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"alseep" poems
Please be happy.   Your smile is beautiful             Please dont cry.   Just dry your eyes Please dont leave me. Because I wont survive without you                                                                Please dont lie.           Because I want to trust you Please look at me how you look at her. Because it seems as if shes the only  girl on earth Please hold me in your arms. Because I want to fall alseep happy for once Please never say good bye. I cant take that pain Please stay with me. Forever and ever Please be mine Because I'm already your's Please love me. just please...love me
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Mar 17, 2014
Mar 17, 2014 at 9:38 AM UTC
Please
1 zzzzz.....zzzzz...shhh.....zzzzz. shhh....be quiet!.....zzzzz.... it’s the quiet of night and everyone’s asleep... so be quiet....zzzzzzzzzzz... he-body is in bed and see, beside is she-body and both owners are fast asleep but bodies speak even in sleep shhh....be quiet!.....zzzzz.... zzzzz.....zzzzz...shhh.....zzzzz. 2 one turns in sleep click! the neck says ssssuuu! a big toe scratches the mattress silence hmmm...mmmm...hmmmm... that’s the in-breath, out-breath as the bodies communicate growl! it’s an empty tummy and tchk! says the tongue as it feels thirsty; swwwwwirl! says the blanket as she-body pulls more of it 3 zzzzz.....zzzzz...shhh.....zzzzz. shhh....be quiet!.....zzzzz.... it’s the quiet of night and everyone’s asleep... so be quiet....zzzzzzzzzzz... rrrr....rrrrr.....rrrrrr... that’s he-body snoring rrrr...rrrr....rrrr...rrrrrrrr... yes, he snores like a saw ttttttttttt! yes, she-body kicks bp!bp!bp!bp! he-body ***** his thumb zap! a noise travels from lung to gut hmmmm....hmmmmmm....hmmmm... there is heavy-breathing the nose is blocked 4 zzzzz.....zzzzz...shhh.....zzzzz. shhh....be quiet!.....zzzzz.... it’s the quiet of night and everyone’s alseep... and bodies talk....listen prrrrtttt! yes, that’s he-body everybody knows this rude sound Plattt! yes, that’s she-body with an instinctive kick Baam! that’s he-body as it hits the floor *rrrrrr......rrrrrr....rrrrrr.....rrrrrr.... prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrtttttt!* that’s he-body again, I’m afraid, blissfully unaware and asleep like a baby on the floor Hmmmmm..... that’s she-body dreaming of Prince Charming who never showed up zzzzz.....zzzzz...shhh.....zzzzz. shhh....be quiet!.....zzzzz.... it’s the quiet of night and everyone’s asleep... so be quiet....zzzzzzzzzzz...
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Dec 7, 2011
Dec 7, 2011 at 1:59 AM UTC
2-body talk
1 zzzzz.....zzzzz...shhh.....zzzzz. shhh....be quiet!.....zzzzz.... it’s the quiet of night and everyone’s asleep... so be quiet....zzzzzzzzzzz... he-body is in bed and see, beside is she-body and both owners are fast asleep but bodies speak even in sleep shhh....be quiet!.....zzzzz.... zzzzz.....zzzzz...shhh.....zzzzz. 2 one turns in sleep click! the neck says ssssuuu! a big toe scratches the mattress silence hmmm...mmmm...hmmmm... that’s the in-breath, out-breath as the bodies communicate growl! it’s an empty tummy and tchk! says the tongue as it feels thirsty; swwwwwirl! says the blanket as she-body pulls more of it 3 zzzzz.....zzzzz...shhh.....zzzzz. shhh....be quiet!.....zzzzz.... it’s the quiet of night and everyone’s asleep... so be quiet....zzzzzzzzzzz... rrrr....rrrrr.....rrrrrr... that’s he-body snoring rrrr...rrrr....rrrr...rrrrrrrr... yes, he snores like a saw ttttttttttt! yes, she-body kicks bp!bp!bp!bp! he-body ***** his thumb zap! a noise travels from lung to gut hmmmm....hmmmmmm....hmmmm... there is heavy-breathing the nose is blocked 4 zzzzz.....zzzzz...shhh.....zzzzz. shhh....be quiet!.....zzzzz.... it’s the quiet of night and everyone’s alseep... and bodies talk....listen prrrrtttt! yes, that’s he-body everybody knows this rude sound Plattt! yes, that’s she-body with an instinctive kick Baam! that’s he-body as it hits the floor *rrrrrr......rrrrrr....rrrrrr.....rrrrrr.... prrrrrrrrrrrrrrrtttttt!* that’s he-body again, I’m afraid, blissfully unaware and asleep like a baby on the floor Hmmmmm..... that’s she-body dreaming of Prince Charming who never showed up zzzzz.....zzzzz...shhh.....zzzzz. shhh....be quiet!.....zzzzz.... it’s the quiet of night and everyone’s asleep... so be quiet....zzzzzzzzzzz...
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Overwhelmed is a term tossed around to the point of underwelming. I am a depressed person in a glass cage, with no way to hide my fear. Like a million little cuts across my body, and not a **** one distracts me from myself. I feel like I'm pounding on the glass screaming, "I wish you would just be happy!" I'm a depressed person wanting telling a depressed person the worst things to say to depressed people. The irony is a silent needle that sews the lips shut. Pretend you're alseep while pretending to be alive. I sacrifice myself for others worthy of the life. Exhausting to carry their burdens, and the tears they can't actually cry. Faces rest in palms as if hands are any sort of shelter. Inability to let things go makes me feel like I have to rip them apart. Living like this makes you ill beyond belief. All I want is a good night's sleep.
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Feb 2, 2019
Feb 2, 2019 at 7:37 AM UTC
Glass Cage
My night was broken to the sound i feared rain did noise from ear to ear i hate that sound when so alseep dreams escaped me ...let me sleep hear the drips from somewhere ...out drip drip drip there is no doubt awake and so tired yet still i hear drip drip drip in me ear feel the wetness as cars fly by still the dripness ...madness cry rain please stop and let me sleep calm the madness inner me pray for sunshine in the morning give us sunlight through the dawning let me sleep so i feel fresh ..stop the rain or i'll be yawning
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Jul 23, 2011
Jul 23, 2011 at 1:30 PM UTC
raindrop fail
Sneaking in my house parents alseep . you ask me if you should leave. a three hour drive here , now, 3 am a lover who was left boomeranged back and I didnt want to abandon you The answer that would have led to another life for me leave now what are you doing here show some respect! instead we danced And relived our trained puppet record parental misguidance is easy to follow love doesnt want to abandon lust until it stings
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Apr 27, 2010
Apr 27, 2010 at 3:10 PM UTC
love doesnt want to abandon
Tonight I'll fall alseep sleep thinking of you Tonight I'll dream, and dream of you Tonight in my dreams you are next to me Tonight in my dreams you are holding me Tonight in my dreams you stay by my side But today Today you are gone Today you are not next to me Today you are not holding me And today you are not by my side But I am still thinking of you I am still dreaming of you When the lights are on and the world is I awake I not on! Im not awake! My head is gone My heart is gone And I cannot wait For the day that you are not in my head For the day you do not have my heart But till then I pray it'll be tonight, since it wasn't today I'm waiting for tomorrow'
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Apr 27, 2016
Apr 27, 2016 at 8:08 AM UTC
Tonight, today, and tomorrow
Wide awake. Though it's morning, When I should be awake, I don't have you. You're not awake to talk to me. You're alseep. While I'm wide awake.
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Nov 26, 2012
Nov 26, 2012 at 8:48 AM UTC
Good morning.
2:00am I cannot fall alseep My lips are dry I've came once unsatisfying 3:27am I've had half a glass of vernors The rest is sitting next to my bed warm and flat I can't get comfortable I have too much room in this bed It makse me feel vulnerable 4:18am I went to the bathroom When I got there i didn't have  to go anymore I went back to my room Only to have to go back again. 4:30am I can hear my mom coughing She hasn't been feeling  well lately 4:37 am I can't stop thinking about how she cried today Or is it yesterday I guess the next day doesn't start until you sleep 4:39am I made her cry Im trying  to remember what you said About it not being my fault I struggled with it 5:30am Another unsatisfying ****** Viewed some **** It wasn't what I needed I closed my eyes for awhile That was unsatisfying too 6:47am I try thinking about why you stay Or why you'd think I'd leave Why you claim to love my body claim to love all of me 7:15am I Sent you a silly text. You haven't replied yet I feel stupid 7:38am I logged into Facebook Updated information Looked though all your pictures You don't look how I remember you in these I don't like it We don't interact enough here Your ex is all over your page though I should log out 8:03am I hope you mean it when you say I'm better than the rest A better cook A better friend A better support system Better for you
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Nov 15, 2013
Nov 15, 2013 at 8:41 AM UTC
2am
The first  shy conversation, afraid to make eye contact for too long. The first coffee, staring down our mugs with a smile. The first road trip with laughter and jokes in the car. The first meal together, where we acted too polite. The first horror series marathon, your hand almost touched mine. You asked if I was scared, I said no even though I was. The almost kiss in the car outside my house. We both wanted it but too scared to make the move. The first falling alseep with a smile on my face because of you.
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Jun 17, 2017
Jun 17, 2017 at 5:00 AM UTC
First date
Visualization skills Can be incredible I can be walking down a street in Paris With my friend who died Four years ago But it can also be terrible Like when I'm trying to fall alseep But I'm standing in her room Watching her burn Or when I'm sitting in my room And you are there But I have to remember you left And it isn't real Sometimes I can walk alone the ocean Instead of the street But usually I'm running from monsters I'm not insane I visualize on purpose But sometimes I loose control of my daydreams Sometimes I swear you hate me Because I misread something And my stupid brain twists thoughts And gives me the worst possible scenario And that scenario is real Only it's not Because you don't hate me, Do you? It's so hard to touch a ghost.
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May 18, 2014
May 18, 2014 at 9:08 AM UTC
Visualization
Late at night, or early morning: The moon, a hollow reflection of day, The blissfully ignorant lie alseep And dream of the life they'd love to live. The terribly knowledgeable, they lie awake, Knowing that at night, demons come out And howl at the souless reflection of the sun; Knives and guns and hands. The blissfully knowledgeable sit awake For a time, looking and knowing the horrors Which haunt the world but are content, Because life is about death. And hope.
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Aug 2, 2015
Aug 2, 2015 at 11:09 AM UTC
Bedtime story
I sit here bored out of my mind Wondering how can I quietly waste time Everyone still working on their test Trying so hard to do their best A whole group a idiots are right behind me They won't Shut Up! with their laughs filled with arrogant glee And one of those bozos stole my chair Now my friend is all alone, with those idiots back there My friend and I stare awkwardly at each other Then we look away Than we glare at one another Than our heads turn astray I keep looking at the clock As it slowly ticks Three hours more When will time move on My chair is so hard My **** has gone numb My foot just fell alseep Man I have to **** I hate this stupid pathetic test I wish it could just go away I'm going to try my best So I don't have to redo this stupid aims test
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Mar 6, 2014
Mar 6, 2014 at 3:28 PM UTC
Stupid Aims Test
possibly, yet his life is different to yours. i have discussed it fully, yet it will remain confidential. he is still alseep and will remain so a while. the bear is a private little soul, these things affect him deeply. his life is different to yours. sbm.
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Feb 14, 2016
Feb 14, 2016 at 2:50 AM UTC
#overdramatic
He fell alseep to the sound of my voice he claims that it soothes him Even when I trail off about simple things like the sky or the library or the color of my blouse I recognize that it wooes him The places we visit, I describe in great detail he sits quietly and smiles to his feet An unfamiliar scent that he reaches to inhale He asks what's that and is it lovely like me He insisted on taking me to see a movie on our fifth date but I didn't miss the tears as he sat there and listened Sometimes he gets shaky when I come home too late he doesn't know my looks, but he knows my voice glistens He hasn't met my eye but he knows they're my mother's He doesn't recognize all the pity stares or the muscle that follows my big brothers Maybe love is blind and maybe he is love.
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Feb 10, 2016
Feb 10, 2016 at 5:43 PM UTC
love is blind but so is he
i have been led to believe , in my experience with being in-love, that love is based on the knowledge gained and profound simplicity of feeling entirely connected and enamored with another person; that this feeling takes time after a period of time in which the party in question would eat together, go on hikes, dancing, movies, borrow a shirt, go to church, beach etc. whatever / estimating anywhere from one week to 5 months ... & sometimes even longer than that. (I KNOW) - those of you who believe in love at first sight ... well you're another breed... anyway... love at first sight ... like i was saying ... I went to the store tonight. I bought toilet paper and beer. I stood in a very long line. I watched a woman put back a box of ice-cream and felt proud of her; even though she didn't look happy for doing it - she just didn't want to stand in that line and would probably get ice cream elsewhere! On my walk back from that grocery store (about half a block from the store) I looked up from lifting the beer because it wasn't comfortable to hold it how i was holding it ....   and I saw someone walking to their car This girl The girl this girl and she smiled at me she wore a beanie and she was thin and her hair was brown i think I only saw her for 5 or 6 seconds which at the time felt like a long time but my short term memory isn't great sometimes and her face is starting to fade  now but i still see it i see her neck and I see her smile it embarrassed me a little it's funny when you grin at someone I grin at people on the street all the time it's quick it's fixed but a smile ... it has levels this one went from a friendly grin to a shy growing smile with eyes and shoulders and heart and stomach and I didn't know about that difference (until tonight) but it filled me up and i felt drunk on it and i felt everything and i felt all of it in 5 seconds and it's bugging me now because i can't shake it and i don't know why i've never felt like this not one bit and i went home and i told my best friend and she told me to write about it so here I am and it's been a few hours now and my friend is alseep and I think she's asleep and I should be asleep and I think i'm over it now or just over thinking and over thinking but i'm still thinking about it and i haven't really climbed so i'm not over anything so i'll keep smiling instead because it made me smile and that felt good and i just want to sit with that and she gave me that and that's all it has to be so I believe in love at first sight it's the best
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Jun 4, 2014
Jun 4, 2014 at 1:48 AM UTC
tuesdays are okay.
i have been led to believe , in my experience with being in-love, that love is based on the knowledge gained and profound simplicity of feeling entirely connected and enamored with another person; that this feeling takes time after a period of time in which the party in question would eat together, go on hikes, dancing, movies, borrow a shirt, go to church, beach etc. whatever / estimating anywhere from one week to 5 months ... & sometimes even longer than that. (I KNOW) - those of you who believe in love at first sight ... well you're another breed... anyway... love at first sight ... like i was saying ... I went to the store tonight. I bought toilet paper and beer. I stood in a very long line. I watched a woman put back a box of ice-cream and felt proud of her; even though she didn't look happy for doing it - she just didn't want to stand in that line and would probably get ice cream elsewhere! On my walk back from that grocery store (about half a block from the store) I looked up from lifting the beer because it wasn't comfortable to hold it how i was holding it ....   and I saw someone walking to their car This girl The girl this girl and she smiled at me she wore a beanie and she was thin and her hair was brown i think I only saw her for 5 or 6 seconds which at the time felt like a long time but my short term memory isn't great sometimes and her face is starting to fade  now but i still see it i see her neck and I see her smile it embarrassed me a little it's funny when you grin at someone I grin at people on the street all the time it's quick it's fixed but a smile ... it has levels this one went from a friendly grin to a shy growing smile with eyes and shoulders and heart and stomach and I didn't know about that difference (until tonight) but it filled me up and i felt drunk on it and i felt everything and i felt all of it in 5 seconds and it's bugging me now because i can't shake it and i don't know why i've never felt like this not one bit and i went home and i told my best friend and she told me to write about it so here I am and it's been a few hours now and my friend is alseep and I think she's asleep and I should be asleep and I think i'm over it now or just over thinking and over thinking but i'm still thinking about it and i haven't really climbed so i'm not over anything so i'll keep smiling instead because it made me smile and that felt good and i just want to sit with that and she gave me that and that's all it has to be so I believe in love at first sight it's the best
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Let me be asleep and free, borne up in the arms of the Willow Tree, floating on in ship or drawn by boughs over stream without eyes for dawn. Light my way where playful fey disguised as fireflies spring onto the bay. Here no wraith in nightmare waits; no starved tormenter may claw past the Gate. Castle looms seaside, with rooms of silver stars and night skies caught in blooms. Pools too clear to rob, my dear, mystical creatures of their mirth or cheer find inside solace to hide, their well-kept secrets not stolen nor spied. Sleep that can bear mortal man to reams of Faerie, can you waking ban?
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Jan 16, 2014
Jan 16, 2014 at 3:51 PM UTC
Alseep
It's 8:00pm and Carlos picks me up. Full bottles of ***** litering his floorboards. Hartwell in the passenger seat, I sit behind him. Leila in the middle and Will on the far left. Will is already drunk It's 9:00pm and I walk into Dylan's house. Loud music blaring from his speakers. My bag on the ground, the ***** and beer on the table. I mix the drinks because Leila doesn't know how. It's 10:00pm and every one is here. Will and I sit together. He is so drunk, and I am named the babysitter. I make small talk while sipping the horrible jungle juice Leila ****** up. My jungle juice was better. I hand Robbie a 10. He buys more Mountain Dew to mix more. It's 11:00pm and I get a call from Joseph. "Is it weird if I stop by?" I utter no and ask Mr. Ed for the address. I run inside to tell Leila. She hands me a shot of fireball. I threw it back like a pro. Luke hands me the jungle juice. I chug. It's 11:15pm and Joseph calls "I'm outside." I walk by Will to act normal. "I want ******* hookers and blow." He's ****** up. He looks up behind me, and I turn around. Joseph towers over me, and without thinking I throw my hands around him. I'm choking back tears. It's 11:30pm and I drunkenly drag Joseph outside. He knows I want to talk. No words, only tears. I cry into his arms for what seems like forever. He promises to never leave me again. It's 11:50 and Dylan yells for every one to go outside. The countdown begins. It's 11:59 and we wait. 5.. 4.. 3.. 2.. 1.. "HAPPY NEW YEAR." Carlos is the first to hug me. Will passes out on a car. It's 12:03am and I try to wake Will up. He finally comes to it. He somewhat runs inside for more alcohol. I hastily follow. It's 12:10am and Carlos is pouring shots of ***** for the 3 of us. We drink. Carlos runs to the sink. I get him water. Every one comes back inside. It's 12:15am and Carlos hands me champagne which he refused to give to anyone else. I drink. It's 12:30am and Joseph has to leave. I beg him not to. He says he'll see me Saturday. It's past 1:00am and Will is in sick in the bathroom. I take care of him. Leila comes in and makes herself puke because she drank too much. Will cries because he doesn't like seeing his sister like that. I hold him. It's past 2:00am and Carlos is the first one out. We find spots to sleep. I'm sandwiched between a snoring Carlos and a different Joseph on the sofa. Will is at the bottom. Hartwell sleeps on the floor. It's past 3:00am and every one is alseep. I lie awake thinking how good it is to start 2016 this way.
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Jan 3, 2016
Jan 3, 2016 at 12:42 AM UTC
December 31, 2015 (this is super long)
It's 8:00pm and Carlos picks me up. Full bottles of ***** litering his floorboards. Hartwell in the passenger seat, I sit behind him. Leila in the middle and Will on the far left. Will is already drunk It's 9:00pm and I walk into Dylan's house. Loud music blaring from his speakers. My bag on the ground, the ***** and beer on the table. I mix the drinks because Leila doesn't know how. It's 10:00pm and every one is here. Will and I sit together. He is so drunk, and I am named the babysitter. I make small talk while sipping the horrible jungle juice Leila ****** up. My jungle juice was better. I hand Robbie a 10. He buys more Mountain Dew to mix more. It's 11:00pm and I get a call from Joseph. "Is it weird if I stop by?" I utter no and ask Mr. Ed for the address. I run inside to tell Leila. She hands me a shot of fireball. I threw it back like a pro. Luke hands me the jungle juice. I chug. It's 11:15pm and Joseph calls "I'm outside." I walk by Will to act normal. "I want ******* hookers and blow." He's ****** up. He looks up behind me, and I turn around. Joseph towers over me, and without thinking I throw my hands around him. I'm choking back tears. It's 11:30pm and I drunkenly drag Joseph outside. He knows I want to talk. No words, only tears. I cry into his arms for what seems like forever. He promises to never leave me again. It's 11:50 and Dylan yells for every one to go outside. The countdown begins. It's 11:59 and we wait. 5.. 4.. 3.. 2.. 1.. "HAPPY NEW YEAR." Carlos is the first to hug me. Will passes out on a car. It's 12:03am and I try to wake Will up. He finally comes to it. He somewhat runs inside for more alcohol. I hastily follow. It's 12:10am and Carlos is pouring shots of ***** for the 3 of us. We drink. Carlos runs to the sink. I get him water. Every one comes back inside. It's 12:15am and Carlos hands me champagne which he refused to give to anyone else. I drink. It's 12:30am and Joseph has to leave. I beg him not to. He says he'll see me Saturday. It's past 1:00am and Will is in sick in the bathroom. I take care of him. Leila comes in and makes herself puke because she drank too much. Will cries because he doesn't like seeing his sister like that. I hold him. It's past 2:00am and Carlos is the first one out. We find spots to sleep. I'm sandwiched between a snoring Carlos and a different Joseph on the sofa. Will is at the bottom. Hartwell sleeps on the floor. It's past 3:00am and every one is alseep. I lie awake thinking how good it is to start 2016 this way.
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1 (alseep) now tell me: how are you? ****** why is that? I’m ****** how do you know this? I can see myself I am but a tower of **** that walks like a man how do you know this? I can see what other proof have you? my life what of it? it has **** all over it that says nothing about you how so? the bed is not a blanket because the former is smothered in the latter. there is no choice. but there is. to be good enough. then chose become something new one that is good enough for you let’s begin, repeat after me: 2 (dreams) good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough 3 (back to bed) now tell me, how have you been doing? good enough say it again good enough again good enough again good enough again! good enough! again! good enough! once more good enough and again good enough! again good enough I don’t believe you! good enough! you are a liar! no! you are here to cheat me! no! you are here to cheat yourself no! you said no lies! no tricks! there are no lies! no tricks! liar! no! so tell me again! good enough! again! good enough! AGAIN! GOOD ENOUGH! liar! you’re pathetic! me? you’re pathetic! how? you lie! how? you told me this would help! how does that make me a liar! I still feel like **** ah! but do you? what? do you still hate yourself? what? do you feel worthless? what? do you feel like a waste? what? for you have just told me three-hundred and seventy-eight times that you are not so how are you? good enough? good enough. good, now again.
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Mar 27, 2014
Mar 27, 2014 at 2:00 PM UTC
mantra
1 (alseep) now tell me: how are you? ****** why is that? I’m ****** how do you know this? I can see myself I am but a tower of **** that walks like a man how do you know this? I can see what other proof have you? my life what of it? it has **** all over it that says nothing about you how so? the bed is not a blanket because the former is smothered in the latter. there is no choice. but there is. to be good enough. then chose become something new one that is good enough for you let’s begin, repeat after me: 2 (dreams) good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough good enough 3 (back to bed) now tell me, how have you been doing? good enough say it again good enough again good enough again good enough again! good enough! again! good enough! once more good enough and again good enough! again good enough I don’t believe you! good enough! you are a liar! no! you are here to cheat me! no! you are here to cheat yourself no! you said no lies! no tricks! there are no lies! no tricks! liar! no! so tell me again! good enough! again! good enough! AGAIN! GOOD ENOUGH! liar! you’re pathetic! me? you’re pathetic! how? you lie! how? you told me this would help! how does that make me a liar! I still feel like **** ah! but do you? what? do you still hate yourself? what? do you feel worthless? what? do you feel like a waste? what? for you have just told me three-hundred and seventy-eight times that you are not so how are you? good enough? good enough. good, now again.
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I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow... Feet on the dash, windows down. Waving a hand through the soft light breeze. And each road leads you where you wanna go... Driving down the endless dirt roads, feeling a feeling like no other. And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose... Nobody for miles, No worries in sight. Feeling Happy, Being Free. I hope you choose the one that means the most to you... Tall grass entends over the horizon. The sun sets, revealing southern beauty. And if one door opens to another door closed... Sounds whirling high to the sky, Hearts pouring out music from the soul I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window... Listening to the instrument from God, pouring out from the beauty within. If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile... Laughter echoing between songs, showing pride in their true colors. But more than anything, more than anything... Open Field, Open Mind, Open Hearts. My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to... Truck in park, Headlights on. Twirling in the light under the night sky. Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small... Sparks fly as lightening bugs buzz by, Illuminating the moment. You never need to carry more than you can hold... Dancing is the language of the soul, spoken through steps and rhythm. And while you're out there getting where you're getting to... Words are not needed for times like this, It has a speechless effect. I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too... Falling alseep under the shimmering stars, With warmth from the angels. Yeah, this, is my wish.
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Nov 13, 2016
Nov 13, 2016 at 11:00 PM UTC
My Wish
I hope the days come easy and the moments pass slow... Feet on the dash, windows down. Waving a hand through the soft light breeze. And each road leads you where you wanna go... Driving down the endless dirt roads, feeling a feeling like no other. And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose... Nobody for miles, No worries in sight. Feeling Happy, Being Free. I hope you choose the one that means the most to you... Tall grass entends over the horizon. The sun sets, revealing southern beauty. And if one door opens to another door closed... Sounds whirling high to the sky, Hearts pouring out music from the soul I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window... Listening to the instrument from God, pouring out from the beauty within. If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile... Laughter echoing between songs, showing pride in their true colors. But more than anything, more than anything... Open Field, Open Mind, Open Hearts. My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to... Truck in park, Headlights on. Twirling in the light under the night sky. Your dreams stay big, your worries stay small... Sparks fly as lightening bugs buzz by, Illuminating the moment. You never need to carry more than you can hold... Dancing is the language of the soul, spoken through steps and rhythm. And while you're out there getting where you're getting to... Words are not needed for times like this, It has a speechless effect. I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too... Falling alseep under the shimmering stars, With warmth from the angels. Yeah, this, is my wish.
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I feel it coming back again That little yearning to draw blood again *Shred my skin, Tear it off Let me bleed and feel this pain* Tears are rolling down my cheeks As I try not to scream My father sits in the next room, Blissfully unaware This is one thing I will not share *This is the moment when I just Want to tear myself to shreds Just for the pain, sweet pain I hate feeling numb Cold Empty Give me real pain Give me warm blood Give me something to count on* Why is this suddenly coming back? Oh, all the terror is coming back *Don’t scream, don’t cry You don’t want to explain to daddy why* And, a mile away, my soul mate lies Alseep, and dancing with a nightmare Or awake, lost in the fiction of a video game Either way he does not know That I am suffering But that’s okay, I’ll keep it that way For now, Just let me suffer in silence, alone *That’s the way it always goes That is how it will always go Alone, I cry Alone, I convince myself not to die Don’t bleed, don’t cry Don’t scream, and don’t cry There will only be more pain If you let yourself fall back* Can I do this? Can I prevent bloodshed, Fresh scars on my skin? I don’t trust myself, I don’t know I don’t know **** it all, I just don’t know.
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May 4, 2016
May 4, 2016 at 7:46 AM UTC
Fall Back
the times when i can't make it through. when my mind rambles. i think of you.. the moment that i fall alseep. your face is all i see.... when im crying and broken down. i look for you. please turn around. keep me safe. keep me sound. walk with me to the end of time. write me a song. sing me every line. i fell so fast and hard and yet. it is your heart, i cant seem to get. lock me up and open my key.. kiss me quick, kiss me sweet <3
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Oct 25, 2011
Oct 25, 2011 at 11:26 AM UTC
kiss me sweet.
bored and yet you are alseep I'd write you a poem if you'd just wake but alas you head finds solace on a warming pillow Id call it bored so you could shrug off the intent without worry but i called you cause i thought of you first how does that feel that my mind traverses your memory before that of any other woman no person but its called bored. cause there is no more in the bottle for me and the fire from the smoke melts my fingers and you would rather me not think of you sometimes i'm bored and i cant help myself
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Jul 14, 2015
Jul 14, 2015 at 12:29 AM UTC
Bored
her light is dim, her words are slow, she ambles now. no more for her, the rat race. no more, the daily grind. her food is mush, she sits alseep, for hours, in the warm sunshine. no more hustle, nor any hint of bustle. she is stooped and has made an art, of the acts of decline. no more, taking orders, she, bides her own time. she knows, her coil is ending and that, the gentle night beckons. but still she whines. until shooshed and comforted and put up, into bed. this old dog, Bess has lived, long past her prime. it is just a sense of well- placed loyalty, that keeps her mind fixed on staying, here with John... way past her alloted time.
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Sep 4, 2014
Sep 4, 2014 at 10:14 AM UTC
overdue
*It's been a long time Since i last had a dream Funny that last night After what forever it seem You were still included in my dreams -both when awake and alseep *
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Sep 4, 2017
Sep 4, 2017 at 2:11 AM UTC
Asleep and Awake