I hear what they say behind my back
I see it in their eyes
they think i'm asking to get worse
day by day
They don't see the struggle
the inner demons I fight
the hopeless nights filled with tears
so many times I almost gave up
but I'm keeping my secret
I'm going to blow them away
when I show up
better than ever
I've had to deal with a lot of opinions about how I should deal with depression and anxiety. Always got the feeling that I didn't do enough or good enough. I sometimes listened to the wrong people, people that had no idea what I was going through and had never experienced it themselves. You need to listen to those who actually knows what it feels like and just listens. No depression is the same, and our body's reacts in different ways. Everything is upside down.