"gooder" poems
Serendipity.
You ******* what!
What you saying, pal?
Serendipity, oh aye, all right,
Aye, seren-fuckin-dipity; whatever!
Tell it to the raggedy soaked-wino,
Look into his rheumy eyes, really look,
Want to kiss his toothless grin, eh? Do you?
Feel his sore-ridden tongue searching you out,
Nay, I thought not, anyway, he hears nothing,
Nothing except the rattle of change.
Tell it to the punctured ****** go on,
Cold body on a cold linoleum floor,
He can’t hear you either, maybe though,
Maybe, slipping away on the last tide of life,
Do-gooder, maybe he will hear you call,
‘Serendipity’ and wonder: what the ****
Until blackness closes in, blanking the stars.
Tell it to the Fourth Bridge jumpers, go on,
Always falling; to them, falling forever,
In hearts and minds, the event horizon of death,
Trapped in limbo, leaving unbearable hurt behind,
Along with serendipity and bad choices.
And the young, oh they need serendipity,
Cruelty of life glittering in furtive wary eyes,
Old already, far beyond halcyon blue-skies,
Used and abused by those closest, the shame,
Erosion of trust and sincerity completed over night,
Christmas ghosts: slovenly laggards by comparison.
Resilient youth! Yep, they ******* need to be,
Grinding machine of town-life hunting them,
Scouring dark corners, gnashing jaws growling,
Crunching down darkened alleys, feeding,
Lapping up the young blood of runaways,
Slavering maw eating them alive; laughing.
With serendipity, they can lie low, maybe hide,
Dream of escape, for they all want out,
Putting misery behind them, quelling cruelty,
After all, they live in a lucky ******* town,
So escape is not impossible, no,
Unlikely, yes, poor wee ********
Serendipity should shout a loud warning,
Run, scrawny urchins, run if you can,
Run for your lives, the rest of your lives,
Town-life’s grinding machine awaits,
Watches for you, so keep running,
Never stop, never look back,
Not ever, not ever,
Serendipity.
©Paul Chafer 2014
May 10, 2014
May 10, 2014 at 7:32 PM UTC
I just saw god,
not your god
not mine either
it was our god
the good god that makes us gooder
outside the licor store,
he was catching some air
after he was done killing with is stair
he told me i was lost,
I said the only lost soul here
was his
cause god is fake
and he lead me and us to our ending
he traded love and peace
from war and vengeance amongst us
he was the reason we hate
he was the reason we take
and he was the reason i wrote this poem
cause god should be written with a minor g
as him should not be more important then we
Jun 15, 2018
Jun 15, 2018 at 8:06 PM UTC
Gooder and Badder
Bedder and fadder
What are Americans saying?
Boddle of wadder
Mudder and fodder
What is this game we are playing?
Funner and betterer,
Pitcher and ledder
They expect folks to unnerstan
Gimmes and wannabes
Mundees though Sundees
A hunnert and ten grand.
Gooder and Badder
Bedder and fadder
What are Americans saying?
Reedikullis and eeleegull
Furrin kinds of peepul
Should learn American English
Even when it’s ignernt,
And sounds a bit differnt,
A definite ***** to distinguish.
Boddle of wadder
Mudder and fodder
What is this game we are playing?
Inneresting innerlopers
Drunky ***** goat ropers
That’s what they think strangers are.
Our dippy high schoo dropouts
Don’t care what education’s about
And only care about today’s sports stars.
Gooder and Badder
Bedder and fadder
What are Americans saying?
Boddle of wadder
Mudder and fodder
What is this game we are playing?
May 14, 2018
May 14, 2018 at 6:50 PM UTC
when dreams have vanished
carefree *** would be the first thing to come to mind
however, this time *** will not suffice
i need attention
a friendly ear with an open mind
a dangerous heart
but a kind spirit
a regular do gooder
with the face of a woman
who will tell me how easy it is
to let oneself fall
and how great it is to rise up
again and again...
and again...
and yet again.
i am afraid
that i might really find her
Dec 14, 2011
Dec 14, 2011 at 4:16 PM UTC
Cold and broken
In silence you can hear the cry
Hearts that bruised
Broke
Crumpled
HARDENED
The slutty little do - gooder, the narcissistic manipulator that’s who we are
Feeling the way EXTREME
Maybe
What happened to art? What happened to love?
What happened to ***
What happened to the art in love?
Repeat repeat repeat…
How far will you let me go?
This is a test! Instructions WILL NOT follow!
I hope you make it
Just breathe
Just breathe
Just breathe
Sway and bend
Waiting for you to turn me on
Janis you had it right
“I’d be so good to you baby”
What do you want from me?
I can feel you from here
Say yes, yes, yes, YES
Open to a new page, I’ll take the chance
It’s worth the consequence
It’s all gonna be all right
We’ll get some glue
Unfold a little slowly
Take the bandages off
Silence becomes music
Nov 14, 2013
Nov 14, 2013 at 12:33 AM UTC
I’ll admit that it was different, and something of a strain
When our troupe was performing “Hamlet: for the criminally insane.
It was some do gooder’s notion to expose them to the arts.
and I saw that they accepted it when boys played women’s parts.
Some Prisoners thought the ghost was real and they were sore afraid
Their minds could not distinguish it was just a role I played.
Each line meant to gain a laugh fell silent with that group,
But as the death toll mounted, they thought that was a hoot.
They were the strangest audience, those prisoners out there
When Hamlet mused on suicide, they’d hoped he’d end it there.
Poison, ****** suicide; they were thoroughly entertained!
To thunderous applause we bore Prince Hamlet from the stage.
The warden was so gratified the Bard was loved by all
That we’re performing Titus Andronicus for the prisoners this Fall.
Jun 23, 2015
Jun 23, 2015 at 8:51 AM UTC
God has eaten my luscious mango
showing up in the disguise of a squirrel,
no expression of remorse either,
just vanished without a trace,
did not return ever after.
God, please do not bother,
usually you are a do-gooder
I too am, let's have a pact,
for a while I'd have the moon, instead.
Sep 23, 2015
Sep 23, 2015 at 8:24 AM UTC
I think
Therefore, I am
The Frenchman said
But am I a hero
A *******
A do-gooder
A ne'er do well
I know it's up to me
Up to my own volition
To come to that
And it's amazing
How that plays out
In other I ams
Like murderers
Philanthropists
Hoboes
And does God
In some way
Tell us which one to be
He knows me
He is my essence
How could a dark thought come in
Satan is no equal
But it's his hand
That gets the credit
For evil men
But I don't understand
An iota of that
I just do
What my Creator
Put in me to do
And if I hate
Did He put it on my plate
The way to go
Is hard to comprehend
Do I consciously make the choices
I am what I am
But how much of that
Is me
May 1, 2012
May 1, 2012 at 10:15 AM UTC
It saddens me to think
How desperate you feel right now.
You can't see a future
And nobody seems to understand.
Well I know you don't want to hear this
But I'm begging you
PLEASE GIVE LIFE A CHANCE.
Because, trust me,
Things are going to get better
And I can't let you throw it all away
And miss the wonderful times that lie ahead.
But why should you listen to me?
After all,
Who the hell am I?
A concerned friend,
With lots to say
But no time to listen?
A well-meaning do-gooder,
With plenty of platitudes
But no real answers?
No.
I'm somebody who knows
Exactly what you're going through
And I am counting on you
To step back from the brink
For I am your future self.
Jul 26, 2013
Jul 26, 2013 at 8:09 PM UTC
Spaceman spiff's cadet´s
Majestic idea landed
On a do-be-gooder´s
Onthologic - ˝do be doo˝
Oh, my God - Please
Christ is opening.
His windows
Please !!!
~
U2
~
Hell yeah !!!
I wanted to build a
Stairway for you
Mar 3, 2015
Mar 3, 2015 at 1:53 PM UTC
Moods still change with the seasons
and the orbit of the moon.
Eyes are glass
Look into them long enough and you'll see right through.
Eyes that have seen
Life and Death in the most beautiful manifestations
Eyes that watch brother grow up,
And mother grow old.
Eyes that can show me where I am,
but not what's in front of me.
Eyes that don't change the happened
only sit and watch as the world vigorously blackens.
Mostly these eyes are a disguise to hide the lies, depression and anxiety held inside by the so-called perspicacity of the mortal mind.
More often then not I find that these eyes deceive me but
when I'll do whatever it may be within my capability to distort what they are showing me.
Or close them because even the sugar coated delusions are too much for them to bear to see.
But when these eyes close it appears that there's nothing but the truth to take.
So I'll stay awake.
Jan 26, 2015
Jan 26, 2015 at 12:09 AM UTC
I'm sixteen and she's so much older
And I just wanna hold her
I know i'll always be younger
But in five years i will be better
I want so much to take her,
Put my arms around her
Cause this room is getting colder
The nights are getting longer
My knees are getting weaker
Just by the thought of her
As long as i keep her
From knowing my inner
Emotions are getting stronger
Moon is getting fuller
Due is getting nearer
Like summer after winter
We are never getting closer
Am i always bound to get hurt
I choose to love her
But does she want to be my lover
Enough with this open ended letter
Fck goodbye im gonna go get her
Nov 4, 2016
Nov 4, 2016 at 4:29 PM UTC
Rally the horses,
Tally the corpses,
Go manic and shoot off your body like it's a gun,
The walls bleeding bright red, dripping into puddles on the bed,
I always tell myself that I wasted so much time, but time is irrelevant when everything feels dead,
60 seconds 60 minutes 60 ****** knives, we both lead such ****** ****** lives
And she said I know it's hard but this will get better
This will get better
I remember when you told me you were going to set the whole ******* world on fire, what happened?
I remember when you stopped and regretted it and I remember holding onto all of it as much as I could because I knew you couldn't handle any of it, not anymore
Go supernova and leave them all in your wake,
A no good do gooder drunk through the relapse with broken teeth,
You were always here but it never seemed like you were enjoying even a minute,
Emotional asphyxiation is such a heavenly way to die but you're the apple of my eye and as much as I don't want to,
I need to say it
And she said I know it's hard but this will get better
This will get better
I never stopped to ask you how you were feeling because every time I stopped you just told me to keep going and I'm
done with it,
You get the jist,
Tried eating and I just get sick,
Tried sleeping but the bad dreams never end,
Sipping yellow paint, filled with yellow haze,
In a craze I'm in a maze and my head won't rest,
Hate being happy, being sad is the ******* best,
I'm sorry
Broken poet, baptized and drenched in Sisyphus,
Beaten ****** pessimist,
I wanna fight it but I'm too much of a pacifist,
Brittle even with vitamins,
I never knew disaster could look like this,
I digress, I'm ****** twisted and you all can't get enough of it,
Keep em comin 'til I drown in my own spit,
The way you're talking makes you sound like a ****** lunatic but ******* I can't seem to get enough of it
I need you,
I shouldn't say this but I need to
Toxicity's filling my veins and the numbness is clogging my arteries,
You can't swim well in a dead sea
I tried to fight through the fog of your feelings but it was too dense to see, anything,
I never knew you had such a lust for blood until I saw the fangs,
Inside of us are such broken pretty things
You were such a broken pretty thing and I need you,
I said it, *I ****** need you*
It's been soaking for a while now and I think it's best it finally bled through,
I'm finally realizing you were right when you said it was for the best that we were
through
I shouldn't have said this, but I needed to
Mar 15, 2017
Mar 15, 2017 at 1:49 AM UTC
Just because I think it would be a beautiful
idea if Trump & Bannon could be strapped
down in a Rocket aimed for the outer
reaches of the infinite starry galaxies
doesn't mean I wish them gone,
& just because I'd love to see Julian Assange
work the mines in the deepest bowels of
the high Ecuadorian mountains
doesn't mean I wish him ill,
& just because I'd be so satisfied by Mitch McConnell
pimped out on a Detroit street in mid-winter
while his man keeps an eye-out from a
warm & very smooth cadillac nearby
doesn't mean I wish him a tough evening,
& just because I'd be real chuffed to see Paul Ryan
in all his 'What Me Worry' shallow smile
earnest do-gooder front be flown to Calcutta
as shock-therapy & made to clean the wounds
of leprous beggars,
doesn't mean I'm sensing justice,
& just because I really am down with that oh so
sincerely evil David Duke being forced to perform
street cleaning duties in darkest Baltimore
doesn't men I'm feeling righteous,
& just because I'm very, very o.k. with the idea &
then the actual practice of some sort of natural
justice doesn't mean I'm being unrealistic,
a dreamer, or need to relax awhile.
These are my dreams folks.
Mar 10, 2017
Mar 10, 2017 at 5:11 PM UTC
You're my warmth when I'm cold
You're my light when I've gone out
You're my smile when I cry
You take the pieces of me that I hate and love them to pieces
What you are is a true believer
A seeker
A do gooder
And an earth loving, optimistic boy who is determined to save the world
I don't know if we are right together but together right now feels right.
Sep 9, 2017
Sep 9, 2017 at 10:02 AM UTC
Imagining ever being
Some thoughts are being thought oughts
to the profit of many
leavers of things being fine, so far
as some say
I, you, we, this being
smoothed, anointed with oil, lotion of leela,
game of spiritual beings, possibly,
lubricating
rough edges, jagged, craggy edged peaks, proud
protrusions from the core
whence iron shall be pounded leaving
wasteland scars,
scabbed over magma squeezed
from the under
standing place. status quo. quo vadis
very true, new and improved, both, at once
incredible. Trials as acts accepted, allowed past
these are id-eal, id-e-al, ob
vious rightvious
trustworthy courteous and kind
knowing not one unknowable thing
then a new knowable
offer spirtual meeeeeemes remaining
semi-whole
Yester to Day, the one we aimed at for
next step into
ever
Can you hear me now, this is whole,
partly.
touch me. is this gooder?
....
exceptions to the rule
inceptions from the tool
perception from the wise
deception through the lie
conception of love, too far bound to measure
my AI imagines I may, as in, my will is empowered
to touch a virtual button,
acting as a trigger
and fire a Julesvernian moonshot through reality
for a second
chance.
How many times can you imagine finding a magic word.
Uttering it is, possibly, what that crow is doing right now,
pulling, drawing my intention to mention
aitia as a big old idea some early author set in stone,
a point in time and space, and act acommpli
once,
aitia accuse and cause, think think
we can
imagine anything we can imagine, we can realize
the happiest place on earth
or
we may say this here is that happiest place,
and next is even better,
smoother, slicker, less friction, more intentional
kind touches and sweet tastes and scents past words.
Sep 16, 2019
Sep 16, 2019 at 2:21 PM UTC
How come no-one ever pulls for the bad guy. He's just out there doing what we all wanna do: Being self-interested, self-imposing, self-actualising, carefree, and ego-maniacle.
Really he's the hero- making destiny manifest by his own hands; the spiritual successor of the settlers and explorers, who just happens to have run out of room.
Is it not those do-gooder heros who are villians, for real, by forcing these noble individuals to abandon their dreams and fall back in line, with threats of violence, persecution, and hard time. They are the very embodiment of fascism, through and through.
So lets here it for the bad guys who keep the world sane, by showing us were all humans, one and the same.
So three cheers for evil!
Hip hip hooray!
Hip hip hooray!
Hip hip hooray!
Dec 21, 2019
Dec 21, 2019 at 3:31 AM UTC
Good God kid!
Now I remember all of it:
I was just a do-gooder passing through.
Like some sort of ghost, like a wisp,
amazed that I had somehow found my way onto the guest list.
No wonder I got so drunk.
No wonder I was constantly throwing up.
I couldn't handle it -
being in the midst of such intelligence.
But I was hooked.
I knew this was where true inspiration lives.
But it scared me so I fled into self-sentenced exile.
You knew she wasn't the one, you knew all the while.
I struggled and bled. I thought of things we had said.
I tried to lead a proper life,
but I felt already dead.
So I returned,
but in the wake of a irrevocable mistake.
Much like I remembered, but it wasn't the same place.
A shadow loomed over. Everything was changed.
And though you were glad that I was back again,
it was clear that you were devastated by the death of a friend.
I couldn't relate.
Still, I tried. All those that knew him; how they cried.
There I was, with just a broken heart.
It felt like nothing compared.
I'd never loved anyone who had died.
But time goes by, and supposedly, it heals all wounds.
We were having fun again, feeling alive before too soon.
Then everything changed when you were going to move.
Afraid of what I stood to lose,
I decided to move with you too.
We got ourselves into situations with which we could not cope.
Communicating got harder and we began to lose hope.
The gap between one life and another can seem so vast.
I moved back home again and our lives took separate paths.
Here I am rehashing the past,
without you.
So where are we now?
Has it all gone so south?
Seems like there's more complaints than profundities spilling out of our mouths.
Where did we go wrong?
Was it our fate all along?
No.
No way.
Fate was always something we defied.
But I worry about you sometimes.
I thought about you today.
Why didn't you take my call tonight?
Jan 17, 2015
Jan 17, 2015 at 12:35 AM UTC
Impeached, indicted, discredited, expunged,
Forsaken and little short of being hanged,
Does the punishment truly fit the crime,
Inciting sedition and for that I need do time?
Are they crazy or simply deaf,
Do they think I work for UNICEF,,
A do-gooder, a kind hearted soul,
The kind of man to pigeonhole?
I'm a maverick, a crusader at heart,
The one to lead, feats to start,
I change the world it doesn't change me,
I push and I pull, won't let things just be.
So someone please tell me where I went wrong,
Was I not trusted to be valiant and strong,
To Shake the tree, purge that swamp,
On bureaucracy and waste simply stomp?
Build the country, cut to the chase,
Squash every foe, win every race,
And now what, have I've gone too far,
Plunging to earth like a falling star?
Give me a break, cut me some slack,
I did a great job, the country's on track,
Save for this Covid all would be fine
All other Presidents would I outshine.
Don't undervalue, don't underrate
I'm the one man you can't just abate,
Count me out at your peril, think I’ll retire,
For those that have crossed me, their future is dire.
Jan 15, 2021
Jan 15, 2021 at 8:15 PM UTC
Don't judge
Don't begrudge
Help them take the first step
For the first time ever I had to sign on.
So I got to the Citizens Advice Bureau early.
It's still closed,
And people are sat on the step outside.
There's a middle aged bloke with a walking stick.
There's a foreign guy with his kid.
There's a guy who looks rough as **** who I'd probably cross the street from on a night out.
All sat on the step.
We're a single mum away from the perfect stereotype,
But I'm in the mix.
I'm not judging!
I understand the issues these people go through.
The people on the step.
I put my time and energy into trying to help-
I hate people who judge,
But I'm not one of them.
A pretty girl walks past dressed in a business suit.
She's cute.
Is she judging me for being on the step?
Don't judge me!
I'm one of you!
I work!
I'm not one of them!
I'm not normally on the step!
I recoil into myself at these thoughts.
I glance around apologetically at these people as if they heard me.
I look at the faces,
They seem to blank me.
I feel like they know,
Like they're looking at me thinking -
"Yeah, you don't judge do you?"
"This is life on the step.
We don't want to be here either,
We don't want a do-gooder being a hero,
We want to do it for ourselves,
But here we are,
On the step,
And you're one of us."
"Welcome to the step!"
Aug 14, 2016
Aug 14, 2016 at 5:14 AM UTC
I have frozen lake independence—
self-sufficiency stuck in a state of stasis,
waiting for spring or a better excuse.
I’m the last bud in the bag,
that lonely bit of green at the bottom—
each time you reach for me,
you know you’re running out.
I’m a scarf left outside,
stiff as a corpse, wrapped tight
around a post under the overpass.
Some do-gooder tied a note to me—
“Take me if you need me.”
but nobody needs me.
everybody’s got their own warmth,
their own coat, their own somebody.
so I stay there,
tied up, forgotten,
waiting for some cold *******
to come along and wrap me
around their neck.
Feb 9, 2025
Feb 9, 2025 at 6:17 PM UTC
You write uh... good.
Even gooder than me.
Er- Better?
You make me lose my words,
Especially when thinking about you.
Maybe I can’t draw you,
But I can write.
And in my mind, I picture:
You and me.
Together.
Jan 23, 2020
Jan 23, 2020 at 6:29 AM UTC
Notice the darkness in all things
write splendid words in a coffee shop
the dark spreads big and small
it fills in cracks and sheets of pages
Die in time rogue soldier, pack your bag and leave
My head is void, my thoughts are black
Go towards that warmth and feel content
Evil thoughts are not to be feared but cherished for their truth.
You lose yourself to the light
Its a cold light, that light of nobility
That everpresent do-gooder visage you display
Knave! splay yourself for the world to see.
Relax your sight and let glare hold your eyes
You see, for that is the light.
It is calm and bright and offers sensitivity.
But lo- it is not to be trusted.
A white hot beam of lies to block out truth
A wanting of a certain way that steers you off the path of truth.
Never fall victim to that cold light
for you are evil, and sad, and a creature of the night.
That dark warmth can grow into a monster most valiant
That table could be more crooked
A slanted smile offers more sadness than an honest scowl.
Offer blackness to those you see and use your soul as a shadow to receive cold light
And know
that you are not alone
Dec 16, 2021
Dec 16, 2021 at 2:18 AM UTC