If I can’t have you how I want you
Then whats the point
I can’t love you like I want to
So I’ll roll this joint
And I’ll smoke it to the roach
Because I’ll be alone
I’d rather be high right now
And listen to these sad *** love songs
My love, You were my home
You were my comfort
A part of my heart
You could have been mine
But you played your part
And now we just exist
8 billion people in this sea
But you were my fish
You were my wish
My favorite person to kiss
How do I fight for us
If you won’t fight for me
I wanted this to work out
But I’ll let it be.

We spend so much time
Over analyzing what life
Could be
But we'll never try to make it real
Or live it out physically

But there's only so much time
And no promises for tomorrow
No way to reverse what you could of had
No youth that you can barrow

So many dreams to be lived
But the mind, it holds us back
Never took a risk in life
So much imagination we lack

If only you took a chance
To see what beyond the skies
You'd see then that even YOU, can fly

Don't waste your life dreaming
And later wonder why
So many days you could of spent living
Passed in the blink of an eye

Love don't live here no more
And there's little left of what was
It left with no explanation
Nor a simple because

It got up and walked out
Because it endured too much pain
And it didn't shed a tear
It didn't even complain

Love gave to much love
And never received the same
It was pushed to the limit
With only itself to blame
Love knew the risk
But love was fearless
Now love has grown weary
Love is now careless

Love got tired
So love layed to rest
Love has no more energy
To fix this big mess
Love used to be strong
Love used to be smart
Now love is embarrassed
From showcasing its heart
To the freak show
And every one saw it
And that was enough to make love call quits

Love has moved out
Love is gone
It has been missing
And won't be back for long.

It's crazy
How I'd follow you across the world
And wouldn't even think twice...

"You're so special, how did the universe come up with you?"
You make old love feel so brand new
And your beauty is blinding
You're like one of galileo's findings

You remind me of the night sky
A shooting star just flying by
The sun and the moon couldn't compare
You're one in a million you're so rare.

I want that love
When I see you I just smile and when your not around I feel lonely
Because I want to be in your presence for more than a while.
I want THAT love
That summer night love. That put up a fight love.
And I think about you all day. Its like my mind is stuck on repeat love.
That up all night talking about our dreams love.
Call you at 3am  late night fling love.
I want That love. I want a real love
That mary j 1992 love.
That true love.
That me and you love.
When my heart beats your heart beats twice love.
That I just wanna be loved love
I want that love
When my imperfections is your perfection love.
And when I break you're there to pick me up love.
I want THAT love
Me and you are the only two in a room full of 200 people love.
And when I'm out with you ,you claim me and only me love.
I want that love
That can you be my one and only
And when I walk down the aisle you cry tears of joy in our holy matrimony
I want that love
That I love you so much I want to create with you love
And I'll carry your blessing because to me it was meant to be love
I want that love
Unconditionally love
We can depend on each other and show each other our hopes and dreams love.
I want that love
That all of you love
That in the future I know it's gonna be us 2 love
I want your love
Your love all over me love
Because I love you so much
That I reciprocate all you have given me love
I want that love
So I can give you my love

I became relevant
Everyone is watching me now
But This wasn't the attention i wanted
Seems like everyone was getting their blessing
But i continued to stay haunted
Maybe this was my spotlight
For them to see my life declining
This was the peak in my journey
I called it perfect timing
In the midst of avoiding depression
And escaping my anxiety
That whole entire time i had something growing inside of me.
"Extra extra! I have cancer read all about it"

Its seems like this love will never work
Feels like we're all happy
But deep down we're always hurt
I can't help you get away from your insecurities
You can't free me from my mind
But we Keep trying to move forward
Leaving all this **** behind

I'm trying to find me
You're looking for you
And we are trying to mend each other
And love each other too
And I know it's hard
When your past is so painful
And we react from our scars
But I would never blame you

Because I know how it feels
To be hurt by someone who never loved me.
But I try my best to move along and put it all above me
And I cried for some time but trust me it's all a phase
Please believe me when I tell you there will be better days

I'll take good care of your heart
If you take care of mine
And all the things you feel right now
Will get better over time .

I'm sitting here regretting i gave you the time of day
See it's been a while since I gave my love away
It's been some time since I put my trust in someone
It's been some time since I've been in love with someone
I'm sorry that I had to do this to you.
but heart break is all I ever knew
Heartbreak is all i ever known
So when I met you , it kinda set the tone
I'm doing all i can
To erase the wrongdoings of a man
Who put my sense of hope to an end
Of finding love again
I can't recognize what it feels when it's real
I don't know what it is for my broken heart to be healed

What about tomorrow?
Because you told me today
What about tomorrow?
That's what you always say

Today is tomorrow
Tomorrow was yesterday
You told me tomorrow
But tomorrow went away.