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CA Smith Mar 2018
That old couch you grew up on,
broken down from the years.

An old handkerchief,
used to wipe away sweat and tears.

That doll you held as a child,
something so dear to you,
when you were still so sweet and mild.

A season you rely on,
like the spring when it comes every year.

A friend you can cry on,
that sheds away every fear.

A parent you can call,
when you’re just tired of it all.

A song that stays in your heart.
A thread that strings life together.
It is the feeling of something that stays,
the beauty of realizing the reliability of forever.

In my sentimentality,
I’ve felt the full vitality,
of absolute inner joy.

And now I see you,
and you see me too,
and I think I see a life,
where I grow old with you.
Yule Apr 2018
you're like a stain on my white dress
that I'm aiming to remove
it just leaves more creases on the fabric
no matter what I do, I can't, nothing
but in fear of losing you
I cannot throw you out of sentiment

—you're my favorite dress
this can be written by my friend's character in her story (that's actually me); her white dress is one of the most notable pieces in the storyline | 180331; 1:32 am

{nj.b}
How could I even begin to convey to another how I truly felt? Perhaps the necessity to put into words is not needed. I sat and held hands with the molten honey, kissed the fire embers over and over, I did it. These people only exist in my mind as the raw emotion brought about by their raw emotion. Maybe my raw emotion is their raw emotion, or maybe not. Does it matter, I mean to say, is it necessary to know what the other felt? Maybe we all feel the same way all the time but we describe it differently. Maybe we feel completely different all the time and we try so hard to convince the other. I know this though. I feel a strange feeling that would look like a dark purple gem. I feel a slight sinking of the inner heart but the outer skin of my heart pulls up. It pulls up through my chest, up to the base of my throat. It manifests through my body to my eyes. This fury hides behind the ducts of my eyes. My heart is cold, my chest is warm, my eyes are tired. I can’t name it because a single name would be too broad. And when I think of Austin… The feeling intensifies to the point that I wish to weep. He passed away some time ago now. I can say that it hurts now because the front of my throat, the Adams apple, it feels like there is a weight connected and the weight is pulling down my throat into my stomach. With every breath I feel the same, with every blink I feel still. I miss my brother.
H Phone Mar 2018
I wish I was strong
I wish I was strong enough to get out from under the comfort of my sheets
Or the warm water washing over my body in the shower
I wish I was strong enough to open my books,
Instead of listening to the same five songs again
I wish I was strong enough to get over a loss,
Be it a failed exam or a boss I can’t beat in a video game
I wish I was strong enough to help my friends
Because that's the person I strive to be
I wish I was strong enough to keep that job


I wish I was strong enough to like my own works
But it’s hard to when they look like this
No rhyme scheme or metaphors
Only thing this poem has got going for itself is that repeating stanza
Real clever or whatever
You call it slam poetry
But you might as well call it sham poetry
Slam poetry
Because you need to be slammed drunk to enjoy your poems
And don’t even pretend like you didn’t notice
How no one seems to give a **** about this
This series of ‘works’ that you’ve been putting out
Where all you do is ******* swear and shout
At yourself
******* hell

I bet your last line would have been
“I wish I was strong enough to love myself.”
Boo ******* hoo
Too ******* bad
Because you’ll only love me the moment you realize
That what I say is true
I’m not gonna say that I’m only rude
Because I love you
I hate your guts too
much for something so…
Sappy
You’re a bit of a sentimental, right, boo?
If sentimental meant pushover

Criticism!
Sorry, didn’t mean to scare
Oh wait, no, I don’t really care
Because even you’re aware
How you’ve locked yourself in an echo room
And the moment someone tries to break through…
“Don’t worry, I can take it.”
And then you write something edgy like this
You can’t take advice for ****
Because that’s your ******* deal
You’ve got tonnes of people giving you the advice that you need to heal
And you ignore every single one of them
Acquaintances, friends, family
And what about me?
DO I REALLY NEED TO ******* YELL TO GET THROUGH TO YOU

But It’s pointless anyway
You’re on auto-pilot already
Just cut the act and write your cringy addendum poem
We’re done here
...
Juniper Zed Mar 2018
As with all things
That object you hold
The song that you sing
Are connected in a web of meaning.

The 300 year-old tree was alive
When the doe lost her fawn to the hunter
When your ancestors spoke their native tongue
When the songbirds were blissfully unaware of their mortal song.
Unheard it was then, and now it is a legend.

And just as the sun rose
For one last songbird song
So will it set on you
For we know of our mortality all along.
A A Feb 2018
A ****** thing
When put there in the lamplight
But chosen with the utmost care
Pretend it’s just kitsch
And not some ******* you’d throw away had someone else gifted it.
mica Jan 2018
sana pinigilan ko ang sarili ko
nang tuluyang mahulog sa'yo
upang hindi na maulit
ang ginawa kong pagpilit
sa aking sarili
sana pinigilan ko

ngunit, sana hindi nalang kita tinigilan
pero kailangan kitang iwanan
kasi hindi lamang ako yung nasasaktan
pati ang damdamin kong pilit kong pakawalan
sana hindi kita tinigilan

sana nakikita ko ay iyong reaksyon
sa likod ng mga hadlang
tuwing tayo'y nagkakaroon ng interaksyon
kahit sa chat lamang
sana nakikita kita

pero bakit kung kailan ilang buwan nalang tayo magsasama
saka muling kumislap ang aking mga mata
tuwing ika'y nakikita
hindi ito tama
sapagkat nangako ako sa sarili ko
na titigilan na kita noon
pero noon iyon
anong nangyari saakin ngayon
bakit biglang ninakaw mo ang aking atensyon
mula sa kanya, patungo sa'yo
sana matagal ko na itong ginawa

hindi kung kailan malapit ka nang mawala sa aking paningin,
hindi kung kailan malapit ka nang maglaho sa aking paligid,
hindi kung kailan bumalik na ulit ang nararamdaman ko para sa iyo...
hindi.

sana nagawa ko nang umamin sa'yo noon
ngunit hindi ko kaya
hindi ko kayang masaktan dahil lamang sa munting damdamin ko na maaaring makasira sa kung anong meron tayo.
oo, magkaibigan tayo.
alam ko yun.
dahil hanggang doon lang tayo.

sana, nakita mo kung gaano ka kahalaga sa paningin ko.
sana...
pero hindi.
Anna Lo Nov 2017
VHS
It seems so long ago
When I think about it now
Like watching an old VHS in my mind
A tape constantly rewinding to the parts
I don’t care to remember

But tonight all I can see is your thumb tracing my lips
Your hungry gaze upon me
Seeking an answer almost
An answer I can no longer give you

Tonight all I can see is
My hand holding onto your hand
Feeling your warmth on that cold night
Similar to tonight

It seems that I am the only one
Who has locked apart of you forever
In the hidden depths of my mind
It’s a habit of mine, I am sorry

But over time, these memories
Hurt less and less
Feel less and less like they
Were mine to keep
It’s become an unfamiliar picture
A distant hazy feeling
I’ve learned to let go

But tonight
All I can see is this VHS
A part of you I have kept
On the darkest of nights
To keep me company
For to feel this momentary pain
Is better
Than to feel nothing at all
Anna Lo Nov 2017
You don’t seem to remember a lot
That’s okay, I’ll hold onto the memories for now
Like an old picture hanging on the corkboard in my room
You’re there when I wake
Illuminated by the morning sun’s gaze
You don’t mind hanging there on my wall
An unexpected visitor lingering in my mind
Catching my eye when I least expect it
But I’ll wait, as I always do
As morning turns into night, and night into day
As the sun shines through these windows
Ultraviolet waves upon my memories
I’ll wait for your colors to fade
solEmn oaSis Oct 2017
YOU CAN LOVE ME AS LONG AS YOU WANT ( choking )
THAT'S ALL I COULD GIVE! ( with teary eyes already )
JUST ALWAYS REMEMBER THIS --- ( sighing )
THERE WILL ALWAYS BE  AN " US "... ( sobbing )
BUT I WON'T PROMISE YOU WHAT I AM LONGING TOO! . . .
( taking a deep breath )
. . . . . A "WE" ( heart breaking )
My 100TH Sentimental Journey
reading You here @hellopoetry
I Wrote and enjoy
That's all i convey
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