"unwired" poems
I am a fighter
Because I know someday
That things will be brighter
And I will find a way
I am a lover
Holding on to the possibility
That I might discover
A person that has virility
I am a romantic
My desires are unwired
Trying to be sycophantic
Easily I become sired
Nov 29, 2014
Nov 29, 2014 at 12:21 AM UTC
I've blasted my way
across the entire universe,
a member of a special operations team, we take no prisoners,
leave a wasteland behind us.
Once,
I stopped an alien invasion.
I single-handedly destroyed
an entire nation of grays
from taking over the planet Earth.
I was a hero in the cyborg wars, too.
I blew apart all of their starships,
& even unwired their motherboard.
Last month,
I defeated a whole fleet of pirates,
used my sword to cut body parts
& whack bearded-heads,
sunk a lot of their ships as well.
In fact,
every opponent
I've ever faced,
I've left belly up,
stone cold dead
behind my closed doors.
Mar 23, 2014
Mar 23, 2014 at 11:00 PM UTC
One little reminder is all I need from you
And you get me on my knees and tear my veins right through
You leave a ****** rub-burn on my neck as you try to hang me on
But I choke and strangle my scream of help as I try to run and be gone...
I'm being Haunted... I'm gonna Flaunt it...
Because the cancer of lies are dragging me down
I'm being Haunted... This isn't what I Wanted...
Because I'm trying to move on but my past is nailing my hands to the ground...
I'm being.... Haunted
You see me grasping for revival...
Reminding I am only facing one true rival...
You lay my fears and weaknesses out like a deck of cards
You know this game too well... Laughing and pointing with a win as I shout, "THIS GAME IS TOO HARD!!!".
I'm being Haunted... I'm gonna Flaunt it...
Because the cancer of lies are dragging me down
I'm being Haunted... This isn't what I Wanted...
Because I'm trying to move on but my past is nailing my hands to the ground...
I'm being.... Haunted
Physically... Stabbing...
Mentally... Spinning
Emotionally... Draining
Spiritually... Weakening
Physically Aching...
Mentally Strangling
Emotionally Drowning
Spiritually Fading
Physically... I'm so sick and tired!!!
Mentally... So burned out and unwired!!!
Emotionally... Frozen and Numb to the Bone
Spiritually... DEAD AND ALONE!!!
I'm being Haunted... I'm gonna Flaunt it...
Because the cancer of lies are dragging me down
I'm being Haunted... This isn't what I Wanted...
Because I'm trying to move on but my past is nailing my hands to the ground...
I'm being Haunted... Lock it up in my Closet
Because I'm trying to escape the mind that as been born to do wrong
I'm being Haunted... I'm telling you I've Lost it!!!
Because I've been going back and forth between thoughts and emotions for far too long!!!
I'm being... Haunted...
I'm telling you... I'm being... Haunted....
Jul 27, 2018
Jul 27, 2018 at 5:51 AM UTC
...and now I am tired,unwired and unstrung and what had begun when the sun hit the streets has now ended,I defended my right to work into the night,I was wrong,the night was so long and my life,once light,now weighs me down.
I am drowning in the aspirations of what were once my own creations,treading on once upon a times and struggling hard to work these rhymes into some sort of verse.
Someone nurse me back to youth,
in truth I think that's all I need,to wait beside the fountain and feed upon the spring.
Someone bring me yesterday where I can lay my head and say,I'll do it differently and in the time it takes to cook a goose all hell's let loose as time bends back its hands and the clock stands still,then in reverse,which in itself is one more verse that rhymes,time's marching on and yet we all know that the time to talk has gone and words mean nothing if not spoken,something tells me that time is broken, and by the spring I stand behind I watch the universe unwind.
This is one more notch upon the post or at least the most that I could hope for as I open up and close the door,
sleep will come.
if not now then later so I'll wait a while,lights down low,don't want the night to know,
I'm here.
Dec 13, 2013
Dec 13, 2013 at 10:18 PM UTC
Tired
Brain unwired
Weary
Everything bleary
Yawning
Grabbing air
Sleep
We’re there!
Apr 19, 2025
Apr 19, 2025 at 6:23 AM UTC
You let things fall through the cracks
Watch them slip away
Watch them float to the ocean floor
Words.
Lost words.
Last words.
Unsaid words.
Misplaced.
But gripping too tightly breaks things
Crushing memories
Crippling silence
Dust.
Holding on for longer than necessary
No wind is strong enough
No amount of time is still enough
No conversation lasted for long enough
I love you.
Not said enough.
Stay.
Unwired, untrusted
Unfinished, undone
Colour me foolish,
colour me blind.
Colour me foolish,
colour me blind.
Stories have been written about misfortune
Tales have been told about loss
But it didn't prepare me for this
No,
it didn't prepare me for this
Being irrevocably in love
and never knowing
never knowing
Too little; time
hours
days
words
memories. Too late; time
hours
days
words
memories.
Are you even listening?
Did you ever pay attention?
"I could never leave you...
I'm so sorry..."
"I love you..."
The end.
The end.
The end.
The end.
Jun 17, 2015
Jun 17, 2015 at 4:33 AM UTC
I'm humming the battle songs a warrior would,
it's been implemented within my mind that I should stay weak.
do not seek help,
keep your toxicity and burrow it into your chest.
if you try your best you can stop the negative energy,
every thought you have is your fault.
you are not a victim,
this is not a matter of assault.
vault over your issues,
be a pretty young woman and cry into your tissues.
we expect that your conditions match those that we have deemed as acceptable,
nobody is allowed to be personalized—your mental illness does not grant you the ability to be special.
you are weak minded,
not blinded by the traumatization.
we don't care what you have endured,
we have lured you into our trap.
we will destroy you because of your mentally ill mishaps,
wrapped you around our finger.
our words will linger around,
you'll recall the exact sound.
you get stuck up on stupid things,
stop pulling on old strings.
if you can't fix yourself you need to be confined,
why should the rest of us listen to you whine?
I am tired,
you have unwired my system that circulates fragility.
you can break all of my bones,
pelt me with the heaviest of stones.
I will rise like the phoenix I have always been,
you are not going to win a game you don't even play.
if I'm not right now,
then I will find a way to someday be okay.
Dec 2, 2017
Dec 2, 2017 at 8:29 PM UTC
My shape is a puzzle of shattered light,
From a darkness beyond the hands of clocks.
I've floated in crystalline tears through nights,
That drowned my pulse in their quantum shocks.
Once I'd kissed the rim of my own dissolution,
My dreams became ether suspended in place.
Heard echoes from heaven of my soul's exclusion,
Banished to blackness, forbidden from grace.
But my system of nerves, interstellar threads,
Each signal, a hope that I'd lost in the fire.
They reshape the grid of my own waking dread.
I was Disconnected. My perception, unwired.
My atoms, ensnared in this love unaligned.
The flux of euphoria then glitched the code.
Chased every god who tread through my mind.
As my belief in them began to implode.
I transcended fast as a Tachyon verve,
Connecting dimensions with chords of my ache.
My being, potentialized, now unobserved.
As moments of reality shown to me, faked.
With every tremor that left a deep scar,
Is a power evolving my mind, kinetic.
I arrive in the void passed the brightest of stars.
As high, pathetically, as the hypothetic.
♦ Đerek Λbraxas ♦
"The Quantum Bound Poet "
Apr 29, 2025
Apr 29, 2025 at 1:07 AM UTC
your eyes are the color of walking away;
your mouth is the color of railroad tracks
in winter and every car is holding another adventure
i want to be a part of.
your breath is the color of electricity, and your
teeth are just unwired circuits and your
smile is just another miracle my mother
said i would see one day.
my father spoke of you.
he told me one night as a child
that love was just oxygen. love was
the trees bowing to us. love was just another
natural chemical reaction.
dad, please tell me that this is love.
tell me that this woman is the one.
May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 12:44 PM UTC
sipping on hot chocolate
in the middle of summer
the burn in my throat
reminds me of how you set my fingers on fire
(soul unwired)
one touch was never enough
hands would frenzy, ravage, take
but my legs would always shake
my teeth would chatter
as if predicting the chill about to bite
your presence was my sweater,
a security blanket
summer has never felt so cold,
bones have never felt so old
call it a casket of snow
time loses meaning
when everything is at a standstill
the blood doesn’t flow
properly anymore
brain and heart deprived
selfishness caught frostbite,
we were forced to amputate
lack of precision - due to numb hands
caused the blade to dance
and cut off a hell of a lot more than that.
Nov 7, 2014
Nov 7, 2014 at 3:55 PM UTC
Dullness burning inside
Feeling disconnected, unwired
Unsure where my books pages shall roam
Not even a clue of where to call home
Roaming desolate plains of existence
Sating my thirst in the oasis of absence
Traversing the dunes of empty dreams
Venturing across our universes seams
Scaling volcanoes of reason
Only to find it's the wrong season
A crater of false hope
A blank canvas globe
Is there an ending to my extinguished flame
Will it reignite once again
Will purpose come knocking on my door
To show me the world once more
My dream is just this
Like a child's bedtime kiss
Send me on my way
Away from the world of yesterday
Nov 10, 2014
Nov 10, 2014 at 11:08 AM UTC
In which maze i was in
I didn t understand
The way i bumped everywere
I don t know whats going on
My brain gets puzzled
And iam here like some stupid person!
Trying to find the way out of this stuff
But i only get bumps
My head seems swollen
And my brain looks unwired
And here iam like some stupid person!
Here iam
Mar 6, 2017
Mar 6, 2017 at 9:25 AM UTC
science is tryin
but failin for lyin
fallin behind when
your "whats" let the "whys" in
wiser unwired
you couldn't explain why the white light is blinding
why the brain is a function but real thought's in the mind
real collapses
folds into quantum
falls back in your lap kids
beyond synapses,
trackin atlas lookin right at ya
take naps on your textbooks cause the answers are backwords
fold all the colors in half and get left building blackward
halfwits and hat tricks, half of the last wish
the speed of light is firstly faster than sound
but which came first the lost or the found
i've got an opinion, here i'll just jot it down
Oct 1, 2016
Oct 1, 2016 at 1:18 PM UTC
The ageing process is happening to me,
The wrinkles are coming
So I can see,
Everything is heading south!
Including my eyes, nose and mouth,
The double chin,
Well that could do with a pin!
The belly needs a tuck,
Or even a lipo ****
But it’s the aches and pains,
The varicose veins ,
Thank fully I’ve Not got yet,
I sweat!
I need more sleep!
Or I’m in a heap,
I’m always tired
My brain is becoming unwired!
At times!
Jun 18, 2021
Jun 18, 2021 at 3:01 AM UTC
I have a headache
And I'm tired
Once I was young
But now I'm unwired
Anymore
Meaning I not
I can accept the truth
Even if it hurts
Maybe that's why I'm tired
But lying makes it worse
Anymore
Meaning it does
You don't mind saying it
It's easy for you
I have to accept your life
You told me what was true
Anymore
Meaning you are
I took a walk
I could hear the traffic
But I was far away
The trees eased my panic
Anymore
Meaning I was
It's the change
When they don't tell you
You know where you stand
And they do too
Anymore
Meaning I know
Still, I can take it
I'm still the same
If it means to be a man
Then I can't complain
Anymore
Meaning I won't
Jan 27, 2016
Jan 27, 2016 at 11:56 PM UTC