I like drawing hearts, they represent love.
Each one imperfect, misshapen, unique.
But still made for love.
Just like us.

So
I couldn’t bring myself to do it
So what?
Love comes around and goes around
High school was never meant to last forever
Four years in hell
Is better than an eternity of being dead
Plus
That wasn’t always my outlook
So what?
People grow and I should be no different
Single on valentines again
For the fourteenth year
Is better than an eternity of being dead

I wouldn't know how you feel as I type
But you were always mine
Atleast in hindsight it felt so
Sublime, yet I was inclined
To love the one who saw my hype

When everyone saw my jokes crude
You saw a comedian
when everyone saw a shallow puddle, rude
You saw the Caribbean

So today, I see you, even if not in reality
I see your beauty from memory and history
The kind acts of your mother, and the mysteries
Your tears of mystery, your thoughts of destiny

I hope one day he sees your Glory, your greenish eyes
And I hope that every demon comes to despise
Your beautiful lineage, your kindest acts
From your blunders, to your in facts
May the world keep you whole and intact

May your shape that changes from child birth to Love
Meld into the beautiful soul you host
May you never come to boast of the many blessings
From the God we celebrate up above
And may you be blessed the most

My words don't do enough to describe your totality
Your obscurities and your beauty
May he see what I see in you, if I never get the chance
To fall for you not in hindsight, but at first glance
You deserve the world, not a puddle, you deserve to dance

I know you don't like the name Mirinda, you prefer the beautiful other
But today I wanted to show the beauty as a whole instead
That you needn't see it as a rather anymore
That you soar, and it brings sweet dreams when you go to bed
That nothing stops you from living and loving to your core

I hope you make a great mother
I hope you make a great wife
I hope you see love in the eye of one another
And that you don't see dirt in spite
Of how the storyteller replays events of asunder

Forgive me if this isn't enough
But please learn to love beyond the scope of existence
And always be persistent
Because you are who you are Mirinda
You are as beautiful as every name Mikayla
You are as loving as your family says you are
You are beyond these words, and beyond these feeble stars
You are you
through and through

I think about you nearly every day.

You're a constant nagging feeling, like my shirt that's slightly worn, a seed that's nestled in my heart then grew into a thorn.

I can't help but yearn for you, everyone else is just a bore. I know I made mistakes but you know that you made more.

It may be dumb and I understand but you were special just to see. Not only did you understand us but you understood me.

You'd see me when I'm struggling, no matter how much I laughed, you'd see me when I'm happy even pretending to be sad. To love is to be seen and you say all I ever had.

I know where I went wrong. How slow I was to change. I know I was never enough, but that's no excuse to foist the blame.

We were bad to each other. That much is plain to see. We fell to fast and both said some things that don't represent you or me. I was stubborn, you were snappy, it was like a fire meeting air. But it didn't matter cause at the end we both just knew that we were there. See now you're gone, for good this time, and I have to say that's fair.

It's fair that you moved on. You found somebody else. I think it's great if they make you happy, I have no right to obsess.

But the thing that I don't understand. That I can't wrap my head around.

Why are you the only thing I think about right now?

I think about you every day. My brain was wickedly reset. I'm sick of it, but I can't shake this feeling in my chest.

So if you're just like me, which I know that you just are, you know just where to find me, I promise I won't be far.

I'm sorry for the past, and all the things I've done. It's hard to face the person that I truly thought would be the one.

It's been 24850 hours, since that one fateful afternoon. Yeah I know that I'm pathetic but I just can't say goodbye so soon.

If I have to wait forever, for that one fateful day, I understand, it's only fair, but please come back to stay.

You know by now, but one more time, I just have to say.

Hello my little baby, I think about you nearly every day.

Heyyy Babyyy
I appreciate you like nothing else.
Happy Valentines!!
I hope things are going good,
I love you so much you drive me crazy,
And I'll kiss you again when I can,
You're the best I've ever had,
Happy Valentiness

A slant moonlight blessed our snowy predawn courtyard this valentine's day. Like a silent kiss, big and full, I let it guide my way. You lie asleep in our bed; a warmth I'm lucky enough to share for a few hours everyday. With you, my love stays home, tucked away under white satin sheets. How carefully you walk, as you cross my mind. Never running, so to not leave me too fast, only allowing enough warmth to thaw me out, until your next mindful visit. Thank you for giving me the heat and passion, which feeds the fire of my life. Happy Valentine's day my love.

                                                       —
                                    Moonlit court yard snow
                              Valentines warmth can’t melt it
                                         Only you melt me
                                                       —

If cupid’s arrow found me, maybe then I would’ve known,
The unspoken poetry that lingered in my head,
Will fade in silence, forever left unsaid.
If Cupid’s arrow found me, maybe then you would’ve asked me


parallel valentines never get to touch
held the words as the letters hush
as we danced in the quiet to the echos of your heart in mine
spaces between our fingertips never intertwine

handcuffed, blinded in hindsight
but your soothing mythical kisses hold me tight
escape reality, into ambivalence prose
unveiled morning, I will love you until I decompose

enduring this serene adoration
nothing else wanted, you're my occupation
brown depths look into mine
exploring the treasured island send chills down my spine

*
hold me close for an
uncelebrated celebration
that's all it's been for me


simply it's all that it'll ever be

By: Zoulaikha