Love is not accepting the pain or reveling in it.. True love never leads to self-sabotage.
Its love when it lifts you up and you become love itself ... You are capable of loving only when you can walk away from something that's destroying you ... Until then it's your soul showing you what love exactly is not ...

There is a song that we heard. I don't know the words to it. But I know that it brings you back to me. It brings back the thoughts of those nights where the bite of your hands ****** in my hair, the rhythm of our pounding pulse, the fire in your eyes, the way your face changes just that moment before you take control, left me breathless and the memories of that morning-afters when you held me close while I could feel the sweet ache of those red and purple trails that you left on my skin ...
I hear that song and it makes my blood sing.

Some of us sell pretty versions of our ugly selves and call it truth; others fold our pretty truths into ugly lies and call it even. We are illusionists, realists, the gamblers of souls, and we all pay the poet, in the end

I wait for you in those hair raising moments while my skins tingles and my blood burns underneath. I lay my body out in wait for yours to join me and I lay my heart out waiting to hear yours beat fast... I know I can never give you all you have ever wanted but ill give you myself and wait with the hope that you will come to claim me...

But under the silence
   of what we say to each other,
       is the much more articulate silence
           of what we don’t say to each other,

a storm of things unspoken,
  coiled,
     reserved,
       appointed,
        ticking away
  like a clock attached to a time-bomb:
    crash,
       fire,
         demolition wound up in the quietly,
            almost tenderly,
              small,
                 familiar things
                    unspoken.

I am here.
Sitting on the warm sand,
while the summer breeze
blows on my face.
I look at the sea's waves
wishing that I could be
just a small drop of salted
water.
A drop which would travel
slowly from the sea's lap
through the ocean and
would get right next to
you.
And then just like a
mermaid casted out of a
fairy tale, I would rise from
the ocean's deep embrace
and transform into the
woman, who you crave to
hold in your arms.
Your unique love.
Your special muse...

I walk alone amidst the shadows
of a life which I thought it would
be bright once.
I speak loud into the cold silence
of this loneliness and all I get
back in return is the sound of
shattered dreams as I slowly fall
into pieces.
Where is the bright smile which
used to colour my eyes?
Where is the hope which gave
me strength to push forward?
Where are the hands which
would catch me into a tight
grip before I fall into the dark
vortex of oblivion?
Where are those eyes which
gave me strength to fight
against everything since the
moment I gave life to them?
Now all I have is my soul
wrapped within the veils of
darkness...

What does a butterfly do? What is a butterfly like?
It takes long for her to be born and then she has the Freedom to fly and live just for one day before she dies. Likewise, I will fly around you and I will try to inspire you with my beauty before I fall on the cold ground and become a beautiful memory. The butterfly is not afraid to fly towards the dancing flames of a fire. She doesn't know the danger. She is just attracted by the fire's dance, its warmth and fierce. She sacrifices her one and only day of life so she can feel the warmth of those flames. She doesn't know that despite her sacrifice, the fire will still burn her. She doesn't know that when she offers her beauty to this dark twisted dance, it will make no difference. She is heading to her own destruction and yet she flies..

Your fingerprints, like the touch
of a masterful painter, color
my skin, as if it was an empty
white canvas, which now has
the signature of its owner on it.

Your passion, like a fierce fire,
burns my whole body in every
move I make, as if there is an
invisible lighter, which lits the
flame of my desire every time
I try to get away from its net.

Your love, like the darkest and
the most twisted challenge makes
me addicted to it as if you can
inject it into my system and
dope my senses with its
flavor, creating the need in me
to have more.

You, like an old unbreakable
bond, keep me bound to you,
making me feel once again
that I belong to you...

The
most
  wasted
   of
    all
     days,

is
  one
    without
      laughter

Whispers in the dark
Late night rendezvous
The pale light of the moon filters
Through sheer curtains
A warm summer breeze seems to cool our skin
Bathed in a light sheen of sweat

.....please don't stop

Dark long hair tumbles around her face
Shrouding the pale light that glistens
Gleams from within allowing the warmth to spread
To become more sensuous

.....please don't stop

Low whispers and gentle touches
Graze over the luminous silky smooth skin
Teasing and taunting areas that are already sensitive
Subtle silhouettes that sway gently to and fro
Caught up in the breeze that flows

.....please don't stop

Orchestrating motions moving as one
With a silent symphony that glides between them
Swept up in the moment of eternal now
All else forgotten
Hearts soaring and nothing else is heard
But the sounds of delectable bliss

.....please don't stop

Tenderness abounds
A twist of primal urges
Encompasses them both
Wrapping them together in the warmth of one another
Jasmine, Rose, and other sweet scents
Cling and surrender in the passion that's released
Flower petals and lightning bugs
Seem to float, glow around them

.....please don't stop

Love she's never known like this
passion she's never quite tasted before
Not ever wanting to be alone now
She's found such heaven within her embrace
Quiet murmurings of need whispered
Her touch calls her to come undone
Her lips blazing a trail over her skin
Tasting her while she explores into the very depths of her
Filling her with herself

.....please don't stop.

Gentle urgency brought to a slow motion
Only to have the pace quicken and stop
Twisting and twining in a warm embrace
Never loosens its grip bringing them closer towards the other
Allowing the senses to soar and crest
Giving themselves each in the joining to one another

.....please don't ever stop

Let words be the tools that heal.  
Let them be the balm and the bandage.
Let them be the antidote to suffering.

  If they must form stories,
  then let them tell us...

of beauty, we still hold inside.  
of the Stardust in our bones.

  and the prayers of our ancestors
  alive and beating in our chests.

Eyes dark embrace
Fingers trace
Tied rope upon my skin
Sending sensations within
Answering anticipation
Sensual stimulation
Nonverbal communication

Lips caress
Fingers fondling *******
Softly stroking
roughly poking
Take me, please
Massaging my mind
Don't think & just unwind

Foreplay’s creativity
Secret sensitivity
Holy Intimacy
Spring ecstasy
Emotionally
Physically
Our bodies become one

Lips hungrily tasting
Like a brush
Hush
Imagination overload
Thrusting
Trusting
I am only yours 
Surrendering with heart & mind
With each deep powerful grind
My body’s liquidation
Within my walls saturation
Bodies swaying
Circulating
Gyrating

Intimate heat
One sensuous beat
Legs spread wide
As my tongue travel inside
Love intertwined
Souls forever aligned
Just you and me

Bound to my loyal devotion
Our bodies move in perpetual motion
Increase
Then cease
As we release
And we hold each other until day
As we love in our own special way

A smile came across her face as her hand brushed the side of her face. When she looked into her eyes, it felt like a reflection pool of her being. They had laughed until they cried, and cried until they laughed. They shared 'nothings, somethings, and everything' with one another. They made perfectly passionate love at times and tender soul kissed love at others.

she brought her lips to her and she felt her lips barely touching hers. A minute must have passed between them as she breathed her in. So close, lips just touching, nothing said, just the deep understanding that the moment was theirs to live in.

she opened her mouth and pushed her tongue gently, but firmly inside hers. the taste of her kiss intoxicated her and she felt that now familiar warmth from deep within her core grow with each swirl of their tongues. Both laying on their sides facing each other, their bodies melted together.

they didn't need to say a thing because their bodies responded with a mix of love and lust. As she pressed her ******* against her and her ******* became hard from the warmth of her skin, she sighed deeply. her hand slowly made its way down her body and she loved the way she felt.

her body was her, just like her heart had been. A soft moan escaped her lips because at that instance she knew the moment was here. Once again. the moment her heart, body, and soul was her. she knew she silently begged for her. her fingers brushed against the petals between her legs and she could feel her dripping desire already.

All her fears, all her worries, disappeared. It was only her she thought of and that thought made her start to come undone as she took a finger and rubbed up and down her flower, accepting all the pleasures she gifted to her. she lost herself to her, shivering in ecstasy. she was ready to be filled by her essence.

she entered slowly as she took her all in. Swallowing and surrounding her with her love, a moan escaped both of them. Bliss was theirs and each ****** of her and each grinding of her hips brought them even closer. their bodies entwined, at sweet ecstasy's doorstep, her back became her road map, fingernails lightly scratched up and down her body.

she surrendered to her again and the waves of passion kept coming. her name the only thing spoken between her cries. she was now close, and she wanted to touch her soul as she touched hers. she started to groan and picked up the pace.  she was near the edge and she wrapped her legs around her, pulling her even deeper. she felt her warmth spill inside of her and she felt so good, another ******* wave hit her. Eye contact is never lost as they intimately give themselves to one another.

Now, both are smiling as she leans down and kisses her deeply. she collapses and they catch their breath. Lost in their own world and content, their heartbeats slowly return to normal and she slides over beside her again. she pulls her close and she buries her head in her chest. she whispers "I love you," and her heart smiles because she loves her too.

Yes, it had been such an amazing long weekend. For both.

I'm looking for wishes
Disguised in a sigh...
Now and forever
Embracing the soul
Spreading like a sweet curse...
The meaning of my days
The song of my nights
The destination of every journey...
You...
A flawless melody
Breaking the silence
Of all the lonely whispers
Buried deep within me...

Remember that time you were happy?
Well, stop trying to recreate that moment.
It's gone.
Circumstances change.
What once was will never be again.
Accept the time you are given now
Instead of trying to relive the past.
All you achieve by looking back
Is missing what might be
Right in front of you.

Dream Big....know that you are going to accomplish incredible things, once you start believing in yourself.

I once found myself standing in the middle, daggers being thrown from left and right. I took each one straight in the gut, trying to save your heart and defend my own; I stood alone.

In the midst of the shade thrown over like gray sticking permanent, I learned how to stay in my light by walking away from the gray in the middle. The gray does not own me. It never did.

Those daggers were meant for me, but really only launched from a place of someone else’s self-induced pity turned to pain. Well, let it rain. I will stand soaked in whatever pours my way, smiling and unaffected by a version of me told from the mouths of someone who never knew me but thrives on stories told like gospel, hands up, praising rumors as if speaking in tongues, ear to ear, makes it true. I feel for you.

I feel for me more. I found peace in my pieces, grace in the chaos I never asked for and calm in the storm I have always been. I dug through my pain, kept the pieces I created with my own hands and threw the ones away that was not mine to carry.

There will always be people who paint a picture of you with colors that don’t hold true and that’s okay. Let them carry the weight of those colors in their own heart, while you stay true to you.

You, with your beautiful colors, your mosaic pieces, your heart... made whole with its grace, with its peace, with undying honesty. You, with your gracious soul, your unmovable loyalty, be a masterpiece that never tries to defend its own colors to anyone who never saw the pain in your pieces, but only heard about it and couldn’t wait to smear it thick in gray, save it for a rainy day, and try to shine like you always have.

Don’t ever apologize for a version of you written by someone else. Be you and know, nobody can shake your grace or your peace from the roots of you. Your heart.. it is a masterpiece.

I’m having nightmares in the daylight
An awakened mind is a curse
Eyes closed cause my sight’s better in darkness
But I’m scared to put those visions into free verse.

Like I’m lost somewhere in purgatory
All these demons with angelic faces
Got me late for my date with fate
struggling to stay in God’s good graces

This heart has known so much pain
But a soldier’s war is never over
Got me feeling like Constantine
always looking for death over my shoulder.

I had a choice and I swallowed the red pill
Chased the white rabbit out of the Matrix
But now I’m feeling more like Cypher
Wanting to make a deal with the agents

Because truth is a bitter pill to swallow
and they say that ignorance is bliss
but the breadcrumb trail leads to freedom
and I know there must be more to life than this.

****** couples understand that
foreplay is not something that you do 5 minutes before *** begins  ~

Foreplay pretty much starts at the end of the previous ******....

Touch me with your mind,
  In places, your hands could never reach

Close Your Eyes

Baby your love got me going crazy for you
Wanting you every minute of my day
Knowing you want me too
And one day we will find a way
To one day be in each other's arms
I promise to always protect you from harm

For you are my moon and sun
I will always love you
We will forever have fun
For my love is true
I will always and forever have faith in you
For our hearts are forever in tune

The miles between us is heart aching for me
But with your words, I can thrive
For we are meant to be
And with your love, I can survive
Praying the star to give you my kisses
For until you are in my arms I am truly missing

Baby close your eyes I will be there
Telling you how much I love you
Close your eyes I will be there
Holding you with a warm embrace
Close your eyes I will be there
Kissing your heavenly lips

Even though I can't be where you are
In my heart, you will forever stay
For in my heart you are not very far
I promise to show you my love in
different ways
Just promise me to always to be true
Because I will forever love you

I have no reasons to lie
Or to be untrue to you
For if I did I would die
Baby, you make me feel brand new
Let the stars shine bright tonight
While in your dreams I hold you tight

Forever with you, I will stand by your side
Forever fighting for you
So one day I may be your bride
For I love no one but you
My love belongs to only you my love
So tonight I send my love on the wings
of the doves

Baby close your eyes I will be there
Telling you how much I love you
Close your eyes I will be there
Holding you with a warm embrace
Close your eyes I will be there
Kissing your heavenly lips

For you baby, I will go through hell to get you
If I had to give up heaven for you
I would for heaven is where ever you are
For no place is too far
I love you forever
I am always and forever yours

Lie there on my bed and don’t make a sound. Don’t make a single move as my fingers slowly ****** your skin. I can sense the fire building inside of you as each touch of my hands make you sigh. I lay soft strokes on the tips of your ******* and I hear you gasp as I run little circles on your *******. Feel that single finger down the side of your neck, and then down between your *******? That is just to tease you, as I know you want them to be touched again.

Feel another finger up and down each of your sides and toward the spot just below your navel. Go ahead and arch that back of yours as you anticipate my finger moving down to your flower. I will not go there just yet, as I want you to beg me to go there and I know it won’t be long before you do.

Do you want me to touch you down there? Let me hear you let out that soft “Yes. Please.” I move my hand further down and as I reached your special place I want you to let out a moan. Then I will move a single finger inside of you and when I touch your button both your body and your breath will **** and then you will let out that sweet sigh of yours to let me know you feel me. I start with one finger and then two inside of you. My thumb starts rubbing on your button and it won’t be long until your ****** will come for me. As it hits I feel your juices begin to flow onto my fingers. I move a single finger to my mouth and I taste your sweet flavor before moving it back down to enjoy more of your sweetness

I can tell you are trying to remain in control of your reactions, but resistance is futile at my hands little one. I am taking all of that away from you and taking control, so you may as well surrender now and just enjoy the feelings. You are becoming undone by my masterful hands and I can feel you giving in to it all. Lay there and enjoy everything that is being done to you. Spread those legs wider as each moment passes and go ahead and grab that pillow if you must and squeeze it hard into your chest as you feel yourself being taken to another wave at my hands.

As I finish with my work on your body, I move my head between your legs. Look me in the eyes as I do this and I let me see that you have given in. Tell me you need to feel me inside of you now. As you do, I slowly insert my tongue and your body takes me inside and your arms come up around my back. You pull me into you completely and let out a gasp. Now start moving that body with my every lick into you. Let me feel you surrender. Let me know you are mine as our bodies come together over and over in our lust. We become one in this perfect moment and nothing else exists. Just the two of us and our passion. Just the feeling of my tongue entering you and filling you as you have never felt before, touching nerves that have never been touched and your heart giving in to me now and forever as you surrender everything that you are to me.

As we reach our ****** together our bodies share these wonderful few moments as one soul and one love. You give me your most precious gift and I take it with pleasure and respect for you. As we still move together with each final twist of my tongue, each kiss we share comes straight from our hearts. You have become mine this night and you will be mine now and forever.

"Our Endless Love" began with just one little kiss,
A sweet, innocent, 'n gentle, unthreatening first kiss,
Like the first flowers pushing their tender stems above the ground.
Could this be the beginning, of innocence in love found?
The gentle cradling, of my hand in yours,
Showed me the gentle touch and the beginning of true love.
Just as those young flowers slowly reached,
For the orange glow of the sun,
We took our time 'n nurtured the unique feelings that now had begun.
Just as the growing flowers began to bud,
So thus was our rapture being guided from above.
As the buds of the flowers started to bloom into a beautiful bouquet,
So does the beginning of "Our Endless Love" begin today,
As we put one another's desires and dreams before our own,
Now set into perpetual motion, our two hearts beat, but now as one.
Long ago a friendship had started, then turned to romance,
That was set afire,
All the longing we felt, our souls intertwined,
As our love began to soar even higher.
Our love showering down with Heavenly Stardust from the Milky Way,
Oh, how our love deepens, with the opening of each new day.
Overwhelming completeness we do feel,
Just the way two lovers should,
Just one sweet innocent kiss turned into "Our Endless Love",
Just as our hearts knew it would.
Oh, how mighty a sweet, innocent, 'n gentle unthreatening first kiss.

Butterflies
cannot see their wings.  
But the rest of the world can.  
You...
You are beautiful
and while you may not see it,
We can!

I often find myself just standing here and silently watching you as you get ready in the evening. I am always amazed at how truly beautiful you are. How each move you make is like an artist as you put everything in its perfect place on that beautiful body of yours. I take pause as my heart fills with the love that I have for you and I feel the pride well up in my chest because out of all the men in this world you somehow chose me to share your life with. I still don’t understand it, but I say a quiet little thanks to God every time.

I could never explain it to you, but the beauty that you carry has overtaken me in a way that I have never imagined I could ever feel in this heart of mine. You came into my life and showed me what being loved and appreciated can do for a man. You gave me a purpose where I thought there was none. You have made me want to be a better man both for you and for myself. Of all the gifts you could have given to me, the gift of your love is one truly made of magic. I would lay down my life for you and my last breath would be used to say I love only you.

At night, when you’re laying next to me and your skin is touching mine it brings to me thoughts of how it must feel to be underwater to near drowning and to finally coming up to take a life-saving breath. I love the way you give yourself to me with trust and without fear in your heart and how you show me love and appreciation in the fact that you know I would never let anything bad happen to you.

I am truly blessed to have such a love in my life and I will always pray every night that I always have it here in my world.

So as I watch you there in all your grace preparing for a night out together, I smile knowing that every eye will be on you. Every man there will wish he had you and I know no matter how much they may look at you and no matter how much they may want you, it will be me that you come home with and give your love to when that door closes. That makes me feel like I’m the luckiest man in the world. I know that I am because I have you and I have your love.

"Finding Yourself" is not really how it works.  
You aren't a ten-dollar bill in last winter's coat pocket.  
You are also not lost.  Your true self is right there, buried under cultural conditioning, other people's opinions, and inaccurate conclusions you drew as a kid that became your beliefs about who you are.  

'Finding Yourself" is actually returning to yourself.  An unlearning, an excavation, a remembering who you were before the world got its hands on you.

Your love brings me back to life
Your smile brings me light from the dark
Your touch brings me a welcome peace
Your voice fills my heart with joy

You became the words I thought I would never say again
A song I thought I would never again hear playing
You brought me out from a place that was so dark and cold
And you gave me a reason to believe

You're my angel come down to earth to save me
You’re my salvation from all the storms
You’re my calm in all the restless nights
You’re my love forevermore

Some days I wonder if your mind
will ever meet your heart,
if they'll just continue this long
distance relationship,
or finally, disconnect altogether.
I feel I'm starting to get lost
in this placid harmony,
stumbling on the lines in this
******* script.
I miss your roar.
The vibrations of your voice have
been weakened by the
authority in his name.
I fear one day I won't
remember the shape of your face,
Nor will you grace the whisper
in my chest that carries your smile.
We have been bonded by fate,
but something is pulling at your bones,
serving his ***** your taste.
His trickle of bait has enticed
your need to be seen,
but you fail to realize that
you were never invisible.
I see you!
I see you in the light catching
the gleam of him,
as you dangle there waiting for his delight,
but in the dark, he keeps you under his breath,
leaving you gasping for his glance.
You see in the dark,
I still see you,
because you sparkle like a diamond being kissed by the sun.
So I wonder,
will your heart ever remember the way you roar?

Water cascades around us
You and I alone
This world keeps on going
They don't even know

Our waterfall storm brings light upon us
Flashing on my sins
The warmth of our two bodies
And the taste of your sweet skin

Hard against my soft flesh
Salty sleek with torrential rain
One place soft and another rough
No place is ever the same

Sweet surrender happenings
Hands of his on tender skin
Her sky lights up and his thunder answers
Lips of a woman exploring him

The rain...oh how it glistens
Our features perfectly right
Funny still nobody knows
What we do this and every night

Water all around me
Your fingers in my hair
Rain on my face
So hot though my body is bare

Back against a wall of rock
My legs around your waist
Our bodies pressed together
We no longer need to wait

My palms press down your back
You tightly grip my thighs
My face pushed to your chest
Muffling my cries

I feel you make me whole
My rain on your soaked skin
Steady rhythm flowing
Deeper thrusts within

I dig my nails into your back
Feeling such a rush
Pleasure indescribable
Your love almost too much

Burning passion sensation
Wet sleeked skin so bare
You feel so **** incredible
Ecstasy without a care

Arching back and shaking hands
We cry out into the night
The storm surrounds our voices
With our bodies pushed so tight

Come out of me and brace me up
My legs too weak to stand
I close my eyes and kiss you
Release my trembling hands

Thunder breaks our silence
Roaring out it shall call
Lightning strikes, what's done is done
After all...our rain remembers all

I truly appreciate kindness.  
I appreciate people checking up on me.  
I appreciate a quick message.  
I appreciate those who ask if I'm okay.  
I appreciate every single person in my life
  who has tried to brighten my days.  
It's the little things that matter the most.

Just because you don't look like the other "crayons" in the box...
DOES NOT mean you still can't make the most beautiful pictures!  DON'T you EVER give up on YOU!  
YOU are simply AMAZING!

The Sun sees me at my best,
  but the Moon....
the Moon knows all my secrets,
  and loves me nontheless....

She was a true daughter of the moon.
Finding energy and renewal in the Full Moon’s beams,
And the release of negativity from the New Moon’s dark energy.
There was nothing more spectacular than the sight of a gorgeous Blood Moon,
And once in a Blue Moon, she found herself at the ocean after midnight, bathing in all that soothed her weary soul - moonbeams and salt water.
The Harvest Moon reminded her that change was good,
And the beauty in a field of wild ground phlox restored her faith.
But the Wolf Moon was her favorite -
It called to the ravenous animal inside her,
and awakened her soul...

I had just walked in the door as I got home from work. I put my things down and saw you in the corner of my eye sitting in a chair in the front room. I didn’t think anything of it at first, but as I turned toward you again I could see you had a drink in your hand and a look in your eyes. You were staring straight at me, not making a sound. Then you stuck a single finger in your glass and brought it to your lips and stuck it inside your mouth and ****** on it. You pulled it out and then stuck it back in again like you were making sure I saw it and yes I certainly saw it. I walked over to where you were sitting and took a seat in the other chair across from you and just watched without saying a word. You just sat there licking your lips and staring at me. I figured you must be in a frisky mood, so I decided to play along.

I look you in the eye and tell you to take off your blouse. You look a bit surprised at first with my request, so I said it again with a bit more demand this time, but still with a smile on my face. “Take it off and show me what you got” I said. You give me this real serious look, but you do as you are told. Then I tell you to remove your bra so that I can get my eyes on those sweet ******* of yours. Once you have your bra off I tell you to lick your finger and play with your ******* while I watch. I can see them getting stiff as you circle each of the tips nice and slow. Your breathing starts getting heavy and I can tell you’re getting warm deep down inside.

Then I tell you to put your hand in your *******. So you take your hand and move it down low and let it slide inside. You close your eyes and I see your body start to respond to your own touch as your fingers start playing with your flower. I ask you how it feels, and you tell me it’s making you ache for more. I tell you to keep going and to let me watch you ******. So you keep going harder and faster until I see you come right there in front of me in your chair. Your legs spread out wide and you let out a long “ooooooooh” as your ****** rocks your entire body.

As you’re catching your breath I stand up in front of you and look down at you as you’re still gasping for air. I kneel down and pull your ******* off of you and I move my hand down to feel how wet you are. Then I move in close and stick my tongue deep into your soaked flower, licking up all you have there. You react by pulling your legs around my head as I start licking and nibbling at you. Then you grab my head from behind and push me into you and tell me “Oh yes. Deeper.” So I stick two of my fingers inside of you and slide my tongue across your button and you just about slide off the chair as you start bucking back at me as I lick you.

I have fun with this for a while and I keep hearing you yelling “Oh yes! Oh yes! I’m almost there.” Then you finally hit your ****** again and squeeze my head between your legs as it lets go. I’m keep trying to lick you through your wave and when you finish I get my head free and stand up.

I look down at you and you’re just coming back down with your legs still spread out wide and your dress all up in your waist and I can hardly keep from laughing at what a mess you are there on the chair.

As I’m ready to walk away I say “I’m going to make myself a drink. Can I get you one too?” You’re still breathing hard, but you finally reply between one of your breaths with “Yes, please. And make it a double.” I laugh and walk over to the bar with a big smile on my face, knowing this is going to be one hell of a night.

Your eyes as beautiful as the oceans blue
they never lie they are always true

when happy they gleam, like a distant star
when sad they are dull, like a faded scar

your lips quiver, and your eyes fill with tears
they show the world all your fears

you look so fragile as the tears start to show
down your flushed cheeks tiny rivers flow

its so beautiful yet at the same time bad
that anyone has a heart to make them eyes
look so sad

I will pull you close and kiss your face dry
say something funny so the tears say goodbye

Once again I make your eyes light
like that distant star that shines so bright.

You possess the beauty of all the worlds' wonders
It radiates from your delicate skin
Shining in the light of your eyes
Flowing through your hair, like the river of life
Your beauty is projected in all that you do

You have the grace of all the angels in heaven
Your friendships are deep and true
Your love is pure and real
Your movements are that of an angel
Your grace is bestowed upon those in your life

You are strong like the mountains
Able to withstand the storms of life
Turning a blind eye to the coldest of life's winters
Constant renewal in your eternal spring
Green grass and wild flowers your destiny

Your wisdom is that of the divine universe
Able to see beyond the immediate
Devouring the knowledge of the past
Improving the present, bettering the future
All the while taking care of those in your life

Being in your presence fills my heart with joy
When you speak, I hear the sound of angels singing
All that you are is what I hoped to be
The greatest gift, your love to me
A lifetime I shall take, returning that love to thee

Come and lay with me, my love. Come to bed with me and let us feel our skin touch each other's skin. Come lay with me and put your leg over mine and give me your sweet kisses of love that I so desperately need from you and only you.

Come lay with me and let me make love to you this night so that we may feel as one together. Let me bring you wave after wave of pleasure and make you know that you are loved like no other has ever loved you or ever will, so that we may once again prove to the world that our love is the perfect love.

Come lay with me and let us sleep in each other's arms all night. Let us feel as though we are the only two people in the world. Let us both feel safe knowing it's our world together in our love.

Come lay with me my love....lay with me and let me love you like I need to love you this night and every night...forever.

You can pretend all you want
Trying to be that cute little girl
The innocent one wanting to play
I see the truth right there in your eyes

I see that lip getting bitten
As I tell you all the things I want to do
All the things I have planned for you
I can see your breath quickening inside

I can see the way your hands tremble
Your fingers itching to move down below
Wanting so badly to touch those parts of yours
The ******* getting stiff and wet under your clothes

Come closer baby girl
I’ll take care of all of your needs
That ache you’re feeling deep inside
That itch that you cannot deny

You can put that proper lady away tonight
Let that ***** girl come on inside
The one that wants to come out and play
Sharing the secrets of what your mind wants to say

You’re lying here close to me in the quiet
Our kisses making our hearts feel as one
The heat builds deep down inside of us
The hunger and ache won’t be far behind

My hands slowly trace every inch of your skin
My mouth is finding all the best places to kiss
I’m licking and tasting you as your body reacts
My tongue is on your ******* as your ******* become *****

I know I’m pleasing you as I feel you begin to lose control
Your body is shivering and quivering like it never has before
Your moans are getting louder as I feast on your places divine
I feel the heat of your desire building as I make you mine

Your hands are on my head as I taste your sweet flower
Your legs quiver and squeeze together as you feel each lick
You’re biting your lip hard as you grab a fist full of my hair
Your head is moving back and forth as you lose all control

My loving on your flower has brought the chill bumps to life
My tongue finding every place you’ve wanted me to find
Now that I have your parts throbbing the time has come
My body moves in to take what I have claimed as my own

Your hips start to lift as you feel my tongue moving deep inside you
You dig your nails into my back as you feel yourself getting close
Your screams fill the room as your ****** hits you completely
You feel me filling you and you know you’re now mine

I need so much to lay next to her, to hold her hands and talk about everything.
I need to make her smile and give her kisses on her cheek.
I need to kiss her lips and run my hands up her sides
and to pull her close to me.
I need to fall asleep with her in my arms, knowing that once and for all, everything is going to be okay.

I need to be worthy of her.
To amaze her with the love I can give to her.
Allow me to ruin her expectations that she could have
for anyone else.

It hurts so much to be separated.
Our souls are connected. I believe they always have been.
We have lived a thousand lives and we have always found
one another in each of them. Maybe each time we've been forced apart for the same reasons.

I sometimes ask myself why do we have what we have?
Why do we love?
What power would allow us to love so deeply if it were not meant to be and so right to do so?
We both know deep down in our hearts we were meant to be together and have been throughout time.

We live with the ache and sadness that comes with how things are right now and we pray for the strength to endure. To have the patience to continue to believe and keep hope alive in our hearts.

I ask Him to forgive the sinner that I am and to please guide me to the peace I pray to have one day. To see the price I have paid in my life and all that I have given up in my attempt to be a good woman. I ask for mercy and to allow me the love I never thought I would find in my lifetime.

I believe we all deserve that one true love that was meant to be, That one soul that connects perfectly with another. No matter what we go through in our lives, I believe that connection will always exist. Its only up to us to be fortunate enough to find it in our lifetime. I hope we can all find it this time around.

first meeting
magical greeting
two souls
united as one
blindfolded
by sheer devotion
bound gently
so soft
quite tantalizing
with silken cord

lust and love
a tangled torture
yet with a whisper
of mysterious intrigue
overwhelming
sensory conflict
sweeping circles
sweeping elation
your arms embrace
upon my face

teasing rush
pleasing anticipation
your feathery brush
crosses pert points
trailing lower
ever lower
taste of sharp slap
kisses from your tongue
whips of luscious licks
finding my button
arched ache
volcanic implosion builds
blind eyes
peer into abyss
complete trust
"I need you now"
come deep within
wrapping around you
forever bonded
my spirit anew

I am undeniably sweet with a hidden ***** dark side. I can be needy, but my heart bursts with rich love and my body is built for a savage. I intertwine an incredible strength of character with a desperate need to please. The unique tapestry of my soul was made up of the most exotic flavors and sweet spices. I shall leave you breathless with a craving for desperately needing more.

So, don't try to figure me out unless you're good navigating through a maze with a blindfold. I'm more complex than you ever dreamed, unlike any. You must feel your way through my soul. All other senses are completely useless. On most days it is impossible to grasp my thought process, let alone understand it...but I don't expect you to. Just accept me for the way I am. The good, the bad, and the slightly unpretty. I am more than worth it.

I am me.

Our eyes meet, our thoughts are one
our bodies move in sync
with each caress

Our hearts, our souls
is the source of our passion
becoming consumed with each touch

Our love is mutual,
unconditional and complete,
she gives her love as I give her mine

Our love will forever live
like the stars with an endless shine
as the ecstasy of love live forever within us

The best things in Life
  are Unseen.....

That's why we close our eyes,
  when we kiss, laugh, and dream

Time is not measured by the years that you live But by the deeds that you do and the joy that you give- And each day as it comes brings a chance to each one To love to the fullest, leaving nothing undone That would brighten the life or lighten the load Of some weary traveler lost on Life's Road- So what does it matter how long we may live If as long as we live we unselfishly give.

One of the most sincere
forms of respect...
  Is actually listening
  to what someone has to say...

Touch her in all ways nonphysical...  
Give her intellectual ******* in multiples
  and allow temptation to drip from her ears.  

Go down on her thoughts and taste her perception.  
learn her soul and she will fill the void of your filthiest imaginations...

Never start with the hands...

You hold me like a favored book, pressing my spine with your fingers, leafing through my pages, anticipating each phrase.  You rest me on your knee, as you ponder their meaning, feeling me weave lyrically through your soul.  And when you return, you devour me from cover to cover

I saw her dancing there, beside the moon. I watched the stars as they watched her with envy.  Then she saw me, scattering stardust from her eyelashes.  She stopped mid-dance, caught in between eras. I had found my stolen moment, fished it from the heavens.  And ever since I saw her celestial waltz, I was a lover of the night.