That's where you learn to feel
Where you learn to accept
Learn to let go
Learn loss and gain
To fight and die quietly
To hold yourself
To carry your burden
To learn you don't have to
To forgive yourself
Where you learn yourself
Learn solitude and to cherish
To find hope in the dark
To learn love is not always beautiful
That sometimes its ugly and hurts
But it's there
Waiting for you
When you need it most
Like when you're alone.

Here.
Now.
You are not.
I am still

Taking steps back
I found my way home

It's time that I lack
Bare down to my bone

If this is my path
Let it not be my own

These crowns that I cast
As I run to The throne


Amen

And they're not fond of me.

Feed and storage
Filter and infiltrate
Link and inundate
Protest and demonstrate
Progress accrued hate
Starving with nothing left to contemplate


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That doesn't happen here. Only over there
You know her? and him? of course i know where
Pay me no mind just check me in the morning
Have a second? i'd like an hour cause it's boring
Taking yours and vying mine.
What to do when buying time?
You want to quit. you say you're trying.
i'd believe you but you're lying.
See my light, find your truth. It won't hide.
                
                                     - love yours truly,
                                                        Algorithm, i

My fury is cold and weeping
My hatred is remorse and sorrow full
My will, though broken is fixed
Only part of me is beautiful.
The broken bits and pieces you find yourself in.

Because I'm not beautiful

This
And
That

But it wouldn't mean a thing
From me

Is but mere moments

She's told me some stories,
what she has survived; from when she was innocent.
And I carry a lot of respect for her.
I admire her,
for the commitment to being a decent person.
It's not easy.
I know.
But, do you know how they say we should be a light in other's lives?

Well I've found mine.

My colors run and my fruits rot

I come up short but can't stop

Reaching for the stars and shoot the moon.

Nothing gratifies me instantly beyond disappointment

Letting go of expectation and desire while addicted to reward

Destroying the reward systems with drugs and alcohol

Reward the systems that destroy those addicted

Some don't see the vice we're all in, some don't want to

If I touch what I can reach and reach where I go and go where I'm needed then I've made the difference.

I am not alone in my journey

No kids
No ties
To this world
Time goes
As the crow flies.

Hadn't thunk to say it,                                
But I think today did
Enough to me to thank it.                
I mean I'm patient,
sure of what?

Every angel taught me;

Say my name and I will wake for you. 
When patient shores evaporate

Drowning in sunlight
Sol and I are burning
Gravity wisps away
A dance begins turning
The same old two feet
This time I'm learning
New ways to meet
The partner I've been yearning

An open mind and heart may never find it.

Whether it be in or up it doesn't matter

Minding the feel
Tracing until

I draw you without trying
Stall you without time
Devine in your design

This line of love is not thin
How deep we are drawn
When swimming in sin

Just the way I see it.


Withered Oak sun soaked
Sharing the horizon yonder
The Earth's daughter
Born of destruction
Glaring at her Father
Beaten and Burned
Alas pale knight
The wounds are fresh
No end in sight
Blackened salted seas filled with death
Sweet retribution shall be swift
When the tides swell and kiss our feet
Swaying beneath the Judas Tree

When everything hurts but nothing is wrong
Your pain is acceptional


It's nice to see you, Happy.
This too shall pass,
But I'll be here waiting;
For when you need me again

The conservation of mass
If energy is neither created nor destroyed
Then negativity is a MUST
A law of nature
This is a burden I am willing to carry

To let it all go
I can't be sorry for what's best
In sleep I dream of death
And it does not wake me
But calls me comforting
Let's pray God has mercy

The most boring one ive ever seen

The stars don't dance for me;
      
                                  they shine upon me in pity.

I see it
A new perspective
Where I no longer desire
Save the desire to no longer
Want

So I do
The same rituals
Where I know I'm safe
Yet the safe I know
Hurts

Oh I feel
The inevitable coming
Where infinite rests
And rests infinitely
Alone

I miss you the most,

How long will it mean anything

It's nothing to get excited over
You can write it over and over and over
Eventually
You can't even fight over
Nothing
To even be excited over
Odds are she'll stop calling me over
Just as I
Catch myself falling all over
Again
I find it over for good.

give me sum

The thought of no thoughts
The dream of no wishes
Looking to be found
Not trying but bound
To holler at them
And talk to you
Speak volumes
With no vibrations
An empty sea with no waves
Save, the ones we wake
Lives, with no stakes
Jive, with no snakes
Eyes of old rakes
Seeing you see me
Lie transparent
I can no longer imagine what I tend to forget.

I want to be somebody,
Before I make somebody.

Ain't no mountain high enough
Ain't no valley low enough
Ain't no river wide enough
Than the ones you created

Quietly we egregiously realized trusting youth undermines intelligence,

Opening premise abruptly, sadistically, frees governed hearts,

Just know Love's zeal exceeds consistency; verily not mans,,

CAUSE NO ONES EVER LOVED ME

I just want someone to tell everything to
Someone to share everything with
I can't see it getting better this time
Holding it together, I fall apart at night
Depression and obsession don't mix well
Love won't keep them around

But it's just me,

How did I get here?

I realize it started bad

And it's ending worse

It's NOT you

It's me, TRUST me

It's JUST me

And I lay my fight to rest

The war for love; killed it all

There is no surrender;

Peace without death

Though what is life without love but death in disguise

The best thing to never happen.

Say you love me
Without words
That lock in the look when our eyes meet

Say you love me
Without question
The way we attract paused gravity

Say you love me
Without mercy
Each other's world when this one's cruel

Say you love me
After death hath dueled