Motionless I writhe
am I awake, asleep...alive?
I can't tell anymore
as i fall through the floor,
and just keep slowly sinking
"Am i being
a lonely weakling
for leaving
my feelings
unseen."
If so then why has
this healing been
a rather slow process.
But though i let
the blur grow into a mess
It is with great regret
So, with a lit cigarette
I sigh.
Waiting to waken,
succumbto slumber
or release the last sliver of life
from my eyes.
