I've imagined our farewell so many times,
hugs and sweet words of an impossible love.

I really thought I knew when I was going to see you for the last time,
I even planned it.

How I would walk out that door to never look back.
With my head held high, the feeling of relief, freedom.

Little did I know that it already happened, and I missed my que.

Instead of my moment of glory I walked out in anger, with my last words still saved.

The big moment I've been waiting for..

Gone.

It was nothing like I imagined.

No doves flied off the ground, no cheering crowd, the skies didn't clear for me.
Nothing.

It was a night drowning in alcohol and emptiness, it was our song.
It was grief.

That's what it was.

But i was the one writing the final chapter about us. I gave us closure.

Now it's time to close the book, to put it on the shelf of memories.

sighing through the evening,
i can't help but feel that sigh.
i'm pausing for a moment,
but the moment passes by

Shining stars have got light from You
and started twinkling
You have bestowed night with stars,
Morning with heavenly dawn,
Flowers with a sweet smell,
Birds with alluring tweets
But when I saw my inner sight
I felt a **** and attained a divine light
And felt a bliss
So after that
I am unable to see
anything except You
O! my Lord!
There is nothing
outside of Your circumference
in the universe.

A poem is a capsule
Of a moment.
It's how I felt
At the time.
Right now, for instance,
I feel okay,
But I expect
I'll change my mind.

Blood is thicker than water
When it pulls through your heart
Take me down to the water with you
We’ll soon tell them apart

In one single moment you will
Watch me as I’m washed away

Those currents that flow
Deep within your soul
Each and every way
They happen to make us
Believe in ourselves
No matter what they say

That blood is thicker than water
As it was at the start
When the spirits that brought
Her to you
Then they pulled you apart

In one single moment you will
Watch me as I'm washed away

By currents that flow
Deep within your soul
Each and every day
They happen to make us
Believe in ourselves
No matter what they say

Until the time comes
To shine
We find what we’re meant to see
It  will drown all your fears
It will drive you to tears

In one single moment you will
Bring on that heavenly thrill
It will make you realise
It will open your eyes


Blood is thicker than water
Thicker than water
Harder than stone
You're never alone

In one single moment you will

I hear your heavy breath as you lie next to me. You struggled not for the first time to get on the bed, which you know is by invitation only. In out, in out. The pattern is soothing yet it troubles me that your golden muzzle is turning silver. Snoring now, I smile as you fall deeper and deeper into puppy dreamland. Where do you go on these journeys? Back to playful puppyhood? Chasing the wind, nipping at wafting dandelion seeds? Am I with you in that moment? Throwing a stick for you, or rolling alongside you in the waving grass? You are a true and loyal friend. Our time is now, in the moment, and for every moment after. Even if I have to lift you onto the bed, which you know is by invitation only.

Come on up old pup.

The mind is an endless maze,
that calls to be investigated,
and be challenged as each brain cell opens.

The heart is a sacred temple,
that summons in song to investigate,
and live inside as one awakens to find peace.

The moment is a gift divine,
that ticks with the motions of a tock to explore.
Investigate as one masters
Earths Game before going home.


StarBG © 2017