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avery Apr 2019
I've been tearing around in my ******* nightgown
24/7 Sylvia Plath
Writing in blood on the walls
'Cause the ink in my pen don't work in my notepad
Don't ask if I'm happy, you know that I'm not
But at best, I can say I'm not sad
'Cause hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have
hope is a dangerous thing for a woman like me to have...
not a poem, just lyrics that i cry to every day:)))
1.1k · Nov 2018
dont make that mistake
avery Nov 2018
we mistake a small cold
for a chronic illness leading to death
we mistake a bad grade
for failed success that leads to a job at McDonald's
we mistake a bad haircut
for a complete unattractiveness that leads to being alone
we mistake an awkward look
for a social downfall in today's botched society
we mistake a bad day, a horrible week, an ugly year
for a permanent lifestyle leading to suicide
the sun will come up
don't end the day before it has finished
842 · Oct 2019
THE AIR
avery Oct 2019
IF NOTHING ELSE I LOVE
..THE AIR
.
and maybe you:)
Extension of my last poem
775 · Aug 2019
When I fell in love
avery Aug 2019
I want to know why
I began to cry at the sound of your voice
Why you crossed my mind twice as much
Why I began to fall
703 · Sep 2019
The air
avery Sep 2019
When I describe the air in the current season I never have the words to Articulate This feeling
Fall
Autumn
Harvest
All hallows
A Season To Be Thankful
The corn
ready to be cut
Or perhaps molded into a maze for the little ones
Pumpkins
Full of spice and flavor for you to smell
Or maybe just to be severed for your porch
The air
Is crisp, refreshing
When you say “it’s nice outside,” this is to what you refer
Is nippy, full
On the edge of Sweaters
     On days I have time I like to lay in the center of the field after practice and breathe
      The air restores my soul, my hope
If nothing else, I love
The air
501 · Oct 2019
kinda.
avery Oct 2019
He’s kinda weird
The way he looks at me when he thinks I’m not looking
Do you think he notices
When I do it too?
I kinda like his hair
The way it curls makes me wanna run my hand through it
it’s kinda strange
Why these feelings never came up before?
I wonder
490 · Oct 2018
math?
avery Oct 2018
why am I
trying to finD
the sin Of
a point iN
the uniT circle
wheN i could be
Eating my lunch
in thE hallway
with frienDs i dont have
and Munching sounds better
thAn all of this ****
That they tell us we need
in stupid matH class
I
D
O
N
T
N
E
E
D
M
A
T
H
423 · Oct 2019
i like people.
avery Oct 2019
I hate crush culture
I’m in love with a gay guy
And a straight girl
I’m in love with people who will never be with me
Because of a dumb thing like sexuality
I’ve tried to define my self but the closest I’ve gotten is that
i like people... just people.
413 · Sep 2018
Therapeutic Times
avery Sep 2018
I need you to know
ILoveYou
you took a hit
I want to take the fall
ILoveYou
You're hurting
I Hate It
ILoveYou
just play it out
be sad
your life is like china my heart is a glue to mend
ILoveYou
390 · Aug 2019
Flowing Flowering
avery Aug 2019
He pull me through the space
A space filled corner to corner
With voice
Filled
Overflowing
I am flowing
Without knowing
How
Can’t you see
In the dark?
351 · Sep 2021
the dark ages
avery Sep 2021
she stole my ability
stole my drive
my passion
crashed my car, my heart
love, please
#ew
338 · Feb 2022
being cool again
avery Feb 2022
Acceptance is cool
Trying is cool
Colorful things are cool
Researching the things you like are cool
Eating healthy is cool
Doing things with your friends is cool
drugs, in order to expand your mind and grow internally, are cool
Working out and exercising all the time to make yourself healthier and more attractive is cool
Keeping your room clean is cool
Brushing your teeth every day is cool
Writing everything down because documentation is the only thing that helps you to remember who you are is very cool
Creating fantastic works of art and functionality are so very cool
Drinking 8 cups of water (8oz) every day is cool
Being nice and helping your family is cool
Loving being outside and active is cool
Actively fighting the feeling of heaviness and darkness that keeps you stagnant in life is cool
being content is cool
Being cool is the only way to survive while enjoying the whole thing
avery Oct 2019
Sometimes it’s because I have no food
No money to go buy it
No means of transport
Sometimes it’s because I have no time to eat
High school takes up 13 hours of my day not including homework
No time
No time
No time
I’ll just sleep it off
It’s for the best
sometimes I’m just not hungry
321 · Feb 2018
Fly
avery Feb 2018
Fly
A Fly
that's what you are
pesky little irritating low-life
if you were a fly
you would die
in less than a day
less than 24 hours I would be rid of you
with your disease, you spread pain and suffering
that kills
you have infected me
and I have a Fly Swatter
so rid me of your presence
before I rid myself
of you
291 · Oct 2018
it's happening again...
avery Oct 2018
my inspiration has fled me
as my innocence has left me
and my friends have foresaken me
I wish I could
find the words to express
why people choose to depress
and why I cast not to address
The feelings inside me
that tear me apart
rip holes in my heart
and retain my ability to start
writing again
the demons are back
they provoke my stability to crack
why cant I get back on the track?
feeling abandoned and left behind
278 · Apr 2020
smoke.
avery Apr 2020
i think of home whenever
i smell my shampoo
i soak in the sun
i see smoke
i am home

i don’t know what home is
home is familiarity
home is blanketed
home is safe
home is you

i feel as if
home is barefoot
home is short hair
home is bonfires
home is young
home is crushing
home is christian
home is swimming
home is family
home is smores
home is the nature club
home is loving to read
home is learning to ride a rip stick
home is painting with my neighbor
home is reading to laynie
home is warm
home is easter with everyone
home is memaw
home is october
home is cozy
home is Sebastian the cat
home is joy the cat
home is pe uniforms
home is 7th grade
home is running
home is coach lang
home is pickles for my history teacher
home is the river frio
home is camping
home is laughing
home is smiles
home is hide and go seek
home is confidence
home is childish blind love
home is not caring

home is home
home isn’t going anywhere
i would never return
home is smoke and smoke and mirrors
273 · Mar 2022
on the bright side
avery Mar 2022
Looking up
staring down
Heavy hearts only weigh what you feel like
The glass is only half-empty if it was full before
Loss is only a loss if you feel worse
The best thing to say is “at least”
“Well now I get to”
“It’s fine because”
Don’t worry about it
Unnecessary sadness
Think up
Not down
272 · Aug 2021
one day
avery Aug 2021
no apology just change
no explanation just absence
no worries be happy
don’t say, do
no care, love
no love, jump
258 · May 2022
little wooden birds
avery May 2022
a magnet, with little wooden posts,
and little wooden birds. they sit
stagnant  still  perfect
clay maybe, that stuff from walmart that never dries so you have to cook it in an oven
they never grow old  or weather  on my fridge
ill polish them, make them wish they could sing
258 · Jun 2022
dance
avery Jun 2022
I still think of you when I hear your song
Songs that weren’t yours
When it’s silent
251 · Mar 2021
Each Victory
avery Mar 2021
each victory
smaller than the last
We are told none is too small
but I can’t see them
they blend in
no longer victories, they are routine
nothing changed
247 · Feb 2018
IM SO SICK
avery Feb 2018
Sick of you
Sick of him
Sick of the way you like him better than me
how is it that
you
care for him
the man
that I care for too
at the same time
I care for you as well
It
   is
      All
           So
               Sick
225 · Feb 2018
I WILL Not
avery Feb 2018
I picked up the key
I looked at the pencil
I glanced at the razor
I stepped on the glass
                                     And
                                               I
                                                           RESISTED
I Said No



and I lived
avery Jul 2019
Your eyes, prettier than you say I am
You got your nose pierced and it’s making you harder to resist
Your smile, brighter than our futures combined
But hey! I never would’ve met you if not for our minimum wage jobs
Your rep, worse than the instability you give me
People tell me no, that you just want me for reasons I want people to want me for
But hey
You’re cute and looking at you can’t hurt, can it?
220 · Feb 2018
open up
avery Feb 2018
"be yourself"
"no wait"
"stop"
"too much"
215 · Feb 2018
Followed
avery Feb 2018
he's peering over my shoulder,
watching me type,

hes gazing from across the room,
stop, please
I
Am
Uncomfortable
215 · Sep 2019
Asleep
avery Sep 2019
|||
I tell my mom I’m going to sleep early
Because the reality that is the wonderland of my dreams
Would be much more enjoyed than the reality of what is
215 · Feb 2022
Spray
avery Feb 2022
The cars drive by
It’s cold outside
The puddles on the ground
Sterilized my ignorance
Water is water
Ocean spray or the day after blizzard
Feels the same
Imagine a space where it feels better
Be there
Be better
Do it
210 · Oct 2019
avery Oct 2019
An apology without change is manipulation
208 · Feb 2018
Whelp
avery Feb 2018
well i am done
i am done with you
the way you talk
the way you don't care
about me
you *******
go die in a hole
                       l
                       am
                       done
                       with
                       you
avery Jan 2022
Stopping your car in the middle of the road
Jokes that people laugh at but hate (puns/offensive jokes)
Drugs (but not alcohol)
Wrestling with animals
Eat the entire pizza in one sitting. Alone
Arguing in public
Respect (apparently)
Making your mom jokes to people with dead moms
Being louder than your dad
Existing completely out of spite (as a result of your mom)
Living with your best friend
Ordering an entire pizza and instead of eating it you just lick off the toppings
Jokes about suicide
ellen
someone told me it was a poem, i didnt mean it to be. i think the only thing im capable of is verse
204 · Oct 2018
trace me
avery Oct 2018
trace the outline of my being

trace my joys and my sorrows
trace my fear of the morrows

trace the way I sit still when you notice me

draw my feeling
draw my love

trace the passion I'm ashamed of

trace me
I played with rhyme little in this one, I don't know if I did well or not. It's just a crush
200 · Dec 2018
Puis-je aller à toilette
avery Dec 2018
tais toi chienne
edited, haha i can speak french
198 · Oct 2018
up high
avery Oct 2018
Flying up high
in the sky
with the flag
of our pride
don't be afraid
197 · Feb 2018
ugh
avery Feb 2018
ugh
it's so overwhelming
the work
why do you have to make it worse
the pain
it's so hard to deal with
already
why do you feel the need to
make it worse
I try
try
try
so hard
to impress
but you are never satisfied





are you done torturing me yet
193 · Aug 2021
what will i say
avery Aug 2021
i don’t have any words
they used to fly around my head looking for a way in
flowing out of my ears
out of my eyes
seeing everything
i stopped and stood on the sidewalk watching the red light
and as i yelled it changed
I got this one tattooed
184 · Nov 2018
What’s wrong?
avery Nov 2018
What is wrong with me?
Everything is wrong
with you
But at the same time
Everything is right
182 · Feb 2018
I wish
avery Feb 2018
I wish you had time for me
I wish i wasn't forgotten


I wish you didn't worry
I wish you would mind your own business


I wish you liked me
I wish you were mine


I wish i was good
I wish you didn't judge


but most of all I wish all of you
noticed
177 · Oct 2019
Snowglobe
avery Oct 2019
I wish the human holding my snow globe would shake it up a little
172 · Feb 2018
when the stars collide
avery Feb 2018
when the stars collide,
maybe you'll mind your own buissness,
maybe you'll see that I don't want you intruding on my life
how I don't care if you feel as though we have fallen out
you care for me the wrong way
the way that I think is too much
mind your own business
stop creeeping into my life
stop socializing with my friends
just stop
                                                       At the same time though
                                                I miss how you hold me
                                        I miss how you touch me
                                  I miss how you look into my eyes
                         and say
                "It'll all be alright"
So maybe I don't want you to stop
maybe I just want a different love
one that isn't so tough
one that I can depend on
one that shouldn't depend on me so much


                        I Wish You'd Love Me From Farther Away
about my mother
172 · Feb 2018
I feel sick
avery Feb 2018
I want to do it,
to do what I've always wanted
You wish I wouldn't
because then you would be haunted
because what I would have done
would have
involved a gun
avery Aug 2019
As my playlist plays
The tears roll down
Picture this.
It’s dark
The bass shakes the salt from your tears
His voice calls the water from your eyes
My shirt
Soaked
You’re rolling in the feels
And he isn’t stopping you
I float
And shake
His voice pierced the waves


I’m trying to convey how this song makes me feel and how you and this song give me this same feeling but I just can’t use words to describe this, seasonal sunflower feeling.
170 · Jan 2022
too young
avery Jan 2022
grain, world
Expansion, sudden
New love, new
Take that -nothing matters-I rule the world- I hate everyone-
Bury it
Humble yourself, cry a little, cry a lot
Get bigger, get better
Grow, learn, say everything
say anything
167 · Sep 2018
All the times
avery Sep 2018
My words are failing
My heart is falling
creative
mentality
My teeth are grinding
My hand are clenching
stop telling me
what i need
what i should do
what you beleive i should be
what i believe is wrong?
My lips are trembling
My legs are folding
better
faster
stronger
bigger
Better
Faster
SStronger
BII­gGer
BETTER
FASTER
STROONNGER
BIIGGGEERR




stop
165 · Dec 2018
Ez pz lemon squeezy
avery Dec 2018
Love is not easy return
love is not slice a cake
love is not lemon squeezy
love is not chill
Love is permanent  
and most importantly
when love is broken
Love gets revenge.
165 · Oct 2018
a day in the life
avery Oct 2018
It's too early for the past
music takes forever
too bad it's not last
ions and molecules I didn't ask
43 feet above the floor
my ferris wheel of a task
Je n'aime tu
puis mange parce-que j'ai faim
Can we move to creative writing?
public static void main(String [] args )
public String want;
private boolean love?;
165 · Aug 2019
When you fell out of love
avery Aug 2019
I want to know when you stopped smiling when you heard my name
When you began to not care how I was doing all the time
When I stopped crossing your mind at the end of the day
I want to know why
154 · Oct 2019
Untitled
avery Oct 2019
Love
Hate
maybe date me?
152 · Nov 2019
Hello!
avery Nov 2019
Whats wrong
Are you ok
Talk to me
What’s going on
Why are you sad
Why aren’t you being yourself
why are you crying
Stop crying
What are you saying
I’m sorry
Stop
What’s wrong
..
why don’t you already know
It’s shallow but I like it
150 · Jun 2022
mismatched socks
avery Jun 2022
I bought a new dress and it makes me look like a lost sock
it fits me well and makes me feel grown, the kind of beautiful you find in a fish with funky spots
descriptively the lost sock has the kind of pattern to make you want to take markers and draw on the wall.
the one you go crazy and see women inside of it
gilman could get lost in my dress
makes me want to hold a microphone and unplug it, so that i can let the voice in my head talk over the others.
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