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Nov 2018 · 116
In a pickle
Mama you hurt me so good
You know how to ruin a mood
Like lifting, after you left the hood
And eating with no food

But I,

Have enough love for two
Plus two sticks rolled up
one for me and one for you
I don't know why but it's hard to do
when you know you could
And you know you should
And you know you would


If life were not so..


Bad.
-Luca Ivaldi
Nov 2018 · 181
Typo VIII
The truth is she never loved me
All I would have done
The proof as she stood above me
A knife in my lung

All the poems are lies
I do not know love
All attempts and tries
Leave me in the mud

Turn away and leave me be
I can't even help myself
Run away and and leave me
My book cracks the shelf
-Luca Ivaldi
Shout-out to Fawn
My #1 fan lol I see you :)
Nov 2018 · 168
Stop
I'm just tired of my heart breaking everyday
-
Baffled at her simple beauty, we began
to immerse ourselves in a forest of conversation, each tree a commonality, sitting on branches in agreeance, with the leaves bringing life to our exchange, lightly brushing those of another tree.
-Luca Ivaldi
Nov 2018 · 127
.
.
How happy makes you sad
How happy makes you mad
But happy makes me glad
How happy you make sad
.
I am the night that you forgot
The shadow of a passing thought
The kid whom you sat next to
Whom one day was not with you
The boy you think was nice
But does not go out because the price

I am the doll that you lost
Adolescent memories of loss
Though I am not a memory
Go say you forgot the sin of me
In these pages I was cursed
The book you tell is the worst

I am not a memory
No need to remember me
I am part of your process
That is where we leapt off
I guess.
-Luca Ivaldi
Oct 2018 · 108
Unfinished;
What he said was cold.
                                         Couldn't know,
                                        
                                         What he meant.

Overlay your understanding.

                                                     He was sent.

Over stayed his current landing.

                                                           In waves,
                                              
  
                                                               They went;
-Luca Ivaldi
Kind of don't know yet.
Oct 2018 · 251
Fall
Lonely
Burning with no reason
No change of seasons
No one really sees him
Impossibility frees him
A tree with no forest
I don't have to take more if…

Hurt
The petal lost her flower
A lean in her tower
No one knows how her
Impossibilities allow her
To bloom in the winter
Songs you can't sing with her…

Tired
Earths foundations turn to dust
Mirthful sages teaching trust
No one chased after us
Impossibilities gather up
Life is all in multitude
Believe me, we're here with you too...
-Luca Ivaldi
Oct 2018 · 249
Typo VII
The fire in your eyes
Kills with a look
The silver in your lies
Could fill up a book

The tears in your eyes
Shatter at a glance
Your fears in disguise
Matte black romance

In this void of stars
We never stood a chance
Falling up is hard
In a same foot dance

I could go on forever
I will.
You could love me never, but
I still..
-Luca Ivaldi
Oct 2018 · 95
Little Black Letter
Remember this feeling.
How they all made you feel.
Nothing. No one.
Remember all you wanted was happiness.
Love to give.
Nothing. No one.
Remember how they made you feel.
-Luca Ivaldi
It gets better.. I promise.
Oct 2018 · 135
Untitled
It is God who did not love me.
Oct 2018 · 114
In the spur of...
Chasing the clouds to escape the flood
There is no shortcut from the mountain

The rumbling loud, waves break my blood
There is no thirst but of the fountain

What is easy to see is easy to believe
Hear me, here me, you won't see him leave

In my sudden there will be no reprieve
Dancing in the forest when I burn the trees

I watch you flutter like life
But all we did was decompose

I'm sorry for all the strife
But who knew we needed those

I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry I said it thrice
She might've ruined me
Sep 2018 · 150
TFW
TFW
You realize no one outside of your family
will ever truly,

Love you.
-Luca Ivaldi
Sep 2018 · 690
CrabTree
Maybe I'm alive
Maybe I'm a lie
Maybe I'ma die
Maybe I'ma dive
Off the deep end
Well that depends
How deep your sins
Sew
Hold em close
Theyll never know
If you never tell them so
They'll never grow
If you never let them go

Like dandelions shuffle through gusts
A man behind a lie ruffles up husks
Like a bull with no tusks
Who could give a ****

Honestly I.
Work, sweat, bleed and cry.
Lost track of why
Probably cause it is I is who I lie beside
Haa this guy ^
Is who I try to hide
But it's dark inside
Wish I could dance like the raindrops
On your window that wiggle light
When you giggle I just might
Fall back in __
Better to die within
Than to have my heart broken again

So hey, I smile and I joke
Drift home to find
There's no love in this dope
A few know this false hope
Is sometimes the only cope
In mechanisms ambition burns
Turning talent into ashes
Can't tell you what I'm askin
Just please don't stop answerin

I'm just a lonely cancer and
This is how I feel.
Too much.
-Luca Ivaldi
Sep 2018 · 199
Typo VI
Not every tear you cry has to fall
Not every guy you date
Has to have it all
Don't stay out too long it's almost winter
Verily those nights I hate
When I'm not with her
You buzzed away with a bounce on a spring
The bees and birds flew late
And never found a wing
You lost your way in a simple summer
But those who wait
May come 'cross a runner
-Luca Ivaldi
Watch, listen and learn
Begin to discern
What others may concern
I can't remember the term
It must not have been permanently
Put in to me brain
Trains intertwain
And entertain
No cross the membrane though
No cross to contain my soul
No cost to refrain fro'
Freeing my mind again.
Sep 2018 · 222
42?
42?
In leaves and roots
Amoung the grubs
I can do it too

Whispers of darkness
Muffled cries in nature
Never heard out the forest

Branching life
Living and dying
In unison sing

What is the meaning of this thing?!?!
-Luca Ivaldi
Sep 2018 · 295
IX-XI-MMI
A day of reckoning
2,996 heard the beckoning
Call it what you want
It was tragic
What else can unite us?
We can't let them have it
The blood spilled
Of our innocence
Or ignorance?
The veil peeled
Good morning!
Unite and pray this day
Mourning this day
But THEY would not want it this way
-Luca Ivaldi
Sep 2018 · 581
I'm done being broken.
I'm done being broken
The unrequited love I've spoken
The nights where the only love I felt was in the drugs I was tokin’
The days I spent making others happy because I was jokin’
But in reality I had gave up hope and just needed someone to listen for a moment.

I'm done being broken
Cause im not
I'm more than the scars
The bruises
The road rash from cruisin’
With those who pushed me out
Cause when I doubt
God reminds me
“Come and find me”
“Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness; and all these things shall be added unto you.”
Weak, we thirst for things of odd and in this sightlessness; all these flings rally tattered love upon you.

I'm done being broken
The unrequited love I've spoken
The nights where the only love I felt was in the drugs I was tokin’
The days I spent making others happy cause I was jokin’
But in reality I had gave up hope and just needed someone to listen for a moment.

Just listen
Sense what your missin’
And make it your mission
To make life your ***** and end the wishin’
Cause we're done being broken
So here's to hope and your soul being awoken.

Cause we're done being broken
The unrequited love we've spoken
The nights where the only love we felt was in the drugs we were tokin’
The days we spent making others happy cause we were jokin’
But in reality we had gave up hope and just needed someone to listen, for a moment.
-Luca Ivaldi
I love you.
I could write forever.
Would I tire?
Oh never.
But I can never tell you again.
Most eyes will not understand.
That you have died in my arms.
I killed you, staving you from harm.
I needed you more than you needed I,
The nights you bleed I swear I cry.
Sitting at the razors edge,
Where we met, hugging the ledge.
We can jump, fly, live or die.
Or fall in love,
In my mind...
-Luca Ivaldi
Sep 2018 · 331
Do I Love?
Heartaches from heartbreak
It's love death takes
Our mistakes
Waiting for fate
Trusting fake feelings
Left me empty after peeling
And revealing what kindness
Was concealing
A bindness to healing
Others for myself
Out of love or selfish
**** it I won't even finish this.

But maybe that's the problem
But how long should I call them?
I told her twice
How I could love her for life
But I was second best
Absence made her second guess
But she can't confess her mess
But I see your pain in scars
And love you no less
You've come this far
I'm here for you
Come with me
Just say, yes.

Tender plush
Violent hush
Golden lush
Rose mush.
-Luca Ivaldi
Sep 2018 · 353
I cried and
I asked the Lord
Why do I stay awake at night
Thinking of they who do not think of I?
Why do I worry for those who hurt me?
Why do I pray for they who close their ears?
Why do I share you with those who mock me?
Why do I love they who do not love me?

He said simply, “Because you are mine."

-Luca Ivaldi
The push and pull of love,
She came like a riptide.
Fought to keep my head above,
Pulled me under from the inside.
God I wish I had died.

-Luca Ivaldi
Aug 2018 · 235
Does God choose to love?
Does God choose to love?
Does he choose me?
Or am I mandatory?
“I love you with the love of Jesus” I say.
Tried to explain to a girl one day,
that I can love her more.
Cause if I chose him;
And God loves me.
But I choose you too;
And you choose me.
What's stronger than the love
that creation breeds?
Dedicating souls and lives.
Wrestling our dualities.
It's ridiculous.
Still no taste of this.
But maybe that's the reason?
Lord knows I barely love myself;
And the world loves me even less.
But God's love has always been;
And God's word has always been “Yes”.

-Luca Ivaldi
T'was a passing thought...
Aug 2018 · 729
Typo V
You,

Pull her in all directions.
Dull in her perfections.
Affections like gravel.
Took a trip because she needed to unravel.

She said to unravel her.
Wayward traveler,
Lost in all directions,
Tossed imperfection,
Take what you need.
Naked eyes don't see conceit.
“I'm sorry for my deceit”,
Your fallacy defeat.
Maybe you should take a seat.
Understand, real men are naught weak.
Toil in sweat all week.
Ripping it to make ends meet.
But y'all do you.
I never meant to,

Pull her in all directions.
Dull in her perfections.
Affections like gravel.
Took a trip because she needed to unravel.

Sincerely,

-Luca Ivaldi
It's personal...but not if I make it an allegory!!
Aug 2018 · 1.6k
Gathering
Not too sure where my mind is.
I seem to be losing my self.
Thoughts running in free verse,
Thots running in reverse.
I'm sorry I can't help my self.
Like I said I'm sorry,
I, really can't help my self
Losing everyone else.

I see now it's just me, I'm toxic.
Boy. Like you said it's not rocket
Science it makes sense.
I get how you feel.
But what tense are we in?
Is It something i did or you think I'll do?
I'm confused.

Removing my self from y'alls situation.
Losing people seems to be habituation.
Feelings burn in recreation.
Feelings burn for re-creation.
But it's not about the rhyme.
Literary rules meant to be broken.
Though when I'm free is when I find
The worst times.

-Luca Ivaldi
....
Aug 2018 · 177
I don't deserve it.
I pray she's worth the 8,057 heart wrenching nights, and counting...
Oh boy...
Aug 2018 · 140
Sirens
I still see the candle burning far…

Lo’ even from here, I convect your fervent life…

O’ how bright the star you truly are!


I still hear the water shatter glass…

Lo’ in the silence, I see your effervescence…

Y’ reversed; my tide returns alas!


I still feel your weightless aura…

Lo’ in nights bright, I taste luminescence…

O’ truly first, I gaze into your pale aurora!


I still smell the brilliance within…

Lo’ when I smile I hear your sweet lilt…

O’ how beauty cracks to reveal a gem!


quand même...


I still taste the free vain alone…

Lo’ memories, memories made in the cold...

O’ how life will rip love from bone!


-Luca Ivaldi
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Aug 2018 · 1.7k
Typo IV
Cause you see.
I can be rich and married to a woman in mediocrity;
Or I can be poor and with the woman of my dreams,
I'm sure of it.
Everyone wants a piece they can only get a tour of it.
Fussin for crumbs, I'm baking more of it.
But that's apparent; or superficial?
It's existential at the core of it.
I just need to feel.
Girl, show me something real.
Don't conceal from me.
You can get the deal from me.
We can go and peel.
You can grip the the wood grain wheel.
Make 'em tires squeal...

For me,

Is who I'm running from.
Upset with all I have and haven't done.
Under layers of writing,
Pounds of paper,
Tangles of letters,
Words rearranged,
Metaphors you may think strange.
But here I am.
Hiding in my forest of unspoken conversation.
Bits and pieces can you see me?
Look and listen do you hear me?
Maybe I feel lost because I've grown.
Trees happen to be bigger than shown.

Past poems come to mind.
Of trees;
Of me.
Of flowers;
Which happen to be about her.
Certainly, this same old ǝɔuɐp’
Cannot be my only stance.
This tree has legs,
I must move.
I just hope to not lose it,
As soon as I get in the groove.

-Luca Ivaldi
Started as one thing, ended as another.
Much like life.
Aug 2018 · 1.8k
In unspoken conversation
I tell her
YOU, made me happy
Seeing you
Looking at you
Hearing you
Listening to you
Talking with you
Talking to you
Smiling with you
Crying to me

YOU, made me happy
But I don't make you happy
I don't wanna be your friend
You have enough of them
It's my fault
I'm guilty
More love killed
By my feelings

I'm sorry..

-Luca Ivaldi
Doing good? Good.
Aug 2018 · 471
Certainly
Maybe I'm not an artist
Maybe I'm not a poet
Maybe I can't paint a picture
Maybe I'll never know it
Maybe I haven't seen enough
Maybe I'm not looking
Maybe life's been rough
Maybe I'll keep booking
Between a rock and a hard place
Choose which to carve adventures face
Beautiful and strong
A mute-it-all song
My sweet reverence
'O heat feverence
Fury o’ thy severance
Cheap cheap cadence
                     False false brilliance                      
                                ­                                       •ǝɔuɐp
              here   am                                                  Though                                the                               
             I        doing                   old  

                              same

-Luca Ivaldi
This poem was about me then her...again...
Jul 2018 · 2.1k
Layers of Thought
I can't listen to
Heartbreak music
This one can't do
Hadn't got to use it
Now I'm twenty two
DO NOT LOSE IT

A short expression of my heaviest burden
First impressions, barely got a word in
Last impressions before you'd chosen him
Was we could be thorns on God's roses
Cause we would never part like Moses

Revelations

The story of my life
A book of my lies
But what is life without love
But death in disguise
If I die with our love
We can sing in blue skies

Daydreams while I'm awake
Remember all I want is fake
No closer do we quake
Than the sun and moon
The beauty he can never take

Wrestling dualities
Welcoming reality

Unfortunately

-Luca Ivaldi
Hey, just that guy that you feel bad will die alone.
Jul 2018 · 2.0k
Now
Now
I laugh when I cry
Poison in my eye
Crazy fuggin guy

He who looks ablauf
Could never figure out
What clouds cry about

Cause a dream I wanna had was raining on my best days, and every boring morning there was a blue moon, started after meeting lost souls

Names locked in poetry
Immortal permanently
Unfortunately woe to me

Mind melts
Star belts
Deep felts

-Luca Ivaldi
Ablauf means up but specifically to the sky i guess, couldn't think of a word for it. I'm sure there is one. Root words are "at (ad)" "blue (Bleu)" "up (auf)".
Jul 2018 · 1.0k
Typo III
It seems like a man can't be happy or sad
A man can't be sappy, y'all gettin' mad.

"All you do is sit at home. Go do something."
Constructing

"Where are you? Come home."
Undertones erupting

I do this for us alone.
Even if it's all for nothing.

Let's do, explore and roam.
Even if it's all for nothing.

Live life like I tore this poem.
Like life written,

All for nothing.

-Luca Ivaldi
Our love wis all for nothing - Luca
Jul 2018 · 893
Moon Bo
The moon cried, fearing she was dull.
Her gift was only ever from another.
Why, even her birth was of cull,
Her need for lover after lover.

Darling the sun shines on your flaws.
Revealing your all
And we
Children, stand in awe.

Mouths, wide, gapeing
At the beating, you've been taking.
Earth shaking and wave making,
Fragile, like waves breaking.

We love you for your light,
My midnight sun.
Raging, raging,
In the night.

-Luca Ivaldi
Haaaaaa....
Jul 2018 · 620
Typo II
Separate but a single page
Full of prophecy but never to face
In the same book but it's a new chapter
Full of pain and of our laughter
Quick turn the page and pray to master
And at the end you take me and I take you
And rest for eternity in a beautiful disastrous
Rapture.

-Luca Ivaldi
It was nice to meet you
Jul 2018 · 2.2k
ἀγάπη
A mixture of all worlds
I would **** and die for you
Though I could sit and cry with you in darkness
I could give you tough love and shield you from life's harshness
We could laugh and sing and go for picnics
Or strap in dangerous things causing sickness
Like tumbling to earth with you isn't enough
We could push this envelope
With a letter signed by

-Trust
Jul 2018 · 1.5k
Paintbrush
Her tears hit my chest like bullets,
Her makeup stained my shirt like blood,
She held me tight like a daughter who would never see her father again,
And as she looked at me, eyes bloodshot, losing their innocence ,
I realized I could be her everything,
Or she could be stronger without me.
On a cold country night, in cold love.
Jul 2018 · 345
Do Not Enter
Love can be a one way street
One we walk with bare feet
Feeling every sharp stone
Pain our souls bear alone

-Luca Ivaldi
We've all been here.
Jul 2018 · 920
Memes & MoDerN ArT
Questions and blank stares
Answers in blank squares
The lowest form of humor
This has convinced junior
That this is art
Still replace a sound track with farts
“Modern art”
Please don't get me started
On how ******* “Art” is
Blank stares and questions
Blank squares and cessions
I'm guessin’ a million ain't enough
For all the “expression”
And here we're
Starin’ at black mirrors
And never saw clearer
The youth we missteered
With all of our weird
Programming
This is true expression
Words on blank pages
In my language
Deep eyes and questions
Help them understand
But keep guessin’....
Jul 2018 · 939
Typo I
Love is not constant
It is always born again
It does not change it evolves
Bits encoded with failure and pain
Transfer to make for stronger foundation
Love does not die
It is killed
You can love someone who hates you
But you can't love someone you hate
For hate is the absence of love
Absence caused by death
Death caused, by absence
In this case.

-Luca Ivaldi
Jul 2018 · 2.5k
Landscrape
In the beginning we were opposite
Started with a drop is it
I liked the way you moved and
soon felt the groove
You were digging me and I was feeling you
Fluid and smooth
Nothing left to prove
You would be the the death of me
Take away the rest of me
Almost imperceptible
You gouged your way in
Damage irreparable
Away at my layers you're wearin’
Others start to stare and
Empty I remain
You
I could not contain
Left me with no companion
I
Simply
A Grand Canyon.

-Luca Ivaldi
I still love her
Jul 2018 · 415
Still night
The light from my day has left
A passing night
A fight I didn't give, a crime of theft
Ha yeah right
In the still there is no moon
Preoccupied
I need a shooting star soon
I wish I had died.
Jul 2018 · 2.8k
It goes both ways, Mutual.
I hate you
I could never say
I need you
So please listen
*******
I never said
I loved you

-Nakai
Jul 2018 · 3.1k
Muse.
Women are often inspiration for beautiful things
For they are
Compared to stars, summer days and flowers even bird sings
This is par
For all these were made to entertain them
Created so alone would not be men
Not as servants but as equals
Better than the original, a rare sequel
Maybe we had it wrong
Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Or shall I compare the day to thee?
In the end we find ourselves on our knees
Saying “take my hand please”
Ladies know your worth
“I’ll give you the world”
No you’re worth more than this earth
Find a soul it is forever
Here is mine, it is my pleasure
But do not take what is yours for granted
Knowing your own beauty you can become enchanted
Narcissistic
The forgotten poems of gorgeous destruction
Compared to cold, dark and other disasters the planet consisted
But without you there is dysfunction
So thank you for your contribution
It makes life beautiful when the world is blurred
When we lose sight you are our restitution
Our lives together in this institution of love
This beautiful constitution signed in blood
We can make forever our home
So no longer do we roam
For I don’t condone giving away what you own
But I would give away my throne to avoid sitting alone
With a look at how a man feels
Change your perspective
Take the chance to know him
Now that you’ve heard tHis stupid little poem
-My Words

— The End —