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Zead Jun 2015
This is not mine!
THIS IS NOT MINE!
THIS IS NOT MY HOME!

your diamond ***
intense compaction and heat
clear like hash gum
red as a cherry until it pops bittersweet
the end is enough
but victory feels naught
years of blood I cough
and hate is what i'm taught.

Away from sane
Pleasures of pain
Try and keep the loose locks chained
Realities plane
From what we gain
Oh life is tamed
From heart to brain
Your name is bane
Now I’m the same
These maggots of shame
Express my frame
The life of death is but a game

The fowls in your lies
They **** out my eyes
Streaking fire harmonize
Along the lines of mental suicide
now lost in higher skies
Known like when a ghost dies
Inegligible melting wax
With a sea of philosophical facts
Tearing your nails for satisfaction
incomprehensible refractions
why try to grasp such fractions
to only destroy your foundation?
like narcotics and communication
or the vane abyss of dead relaxation
Sirena May 2015
Every year on the twenty first of February you are the reason for the big smile on face
You add a new prettier bigger candle onto my birthday cake
You bring me into your strong arms and give me the warmest hug that a father could give
Every year I wish for the same thing, for you to spend my birthday with me again
The perfect husband and father
You are my mother's soulmate
And my best friend
You, however,are nonexistent
You left my mother
And you never showed me love,not even on the twenty- first of February
You never gave me a warm hug not even once
In my imagination is were you live
But reality would always get rid of you
And it broke my heart every year on the same day
Every year until my sixteenth birthday I wished for the same thing, for you to spend the twenty first of February at least once with me
All I wanted
All I needed
Was to be your little girl
At least just once
On the twenty-first of February
But you are nonexistent...
Little Azaleah May 2015
His love never really existed. It's just a heart-rending illusion.

{ E.I }
Little Azaleah May 2015
I'm drowning in this ocean where you do not exist.

{E.I}
mistyholly Feb 2015
you see
once my mission is accomplished
it could be time
because happiness doesn't exist for me
Greyson Fay Dec 2014
If this is love
i dont want it.
long silences and light insults
bear no fun for me

where have we gone?

once so sweet.
i remember you described me as innocent
now i am anything but

where did i go?

you were so kind
your heart glew with passion
your eyes were bright.
happy.
now they are dark
they shine only with lust and jealousy

where did you go?
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i believe we are coming to an end
i remember bursting into joy upon your arrival
now i’m wary or your moods
there is no telling which i do not like
your arrival
or your departure
--------
Are we happy?
is this love?
do we want this?
what are we together for?
--------
you said it yourself.
this relationship is stress and trouble
---
i used to make you happy
---
on phonecalls
we would stay up all night
laughing and whispering

now your texts
are almost
-nonexistent-

where did the conversation go?
About none in particular. just an idea i had in my mind.
Chalsey Wilder Sep 2014
Nonexistent you
You make me want to see the next day
You make me love every minute of life
You make my heart feel lighter
You remind me how dark I am
You make me want to open up to love and life

Just like you're nonexistent, these feelings are too
;-;

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