These feelings of darkness come creeping in
Is longing for you truly my deadly sin
I don't need a lecture, i understand this is fact
But the pain i feel, leaves me numb to my tract
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I know their reasons and i know their fuss
Yet for you i feel, i threw you under a bus
With all you had, you placed your faith in me
All that pain i caused i begin to see
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You were always alone, and alone you are
Seeing you like this leaves a nasty scar
For the day i can hold you, ill truly be free
Perhaps even, finally save myself from me
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Perhaps it is true i complain too much
When in reality, my life isn't as bad as it appears and such
To truly smile, i have forgotten how
A miracle or two, is all i wish for *now

Tears of pure, from a life unfair.
For she who knows, of sorrow and sadness,
Shall forever awaken from this nightmare,
And exit this realm of eternal madness.

A world shrouded in perpetual night.
Sitting here as i patiently wait,
For someone to save me from the fading light.
Hoping thy savior shan't arrive too late.

The ever growing sadness inside your soul,
Everything making it increasingly hard to cope.
For you to be happy is my only goal,
To change the trajectory of this saddening *****

Watch me walk
Right outta this hell
And into something meaner
They say I'm all talk
But I wish em well
And the grass is always greener
Their words like pitchforks
They can speak but can't tell
The gods are waiting, Zeus and Athena
So watch me walk
And cast that spell
To whisk me away to a world so much sweeter