I have wanted you for so long
but pining is too painful
so now I want you gone

so gentle and understanding

pining silently, too friendly looks

brushes, only an artist would use

our union under the moon

what should've been, blooming for you

even as I depart, I leave you keeper of my heart

watch over me well, my tender one

I thought I lost you,
but you found me in others.  
so long as you’re loved...

if there be a better way
whereby, that i could say
what i feel for you by night or day
that holds me in perfect sway

that moment, when years away
my heart wandered astray
and reached a haven there to stay
weathering, seasons sad or gay

many summers and springs display
times and time of age and gray
yet not a grain of morbid decay
in life's tests which my love assay

youthful strides of bygone days
the careful gaits of sage
or listless as a corpse shud lay,
with you my soul will stay.

he looks so good in the sunlight.

and maybe it's his clear skin, the clear skin he boasts that he got from his mother, or maybe it's his hair, how it just looks nice on the top of his head, or maybe it's his eyes, looking softly at me for once.

or maybe--

maybe it's just him.

(and it's me, it's always me, falling in deeper and deeper into this ****** ocean called emotions until no one can pull me out.)

I lose all sense of time and space;
suspended weightless i drift
towards you.
Always,
towards you,
never ceasing to desire your gentle hands,
one last time.
I hear your heart,
beckoning from somewhere I do not know;
but i do know that once I find you,
I will be
home.

I can't quite tell your eye colour

You don't even know my name

But somewhere a fire started

And I'm the one to blame.

When I look at you, I wonder

Just what you think of me

When I think the world of you

And if we will ever be.

I should have known that this would happen

The explosion, the fall

The burning passion growing rapidly

As I long for you once more.