never certain whether it's actually happening,
or if i have reached a pinnacle
of myth-making,
never really know....
but it's fun when you do begin
thinking less, and myth-making more...
for one thing, drinking beer,
after about 100ml of whiskey is a hilarious
event...
or drinking in general,
i never really feel ashamed at my vice,
****, i embrace it,
i like writing about it,
after about 5 beers and 70cl of whiskey
i turn into a ******* sparrow...
so i might enlarge my perspective on german,
and everything that was once idea,
and... theory...
like spotting the lack of diacritical marks
in english when the greeks are: well,
kinda overloading on it...
a bit like writing about the sun:
it's recurrent, it never changes...
or a bit like me giving my ***
the jerks and wiggles, bouncing up and down,
watching the moon behind a clot
of cloud: hello!
while squatting, picking up
the cigarette buts off the roof just outside my window...
frozen moon,
the dilation and shrinking of a cat's eye...
very feline, haven't you noticed, the moon being, thus?
last night, i spent about 20 minutes,
drunk, literally about to do a coma
caressing a cat... a maine koon,
ginger, weighs about 10kg...
forced him onto the back,
on a nice, soft back-rest...
and those eyes appeared...
day-time cat eye: scythe nearing,
actually a diamon sharp...
night-time cat eye? wild-eyed!
big, bulging things that could scrap
any theory on the black hole...
i already said it's a 2-d object in a 3-d space...
it's monster carousel... spinning spinning spinning...
like a fern bush in the first Lara Croft game,
and with computers being all about
experiment, it's possible, you actually can
encode a two-dimensional object in a three-dimensional
system, it's doable...
well... i'm sorta *******
that i get to teach the lesson about forgiving your enemies,
i'm actually: really, really ******* about it,
i've become much more disgruntled with life
and i've turned into an imitation of a boar,
i.e. a boor... gboor in polish,
and no, i don't belive that in gnostic
the g is silent, nor in gnome...
given that you perfectly say it in the word:
diagnostic...
that's english: so many particular
examples, quasi-etiquette, that you might as well
forget bird-watching and look at the language,
given that it perfectly complies with
a universal quality, as it stands:
it really is a lingua franca,
besides talk of a commerce medium, there's this.
oh, that guy who tried to **** me
telling me i'd be taking something akin
to l.s.d., well, he's bipolar now,
oh sure, i know his name,
i know where he lives,
his mother was, quiet fond of me...
started acting like he was the only one
in the "ghetto"...
and the woman who invoked
the original plan.... schizophrenic...
calls me up (9 years ago, pst)...
****, what's a prolonged S in german?
thankfully i have a sense of humour...
dark, isn't it? i don't know where they get those
stars from, on screen and with camera,
dark as **** around here,
very much akin to a blue sky...
so dark, i have only about 3... ok, i'll stretch it
to four constellations i'd care to talk about,
that rhombus, that zodiac scorpion,
and those two identical constellations of
the big and little dippers...
and i was once asked to travel to Australia
to see: "the many more constellations"...
i went up to Scotland, to a remote place
near Ben Nevis, in the highlands,
got dropped off in Glen Coe...
climbed a mountain, walked a craig...
camped in complete darkness...
went to a pub, drank an ale called:
sheepshaggers...
huh?! the Welsh, so far up north?
and guess what: all that talk of light-pollution
proved to be, utter tosh....
where are they? am i sight-able,
am i blinking?! what's with this talk
of so many stars that William Blake talked about?
i.e. how, there are more stars than grains
of sand on all the beaches in the world?
i can see jack-****!
i already said, a max of 4 constellations!
i'd see more stars in a cat-pounce-ready
being petted at 3 am by a drunk like me...
it really was me listening to bonie m's rasputin
picking up cigarette butts off the roof
just outside my window, above the kitchen...
squatting, and looking at the moon from beneath
the clot of wintry clouds, moving across
the sky like a Mongolian horde...
i have many names... huh?
oh right... i've been called the hunchback angel
by a thief, and simply an angel
by this spanish girl who took me back to her
flat and i said: honey, been with prostitutes,
we don't **** under the bed-sheets...
to know it all, you have to see it all...
then we went to the Notting Hill carnival
the next day, after some time spent talking
in a bath together... and her two intimidating
gay friends... my "erectile dysfunction",
and my limp phallus in her mouth,
*** under the bed-sheets... ugh...
and her madonna-***** complex prescribed by
Freud...
she lived with two gayos...
i'm sure my **** was just about ready
had i asked...
and that robin in her garden...
puffy-orange breasted nibble for the eyes...
chirp... chirp... the smaller the better:
nervous twitching, lightning like strokes
of head-movement, a bit like a sparrow,
that never could walk like a crow, indulging
in a funeral-procession, domineering schwarz...
just skipping, unable to walk, just... skipping.
so that's nice... being called
a hunchback angel...
(i don't leave my hermit hole that often,
when i do, i hear the most amazing things,
as i usually do, when picking up a newspaper) -
but the cherry has to be coming from this friend
of mine that tried to **** me...
oh it's a cherry... the death of death...
and it's in English!
how could they ever drag the gentleman out
if not in speaking english?
now i don't know whether i should be
******* that i didn't die aged 21,
or whether i should be happy, that i have
so much happiness in drinking...
and look! so much agility and capacity to
write a load of ******* while drinking...
ah... rose Isolde... don't despair...
i have canned laughter
and a theatre filled with an audience
of 1.
this is the part where you say all of this
is *******, and find adventures in a supermarket aisle
while shopping for canned sardines.
bon voyage! mon ami.
not all punctuation marks belong alongside dot...
hence the ...
how to transcend into the
practice of ensuring ! ? are not like dots
and more like commas? and do not, necessarily,
belong as sentence-show-stoppers?
is it just me, or is there an astma problem
in the punctuation sector of the, given language?
hoo! ha! hoo! ha! who! ha ha ha.
