You read and write about strength,  
They say mountains show strength,  
We speak of iron and metal!  

But I believe my heart is the best example,
To burn, break, wound and die.  
And still keep pumping blood,  
No metal no iron no mountain ,
Has ever been through all that pain,

Just because you don't see me in the front row anymore
It doesn't mean I have left
I have been forced to go back a couple of rows
And I don't know if it was you or life that took me there ,

But with all this I'm still in the room ,
Following and applauding you from the back ,
I see you but you don't see me...
And the sound of me applauding is left
Unrecognized ,
Its mixed with everyone else ,
But of course there has to be a difference between them ,
I applaud out of love from the heart ,
But they ....... Never mind who am I to judge,

Just because I don't show myself ,
Doesn't mean I'm done !
No I'm enjoying the show ,
And I'm love with you ,
And I'm proud to be in the room ,
And happy to be far ,
Because to love when you are unloved ,
Is exactly what pure and selfless love is .....

Just because you don't see me in the front row anymore
It doesn't mean I have left
I have been forced to go back a couple of rows
And I don't know if it was you or life that took me there ,

But with all this I'm still in the room ,
Following and applauding you from the back ,
I see you but you don't see me...
And the sound of me applauding is left
Unrecognized ,
Its mixed with everyone else ,
But of course there has to be a difference between them ,
I applaud out of love from the heart ,
But they ....... Never mind who am I to judge,

Just because I don't show myself ,
Doesn't mean I'm done !
No I'm enjoying the show ,
And I'm love with you ,
And I'm proud to be in the room ,
And happy to be far ,
Because to love when you are unloved ,
Is exactly what pure and selfless love is .....

Break in frustration,  
Cry and grieve,  
Drown in your tears,  
Unless you believe,  

" That body dies and soul exists! "

Love of a husband,
Sacrifice of a wife,  
Support of a brother,  
A sister who meant life ,

Source of their good ,
Was from the soul,
Their selfless love,  
From the heart,

Body was merely a tool,  
A tool to convey an eternal love,  

May their souls rest in peace!!
As they did and will forever live

I told you not to leave ,
I told you not to break ,
I told you not to believe,
Whatever you heard ,

Them words they meant something ,
But they mean nothing now,
You are excited about leaving ,
And all I say is how?

With you everyday was summer ,
With you everyday was spring ,
I can't get any dumber ,
Waiting for my phone to ring ,
A call from you so impossible it seems ,


When I talk about it ,
Its as if I'm living dreams ,
Some dreams are bound to be true ,
While some are just used to keep our hope !!

Our love my darling is the second type,
Even dreaming about you for me is hope ,
Do we have a source of life as strong as hope ?
The more we hope the better we can cope ....

I'm finally free from this emotional cell ,
Though I was stuck between heaven and hell,
You were not coming was all I could tell,
I was finally out but wished you well,

I sat beside despair and sorrow,  
Wishing you would come today or tomorrow,  
But I got a little older everyday,  
When I became hopeless I tried finding a way,

But maybe I should accept somethings can never be,  
Yes you will love someone but that someone isn't me,  
From what I'm told and I feel and I clearly see,
You have long forgotten this prisoner
who only  you can set free,

Love was meant to mend broken hearts,  
Not to break them more into smaller parts,  
Love was meant to bring tears of joy,  
Not to result emotional  suicide of a girl or boy,

Yes we think we understood what love was meant,
We should take our words back in regret and repent,
This love we know is just an emotional prison,

I'm free and you are too to learn about love ... the way it should be.  



AROODY©2016/17

Beyond the stars,
In the darkest times,
Behind those bars,
Or unsaid lines,

When people around,
Don't hear a sound,
From the broken heart,
Or the eyes that cried,  

Deep in the seas,
As warm as the sun,
For the one that believes,
We aren't still done,

I'll wait for you,
I'll wait and wait,  
Even if you are a billion years late,  
I'll wait,



@AROODY2016