Once Upon A Time
The truth is,
I saw you for real,
not just your eyes,
though they were the window,
not just your mouth, though it was the door,
the truth is,
I saw you,
in a flash of light,
in a fleeting moment of intangible time,
somewhere between uncontrollable chaos,
and unconscious calm,
I saw you,
and in that fleeting moment,
I saw we all want to feel,
both comfortably numb,
as well as every possible awkward emotion,
imagine all the people living in harmony,
see there’s a little Lennon in all of us,
just not enough...
We all want to feel,
both comfortably numb and every possible awkward emotion,
who killed John Lennon,
who killed JFK,
they want to assassinate our characters indiscriminately,
anyone could be informant don't know who to trust these days,
is that why what little emotion you still hold,
you try and hide away?
Well,
you can’t hide from me,
you see,
I see you,
you see I see you,
and your unconscious charade,
but your charade can’t fool me,
just like John Legend can’t replace,
John Lennon or The Weeknd can’t replace,
Michael Jackson or how Donald J can’t replace JFK,
or how MLK can’t be replaced be anybody,
because nobody’s even trying to stand for anything anymore,
unless they’re standing drink in their hand on the dance floor,
who killed MLK,
who killed Michael Jackson,
who killed Prince and why haven’t we felt a thing ever since,
it seems we lost ourselves but we don't know how it happened,
and I just want to feel again,
and I’ll do whatever it takes to make that happen,
and I know the deal,
the real truth and the real you so please stop acting,
the truth is,
I see you,
so don’t act like you don’t care,
because we both know I know that you do,
and please pinch me to prove we aren’t dreaming,
even though we both know we have nothing to prove,
and nothing to lose,
please show me some meaning in all of this,
and I’m not asking for understanding,
I’m just acting for some acceptance,
I’m not asking for anything else actually,
well maybe also for you to at least acknowledge,
that I see you not part of you but all of you,
you can't fool me with those mirages,
I see right through the tools you use to confuse with,
you see I see you,
so accept this,
without exception,
show me your Self,
or show me nothing,
tell me something,
that you’ve been waiting to never share,
because I’ve gone numb from all these faux pas feelings,
and false hand dealings from those that never cared,
see it seemed I’d lost hope until I found you right there,
and now,
I’m seeing,
something,
someone,
who reminds me,
you remind me,
to remember,
that we felt once,
and for that,
I love you,
forever,
and I’m indebted to you,
and I’m here,
to return the favor,
so I remind you,
that we felt once,
and we still do,
and I still see you,
not the fake you but the real you,
and the real you wants the real truth and the truth is I see you,
or at least I saw you before I forgot to remember,
because you forgot to remind me to remind you...
The truth is,
I saw you for real,
not just your eyes,
though they were the window,
not just your mouth, though it was the door,
the truth is,
I saw you,
in a flash of light,
in a fleeting moment of intangible time,
somewhere between uncontrollable chaos,
and unconscious calm,
I saw you,
and in that fleeting moment,
I saw we all want to feel,
both comfortably numb,
as well as every possible awkward emotion,
imagine all the people living in harmony,
see there’s a little Lennon in all of us,
just not enough...
∆ Aaron LA Lux ∆
Please remember...
