Falling in love with you
Was as easy and natural
as falling asleep.
If only it were just as easy
To wake up

Before you walk away I want you to know,
you were my hardest goodbye and my favourite hello.

I wonder if the reason
Stars are so powerful is because
They are made of our atoms,
We feel so many emotions,
All of those emotions in one place
Must cause a lot of power
Or maybe we are powerful because we
Are made of theirs

I remember you saying
"Oh I see what game you're playing".
But to me, it was never a game,
But I guess you didn't think the same.

As of right now
There is only one thing
I want.
And that is you.

I'm sick of pulling the petals
Off of flowers
That you didn't give me,
Trying to figure out
If you like me.

It was in that moment
In the middle of the street
Late at night,
When my world was falling
Apart that you put
Your arms around me,
And for a second I thought
That maybe everything
Would be okay.

I'm spiraling so fast
That I can't grab onto
Anything

She looked death
Right in the face,
Smiled and said
"Not today".
The image of him
Draining away
Along with her stash
Of pills.

Some scars will last forever
as stories written on our skin,
They tell the stories of our past
and all the places you have been.
They were left there for a reason
to remind you that you're strong
for all those cold, hard, bitter days
when it gets harder to go on.

Why do I love you
Why do I care
You’ve destroyed me completely
Yet you call and I’m there.

You are a shining star
dancing in the night
there's so much power in you
that's why you burn so bright,
but sometimes clouds roll over
and block out all your shine
but don't worry they will break soon
you just have to give it time.

I just want it all
To go away.

How do I make it
All go away?

She is a soul made of fire
In a world that is too afraid to burn.

I'm done with
Pulling the petals
Off of flowers.
Trying to figure
Out if you like me,
When I already know
The answer.

I'm just biding my time, waiting, just waiting, to disappear

The curtains close
And leave me in a suffocating darkness.
My senses shut down
And I feel trapped.
My depression, the only thing in the room that I can acknowledge
Sweeps me into her arms
And comforts me with the idea
Of eternity.

We all look for
that thing that makes
our souls ignite;
that thing is called
LOVE

She lives and breathes
Poetry and that
Is why she walks around
With a constantly broken
Heart.

I sit here and wonder what it would be like to fly
Go
Up
Up
Up
And tell the world goodbye.

Oh, Aphrodite I pray to thee
Find someone for me to love
And bring their heart to me.

I’ve collected many things in my life
But my favorite
Are the memories and stories
I share with you

I miss you like the desert misses the rain.
You are nothing but a mere whisper of a memory.

And I love you
The way that poets love 2 AM.
For they provide muse and memories otherwise forgotten.

I thought you were my medicine,
Turns out you were my poison.

Some people get drunk through
Alcohol
Through other people's love,
The intimacy of a kiss.
I get drunk off of
The poetry you speak.

Me: "You don't want me?"

You: "I don't want to break your already broken heart"

Me: "I don't care, that will only mean that I have more pieces to love you with"

I just want to hear you say
that you hate the word goodbye
as much as I do.

Bruises and scars.
My fists are hard
the walls are harder.

Come outside with me
and we can stand in the rain
it's truly amazing
how it can wash away the pain.
Now look down at your scars
count them while you do
because they are and will remain as proof
of all the times you made it through.

Oh the things we do for love.
We go to war,
We ****,
We lie,
We steal,
We cheat.
But one of the saddest of all
Is we try to be someone everyone else loves
Rather than loving ourselves.

Her hands are covered in countless scars
From all the time she tried to grab the stars,

Just biding time, don't mind me.

Am I alive or just breathing?
I'm a goner but my heart's still beating.
My sleeves are red and I'm still bleeding.
I'm at the edge and I'm falling.
Somebody save my soul.

People are like bars of soap:
The tighter you hold on
The more they slip away.

There are three ways pain
changes someone.
It can make them.
It can break them.
Or they can learn
to love the fire.

I am nothing but a bottle
filled all the way to the top
just waiting for the flood inside me
to sweep me away.

Everything looks different
when I walk the streets with you.
The grass looks greener
and the sky looks much more blue.

As I crawled onto your lap,
Our foreheads and noses
Touched.
Eyes closed.
Time froze.
Just you
And me.
And after eternity
Our lips locked,
And fireworks exploded
behind my eyes.
Your lips were as soft
As an angels touch.
Soft and tender.
Loving and sweet.

And suddenly it was like
I couldn't Breathe.

Someone please tell me
What to do.
I seriously can't take
Any more.
I'm giving up.

In the end
It didn't matter
How hard I tried,
How much I loved,
Because it's obvious
That we were doomed
Right from the very start

To let all of my love flow free
Would be to unleash a tempest
That I don't think anyone can handle
Quite yet
So I'll remain a single raindrop
In the storm of emotion
And shower you with my love
Little by little

Don't tell me you know what it's like
until you can see everyone around you breathing
but your lungs are burning
from the lack of air.

To my parents,
I hope you are out there.
I hope that you have not forgotten about me.
But I hope that you do not worry.
I have a family I love
And that loves me back.
I hope you still love me,
If you ever did.
Cause I love you.
You gave me this life.
I hope that you are healthy
And happy with your lives.
And I want you to know
That the daughter you didn't want
Is not sad that you did not want her.
But she is sad that you missed out
On everything I've become.
I hope that what you wanted
Was worth it too.
Cause you will never know someone
Quite like me.

I believe
That when you get close to someone
They then own
A part of your heart.
But then
When everyone leaves
There's nothing left of you.

Looking back
If I knew how much you would
Mean to me
I never would've looked at you twice.
Looking back
If I knew how much this goodbye would hurt
I never would've said hello

All I want
Is someone to
Love me
For me

I swear that in that moment
The sun could've been burning out
And I would never have
Noticed.

Why try to fly
when you are always doomed to fall?
Why stand,
if they'll always make you crawl?
Why try
Anything at all?

People are meant to live in your heart
That's why your heart has chambers.