I'm choking
Drowning
Sinking in my own tears
That sting and fall
Down my face...
You may act like a stranger
Or worse, a friend
But my heart still remembers
All the love
All the pain

Your scent still lingers on me
Your touch a phantom on my skin
But my body stays stuck
Frozen in time
As I sense you near me once more

I thought I'd seen you for the last time
So I locked the bittersweet memories
Into a chest and buried it
Into the folds of time...
But one sight of you
And it all crashed open
You destroyed me before
But seeing you again
Shattered me.

You grabbed me so tight
As if you grabbed my soul
And suddenly I was alive
Dancing under your electric touch
Our hearts thumping to the bass
Of the rhythm of our bodies
Colliding and crashing
Intertwining
Under the light of the stars
Lost in the breathlessness
And your intoxicating scent
We came together as one
Just to fall apart
Over and over
And over again

I don't remember
Your voice
As it mixed together with mine
Singing our favorite bands
Dancing on tables in time

I don't remember
The crazy times we had
Like jumping off cliffs
Then ending the day
At 2 in the morning
Driving with the windows down
Like the music video of
An old country love song

I don't remember
The feeling of
My head resting on your chest
When you pulled me so close
That we shared the same breath

I don't remember
Your scent
When we tangled ourselves
Between the sheets
Creating our own
Music to match
The bass of our heartbeats

I don't remember
The mold of your skin
Against mine
Or the
Exact color of your eyes
The exact shape of your lips
As you finally made me yours
Mapping out my skin
With your kiss

I don't remember any of it
My darling,
I barely remember you
But if you keep loving me
I promise I'll try to

Though
I'm not the same girl
I'm warning you
The girl you once loved
The one that you knew

I don't remember much
But I remember how
I want to be
Your forever
Again
For Forever
and Always

I just want to be with you
...