There is an ache in my heart.
I wish I could go back in time.

Inverse of colors that remain the same.
Yet the sky still remains in hues of greys.

Do I continue or stop myself?
My soul is indecisive after all.

Not sure if this is right or if it's wrong?
But why do I care if I live or die
Without my soul!

This is the secret of my life
To decide if I can choose
To live or die.

All of these pieces of colors
Intertwine and intermingle
Warp into something more.



© Sofia Villagrana 2020

I like to read love and fiction
To escape my own restrictions
I don't know if I can sound out
All of the screaming and crying

Close the door but do not lock it
If they find out they might lose it
Yell at you and grab you tightly
Better to pretend that you are numb

Play the music quite and softly
They won't hear when I pause it
Wanting for that single moment
When they say its time to end it



© Sofia Villagrana 2020

Hanging 'round your place
Days keep passing.
Sitting here for weeks
But don't worry.

Wanted some closure
Where are you going?

Hope you'll come back
Yearning for you.
Please, just stop and listen
Before the sun sets.

Needed some closure
Where are you going?

Can't you see I'm hurting
Just make me happy.
You don't care about me
Waiting here for you.

Give me some closure
Where are you going?



© Sofia Villagrana 2020

It was a joke
he didn’t mean to lift his hand
he didn’t mean to bring it down

he didn’t mean to raise it a second time
he didn’t mean to commit a second crime.

He didn’t mean it.

But if everyone got pardoned
for the things they said and did without meaning,
everyone would hit
and no one would mean it.