I am in love with you,
Love.
I want so badly to need somebody,
To be the somebody that they need.
To commit my whole heart to them,
and for them to commit their whole heart to me.
Too often do I love the idea of a person,
Rather than seeing them for who they really are.
Love intoxicates and skews my vision.
And it tears my heart apart.


Oh, I am indeed in love.
Not with him and not with her,
But with an idea.
The idea of loving someone who is deserving of my heart.
The idea of loving so fiercely that our spark will never dwindle
I am in love with you,
Love.

Because its 2am
                                
                                                and im sitting in my bedroom alone

    thinking of ways to **** myself
                  thinking of reasons to hate myself  

                                                                  while you're sleeping



because I told you I was fine.

cure my sores
cure my pains

inject your love
inside my veins

a.r

we are fire
i am the orange ember, the coldest part of the flame
you are the white hot tip of at the head of the match head
it sometimes flickers blue

you are blue
i hate blue, i always have
i am red
making purple sounds like a delightful endeavour
but i am reminded of the love bite (why are they called that)
that you left
it was purple, it hurt for weeks
it turned green

i hate you.
i hate blue.
i hate the white flame.

All the memories with him
Still remains fresh in my mind.

Just an unexpected call
Made my life upside down.
It was a sudden ordeal.

When I saw my dad at hospital
I smiled but that smile didn't last longer.
He was covered in white cloth.

I stared at his beautiful face
For the last time in my life
I mumbled inside my heart
That I have always loved him
And  it's gonna be forever.

Hot tears start falling  
Into my cheeks
Before I knew.......

Love you so much DAD.