Confidence was gained over a period of time
So was experience and expertise
Everything in present cannot be like it was in the past
A lot has happened since the past has happened to be a thing of past
The past and present are two different things, two different states and two different sides of the same coin
Over a period of time the past varies from present as does the present varies from past.

As time passes by things change
Over a period of time what happened in past remains a thing of past
A lot has changed in everything done before in past when compared to present.
The individual remains the same
His skills, methods, techniques, they remain the same, as they are
Originality holds it's state, position and place.

Striving to win always remains the aim
It goes on in mind since the past,
In present too
Also along in the future
Striving to win remains the aim.

Now all that remains is related to time
It’s a matter of time,
Within a period of time everything has changed

Still the mind and it's thought are active
As of now the mind is at work and work goes on
Relating to the past,
Ascertaining the future
Again at the same moment of time remaining in the present moment of time is what goes on at some point of time during the day
It’s like the work of a pendulum clock that keeps ticking throughout the day
It's the mind that is at work and work goes on.

After a period of time, now it's time that everything will change
Something better will happen
Efforts were made since the past
Definitely a positive change will get reflected in the present
It takes time for things to change and to improve
Still the time consuming process is worth waiting for.

See to it that everything happens as per what was thought, planned and decided
If something is missing, search for the missing aspect
Once decided and planned
Each and everything must then move accordingly
Definitely search for something, which you think you have lost
Search for a moment or two from the past, which you feel you have lost.

Justified are the ways of living a life when everything looks bright and shinning from outside
In the present it’s love
In past it was struggle
After all its life
Reciprocate to the changes that take place in the present with regards to what else can be done in the future
Accept the change that took place in present
Now ascertain the future.

In the past things were different
At present they are still lot different
No one knows how everything will shape in the future.

Risk is a part of the game
It’s not a question of whether you take it or not
If you take it and prove yourself
You win the game
If you don’t and lose the game
It’s entirely your fault
Irrespective of your decision as to whether or not you take a risk, risk has always remained part of the game
Whether you take it or not, it’s all up to you.

Feel the heat of the moment
Feel the pulse
Get a sense of feeling with regards to the threshold moments.
Discover a few things from past
Search for the lost moments from past.

Sometimes it rains
Sometimes it settles
Sometimes there is a bit of sunshine and then you come across a rainbow
That’s what most of the time life is all about, which constitutes of so many different aspects put together at the same point in time.

time to go flay my temple under hospital lights like a bound pig          time to spread my desire wide for them to lick their lips over chronic pelvic bleeding & gory, citrus insides          shove it in me baby, tell me where it hurts, tell me that im dying

Take me to an art museum on our first date  
       Snip pictures of me next to the masterpieces and when im hungry buy me a veggie burger and strawberry smoothie
          Compliment my kinks when I take out my braids tell me on gorgeous even on  
            those "****** days ".
Support my dream to strut the runway but dont force me to go to church on Sunday
                 Love me for who i am
                       Is all I ask
            Effort will take you a long way
         Once you complete this task

Gaya ng pagtapos sa isang pangungusap
Nilagyan mo rin ng tuldok ang ating kwento
Ako'y nakiusap
Sana'y huwag sumuko

Naalala ko ang iyong mga sinabi
"Kailangan nating tapusin ito
Upang makapag- umpisa tayong muli
Kahit hindi na ako maging parte ng iyo"

Ngayon ay nauunawaan ko na
Salamat sa pagligtas sa akin sa mga luha
Nahanap ko na ang tamang tao para sa akin
Na hanggang dulo ako'y mamahalin

is like ******, the agony ***** at its ****** time.

Today is Menstrual Hygiene Day
But I don't feel very clean
Because you can wash the outside
But even in 2015
Even in these realms of gender equality
And liberty on how to be sanitary
There's no solution for
internal Hygiene
And my blood that's not blood
This muddy flood more than ******
Is somehow still obscene

Today is Menstrual Hygiene Day
Today is a day I am 'on'
The switch is flicked
Blood engaged
And desirability gone
A secret leak, girls so meek
Whisper requests to friends
For dry bleached cotton to stuff and to mend
A recurring trend of defence and anxious bends
To stop the sprawling reddish brownish stain
Of the unexplained fertile woman shame

Today is Menstrual Hygiene Day
Girls in this world are dying and sick
This day promotes an unfortunate fix
Of our wealthy model that still prefers *****
That shows ***** on screens but never female produce
That allows 'I have a cold' but not 'I'm losing some ******'  
'feminine hygeine' aisles,
not 'period supplies' or 'Menstruals'
Disguised packets essential,
to store myself in,
Yet I've never glimpsed the contents of a sanitary bin,

It's Menstrual Hygeine Day
I hygienically ******* today
So I don't understand why this man
Will feel me on his chin and hands
But when the calendar strikes four
It doesn't do it anymore
I'm on and your off
I'm on and turning on stops  
Between my legs this mess
These dregs of last month make me less
Than my best or even a success
At being a woman despite my *******
And my fully functioning, leaking flesh
The appeal is repealed when you feel some real feels
And I continue to walk without showing pain  
To avoid any questions I cannot sustain

Today is Menstrual Hygiene Day
I take my pills for my mahogany strain
I didnt realise from my first stain
What was normal for bloodshed and symptoms and pain,
My packets talk in grams and the doctors in millilitres
My bedsheets spoke volumes and mattress screamed deeper
My knickers whispered ****** and my thighs of a foetus
Stressed and grievous
I don't live in Nepal, I'm lucky for my resources
And the understanding nature of modern social forces
You haven't  degradated or segrated this hateful female fate starting
But I'm far from delighted with the slight common sense parting
When I've seen these secret unfair truths
As normal until there's something compare to
Why do we teach shame and silence
For another simple act of natural violence?
Why will you handle dirt and dead meat,
But not a person alive and craving your heat
And I am sick of my flowers  and unclean until the even
Of my life and one quarter of my natural season

Today is Menstrual Hygiene Day
But I don't feel very clean
Because I've washed and washed the outside
But there's blood all down the seams

internal, shed
life unlived
cells between myself and I
pieces of me and of you, if you had been
Wander in wonder at pain unfolding
Is this creation?
Am I Mother?

Burning softly, little ember
life unlived
holding you inbetween me and myself
warm little creatures, life before life
Am I creating?
Am I killing by not creating?

Am I Mother, barren and overflowing
Am I Father, sowing and reaping
I am Earth internal eternal
Galaxy, spawn from where humanity will not

Nutrients imbedded imbue imperfection
I forgot you were here, little ones
Lives unlived
Little ember growing and flowing
I will endure for the sake of possibilities
Little me little you little us
Lives to make
People we create
I am Mother

A nauseous feeling in my stomach
A trip to the bathroom tells me more than I need to know
A blood stain in the toilet bowl
Get up
Get a ******
Lean over,
Throw up

Why?
Because this isn't who I am
Just a daily reminder of the word "female"
Female this
And
Female that
Female
Female
Female
♀

But what if there is more to it?