I left your house--
the house I'd hoped would be ours--
and all I could think about is,
out of all the people in the world,
only you feel like home.

Perfect.
Such an interesting word, what does it really mean,
it changes day by day, person by person
but always stays the same for you.

Kind.
We are of a kind,
part of a togetherness that is hard to define,
but it always stays the same for you.

Yours.
I see myself from different eyes than you,
you have no filter, no frame, no fog,
I always stay the same for you.

Mine.
You have shown me perfect,
you are part of my kind,
You have always loved the same.

If I'm your kind of perfect,
then what am I?

Dear my love, we've come a long way with our lives together
We've shared almost everything, rainy days and summer
Can't compare to anything all the moments that we have
And it's worth treasuring all the memories with you my love

I started to look over the year we are together
How we made it and making it last till forever
How we were to each other and what we are now
How we change for the better as we make eternal a vow

A song will never be enough to sing how happy and greatful I am
A line from a movie will never give life to days that we shared
And I just can't get a love quotes from someone and dedicate it to thee
For the words will never verbalize the exact feelings you've given me

You will always be the reason of my smile in everyday
Of how I keep on going and striving for better in every way
Of what I decided and what I chose it's always because of you
I won't do any way of hurting the heart of my unending truth

I am sorry for I haven't given you the best
Sed tu iure optimo dare spondes
As long there is tomorrow I'll wake up knowing how I love you
You are intrinsic to me, and my heart always beats for you

Always remember that I have found love in you, and I'll always will
Even if the sun refuse to shine for tomorrow, I'll be loving you still
Like a rainbow in Niagara it has no ending
May we filled our lives with colors of faithful feelings

I may not be the best boyfriend, may not be the best in this world
But I will do anything to make 'forever' not just a word
I promise you again that I won't let go and always hold your hand
May we always find and fall in love to each other, foreverly yours, **Gian

did you
destroy my world
just so
you could build
yours?

You know,
when you want something so much
that when you finally get it
You are terrified you'll lose it?
Well forgive me if
I hold on too tight
I'm afraid that you'll forget I'm yours
and I'll forget you're mine

I look
into your eyes and see the same
doubts in myself
but the same dreams too
Well be patient
when I ask why
You say I'm yours
and you are mine

You are
a beautiful, wild thing
I can't understand
but I want to
I feel at home
when by your side
and you call me yours
and I call you mine

I know
that we have time, but I'm drowning
can you see?
We're battling uphill
But at the end,
I want to find
that I'm still yours
and you're still mine

I see
you standing there, so strong
and I feel weak
because I'm a vile, little thing
I crave you
by my side
saying I am yours
and you are mine

My thoughts
terrify me, so when you ask
"What are you thinking?"
I love and hate it
I'm a cloud
and you're my sky
I darken you,
why would you be mine?
the things you do,
your touch,
your eyes
I'm falling harder
I flew too high
I can't escape
You plague my mind
Will you run from this,
my thunder side?
You have your choice
so why choose me?
I'm not the sun
I'm not a breeze
I'll storm on you
I'll whip and rage
I'm selfish when
I tell you "stay"
I want to know
your deepest fears
I want to catch
your broken tears
I want to hold you
never let go
I want you, dear
so you should know
Forgive me if
I hold on too tight
I'm afraid that you'll forget I'm yours
and I'll forget you're mine

You linger in the form of bruises..
Marking a roadmap on my body of all your favorite places.
A constant reminder of the fire I wish I could deny but always give into.
Sentencing me to a death made for insects: as I become the moth drawn to your flame. Your heat is like the sun as it warms me slowly scorching my fair skin, and just like summer, I can not stay out your rays. So I'm then left with what I think is a warm heated glow that we both know is your brilliant burn.  Making all movements a reminder of you. But each reminder builds to my twisted hunger and slowly turns into cravings, cravings then become consuming and insatiable.
How did I suddenly become yours? And when did I stop being my own? I'm usually not one who give into pleasures of the flesh.. Or punishments for that matter.
Even when you hurt me I dont want it to stop, I want more.
Whats worse is you know this but that is never enough for you.
You, the almighty mind reader,  already know I want more-but no you have to hear me actually say it. Resistance is futile as we both know you will torture it out of me.  
Its one of the most crippling things you could ever make me do: beg you for more. which of course I always comply. .
I can no longer recognize myself, instead I recognize your fingerprints.
Imprinted on me for all to see, claiming me.
A constant mark announcing me as yours. Making claimed territory in this brave new world, commindeering my voice and muting me..
You are a creature I have never seen before, showing me what it means to be conquered.

babe,
you're losing me
to the darkness.

baby,
don't you see
the light
dying
in my eyes.

my darling lover,
wake up
& realize
*i'm no longer yours.

I swear that even if the world
separates me from you throughout
the interstellar of billion stars until
forever withers and blooms over again,
I will always manage to remember
the shape of your phantom that is
created by symmetric lines
mirrored to mine
because the love I have inside me
is the kind of love I always carry
from one lifetime to another story
simply to return back to yours

..speak to me..
you'll surely roar
cause you're calm
in your overflow
....of pleasure
to have me...
..so i'll be yours
& yours only