps of my childhood. They are pieces of distant life that have no form or meaning. They are things that just happened like lint.
Katrina Zechman Dec 2016
Skin leathered by the sun
penetrated with motor oil
covers his short stocky body
like canvas over boulders.
He sweats gasoline and morning dew.
My father peals his mind for me...
Discarding seeds,
bearing the fruits of his wisdom
in calloused hands;
a reminder of freedom sacrificed
for my freedom,
my future.
My father is a hard man...
With gentle eyes,
thick framed glasses never hide immortality
dancing in them on my reflection.
In them I am perfect
and if not,
they are forgiving.
422 · Jul 2015
Angle Wings
Katrina Zechman Jul 2015
Wings of bright white on Angels back
Halos shining so bright above their head
As they flap their wings make sounds that crack
Above the sleeping beings that are in bed
The Angels heart beats finds souls that lack
To make life with happiness at ease spread
Lacking hearts that beat with sin
The forces that gather is dark and demonic
Angels crushes sin when it spreads within
No beings should lusts another romantic
That leads doubts and shackles in
Angels stop such thing before it become climatic
418 · Nov 2015
So Far Done
Katrina Zechman Nov 2015
So Far done
ive crossed my point now
i want to see the red paint flow out of my wrist
i want to seen the tears flow out of my eyes
i want the pain to escape of out my vain
i want to sleep for an enternity
i want to be done
i want to go and see my king
i want to love again
i want my demons to be relsed
im so far done, and nobody cares
im done i crave the pain now
i crave the red paint from before
the hunger is gone and the strangth is too
the happy smile is gone im done
scars will cover my body once again and nobody will ask
because i know im so far done
hell open your gates you have a fallen angel on the way
412 · Aug 2015
Above
Katrina Zechman Aug 2015
in heaven above you are
never got to hold you
never got to see you
you never heard my voice or seen me
but yet i know your above
your my love and my life
even if you dont know me
i know you know ill see you again
in the heavens above
i dream i see i try to know how it would have been
but nothing could comepare to the heavens above
you watch me, you smile down , you send your love, all from above
i love you my angel
R.I.P
411 · Dec 2014
But its love
Katrina Zechman Dec 2014
"I've fallen in love with you."
With these words his eyes locked on mine;
He was nervous; but excited
Uneasy; but assured
Melancholic; but thrilled
Anxious; but relieved.
I can still hear the drumming of his heart
when I took his hand and I said,
"I've fallen in love with you too"
Katrina Zechman Aug 2015
Sinful and sticky among the shadows
I confound brilliant devils beyond the water
Ahhh! The ***** will vanish
Dark and sensuous against the shadows
I transform dull witches above the mist
Zounds! The thought is done
Sinful and green before the fog
We confound glowing flames beneath the mud
Awaken! The stink was hard
scared tired
saying goodbye
a sense of danger
Where in the end
the lost man
come singing
not knowing why
405 · Nov 2015
Silence
Katrina Zechman Nov 2015
Silence everywhere
nobody speaks, nobody breathes
everyone listening, nobody caring
the wounds the silence creates
cut deep, but still no scream
tired so mad, so hurt, so sad,
more pain, less smiles
the silence takes over
silence its everywhere and nowhere
403 · Apr 2016
LOVE
Katrina Zechman Apr 2016
Im haunted a little this evening by feelings that have no vocabulary and events that should be explained in dimensions of lint rather than words.
Ive been examining half-scraps of my childhood. They are pieces of distant life that have no form or meaning. They are things that just happened like lint.
I will be very careful the next time I fall in love, she told herself. Also, she had made a promise to herself that she intended on keeping. She was never going to go out with another writer: no matter how charming, sensitive, inventive or fun they could be. They weren't worth it in the long run. They were emotionally too expensive and the upkeep was complicated. They were like having a vacuum cleaner around the house that broke all the time and she wanted her nexst lover to be a broom.
397 · Jan 2016
ink
Katrina Zechman Jan 2016
ink
The ink it goes in to the body
It poisons the blood coursing through your veins
It’s like a black tar; it’s something that never leaves the blood
Everywhere the ink lays the black tar demon seeps threw
Tattoos they are beautiful and stunning
But it hurt like a cut from a piece of glass
The can shine like a diamond and make you stand out but
Never will you be the same because the black tar devil has his claim
389 · Nov 2015
Sick and Twisted
Katrina Zechman Nov 2015
i think bout it some times
the urge is there
the blood red liqud
it dires from blue to red to dark red brown.
people in this world
sick and twisted
no clue what other go threw
beatings, yelling, drugs, cuts, more drugs , more fake smiles
the purge, the beast, nobody knows
there was no beauty in the beast.
im tired of anger, im tired of pain, tired of the besat just exsploding out
378 · Jul 2015
The Song of Soul
Katrina Zechman Jul 2015
How shall I hold my soul so it does not
touch on yours. How shall I lift it
over you to other things?
Ah, willingly I’d store it away
with some lost thing in the dark,
in some strange still place, that
does not tremble when your depths tremble.
But all that touches us, you and me,
takes us, together, like the stroke of a bow,
that draws one chord out of the two strings.
On what instrument are we strung?
And what artist has us in their hand?
O sweet song.
373 · Dec 2016
Wildflower
Katrina Zechman Dec 2016
Barely seconds into something, already hooked.
Why question anything if you know your stuff?
You know best that it’s easy to be overlooked,
Especially when you’re a diamond in the rough.

Undiscovered diamonds are beautiful no less,
Though nobody looks, for it seems a time waste,
It didn’t catch the eye, the moment won’t press,
Still there sits a wonderful creation, ever chaste.

Seemingly distant, yet inside shines with allure,
If not an established masterpiece it is known,
The unfamiliar treasure has naught to reassure,
The hallucination of becoming a precious stone.

All the treasured pieces and items universally,
Either tell a great tale, or will fetch a fine price.
The Wildflower diamond untold commercially,
And without a story, could be mistaken for ice.
367 · Nov 2015
No Mercy
Katrina Zechman Nov 2015
I want him to suffer
I want him to pay for the tortured memories
Time will let me heal but I won’t ever forget
No more being intoxicated
No more MJ
Just done no blood no *****
Just wanting remorse for what has happened
He says I lied
She say some of its true
It’s funny because I remember everything
I want them to be in the pain I was in
She’s in the hospital
He’s out free
No mercy for the tortures memories
364 · Jul 2016
Void
Katrina Zechman Jul 2016
you been there, from start to finish
i was into it more, then you were,
now we are spread out amongst the darkness
there is a void in my heart.
i tried to fill it with another picture
theres a wall built in my cheast
bricks and bricks then there is a gold cage with a dark space
deep and deep there a tiny red spot. my heart
the picture will sit there but if you cant make it there then
the void will stay.
362 · Dec 2014
What Evil?
Katrina Zechman Dec 2014
What evil makes you hurt me so,
What defect of the heart?
What sense there is no greater whole
Of which you are a part?
What lonely choice that only you
Be served by what you choose?
What hard, hard fear of losing what
It is a gift to lose?
I dream sometimes my waiting love
Has made you turn again.
But you care only for yourself,
And I must love in vain.
361 · Apr 2016
thy king
Katrina Zechman Apr 2016
You're my man, my mighty king,
And I'm the jewel in your crown,
You're the sun so hot and bright,
I'm your light-rays shining down,
You're the sky so vast and blue,
And I'm the white clouds in your chest,
I'm a river clean and pure,
Who in your ocean finds her rest,
You're the mountain huge and high,
I'm the valley green and wide,
You're the body firm and strong,
And I'm a rib bone on your side,
You're an eagle flying high,
I'm your feathers light and brown,
You're my man, my king of kings,
And I'm the jewel in your crown.
359 · Jan 2016
Her
Katrina Zechman Jan 2016
Her
She loves the beautiful butterflies; she has the long gorgeous hair
She talks Spanish and loves with her heart
her lips are like soft pink pillows
She isn’t skinny but she isn’t large either
She an perfect picture
Beautiful loving heart
eyes that make you melt
She is my princess, my queen, so fair
yet so beautiful
357 · Apr 2016
Door of the Devil
Katrina Zechman Apr 2016
Fires ablaze within my eyes. A smile concealing all my lies, screaming, begging, calling out, a final, frantic, desperate, shout.
Scarlet tears drip from each vein, a vehement covet to end this pain, this silver blade, stays by my side, because all hope inside has died.
As each day ends and darkness draws, the devil toys, with all my flaws, I’m helpless, alone, a worthless mess, a broken child, he must address.
I’m tempted when her calls my name, a way out, an escape, an end to shape, to make it feel a lot less real, a deal with the devil, in blood must I seal.
They’ll say I dead of suicide, but no one know how much they’ve lied, it was a rope, a blade, or pills, that broke my soul, and gave me the chills
I died inside so long before, to live each day, an endless chore, pills could not **** what was already dead, a twisted soul, and empty head.
In darkness I wait, in silence, alone, rose-tinted nostalgia, all around me has grown, I beckon the devil, with the key of self-harm, and I open the for him, with the blood of my arm
357 · Dec 2014
Insanity
Katrina Zechman Dec 2014
It seeps through like a stream in the woods
It creeps up to me like a snake readying for its prey
It’s dark but yet intriguing by its power
Its black but gold
It consumes me from the world, taking my thoughts
Taking my mind, play tricks with my eyes
It controls me, darkness
Insanity it is insane
It drips like blood from a cut
It is still like tall grass that the wind doesn’t blow
It is insane
It is dark yet holy, it is a no but then a yes, it is the stars but yet it is space, never focus never telling the difference
Is this Reality or just a Dream or a thought that is too vivid or is this insanity
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