started from a simple melody,
i just found out that love is real.
through eyes..
and through ears.

i love when we were together in your cozy room,
i love the way you sip your hot lemontea.
i love tracing your body, because every inch of it
is a new experience.

baby, every second of my life i beg universe to not giving us a space.
every single night i wish to the stars to make you stay a little longer.
and everytime the sun rising i plea to the sun to make your day warm.

Those darker days came around and left me spiraling out of control.
More often then not, my finger hovered over your contact but my pride wouldn't let me call for anything.
When you tell me you love me, I feel my chest tightening because I can't maintain a normal heart rate.
You give me anxiety.
Every time you walk away, I step an inch further off this cliff.
You think I don't care when I shut down but that's me stopping myself from self destructing.
You destroy me in the best way possible, I just can't understand how you did it.
It's almost like you found the key to my pandora box.
I need your voice.
I miss your touch.
I want you here.
Your kisses make me lose my breath, but I crave them after each and every one.
I don't know how you do it.
I can't control these feelings I have for you even though I should.
So when you ask me what did I come back for, my reason is obvious.
I have no control.

This particular soul
Doomed to endure eternal love

This particular soul
Cursed by the mourning dove

This particular soul,
Wretches under the spell

“BIND IT , WOVE IT !” , They screamed
Poor entity
Bedevilled by such enchantments

And so,

The spirit shivered , raw to much affection,
So it seeped ,
Like cushioned paint oozing from the tin

So then,

Strings of passion , fondness yearned out of the shell
Clinging onto ,
Partial Juliet’s  
For much love is too much to bear
Alone
Wherein the entity feared most

Therein ,

The soul shared love openly
Why may you ask?
The fear of loving one so intensely
Would leave him alone , broken and densely

So it makes sense to the broken wreck ,
To fraction his emotion
As the fears of loving oneself,
And another,
Whole heartedly ,

May crush this particular soul

As I held you cupped in my hands
My little Robin
Did I notice the wounds
The bruises

Had I held on too long?
For a meager bird does not belong in cramped spaces
But how could I learn to let you go?
A bird so grandiose
So sumptuous

As I observe more
My little robin
Did I notice then the damage caused by me
God created you to be set free
Is your wings not designed to launch?
To blow you with the wind,
Home?

Yet I enclose your purpose
With my hands
Am I selfish for wanting to stay a little longer,
My little robin?

Yet you fidget within my grasp
Wanting to fly,
Home

I guess this where I say goodbye
I am sorry,
My little Robin
For the casualty I have caused

I am not your home
I realise and so
My hands,
Fingertips
Slowly unravel

Little Robin you spread your wings,
And take off
Taking a piece of my heart with you,
Home

I prayed for you and God delivered.
I heard the meaning of your name and my body shivered.
As is if the ******* on your chest didn't make me quiver
Your beautiful smile got me bewildered.

I prayed for you and God delivered
The girl with a heart of gold within her.
As if we're newbies on the block acting like beginners.
There are nights when we eat eachother for dinner.

I prayed for you and God delivered.
There you were afraid of getting thinner.
As if thicker or thinner you still ain't a winner.
I won't hesitate to put my **** right up in ya.

I prayed for you and God delivered
Pumping iron to strengthen the inner mental.
Squashed by all the inner metal, our love looked like withered petals
But now we're back together
we deserve our ******* medals.
The biggest comeback in history we've been scoring them relationship goals.

I prayed for you and God delivered.
I always see you in my mental pictures
As if I I'm actually really chillin witcha
I can't believe we met only this year.

I prayed when I took a breather
At the time I wasn't a believer
But now I can truly receive her
By walking away from deceivers.

I made this poem from the deeper
Depths of my heart that only whisper.
As if honesty honestly honours thee
It doesn't get much better than hours can be.

There were times when you may have doubted me.
But Our love is as true as truth can be.
There's nothing right now that means more to me
than the look on your face when you look at me.

I prayed for you and got delivered,
to this utopia called LOVE pre-winter.
With kisses and hugs we littered
Through ditches and RIDGES we glittered.

I prayed for you and God delivered
To us, a gift called love.
There's no greater gift from above
I love you. I love you, MY LOVE.

If there is something,

That maybe I can just bring back in time

The echoes of voices of the angels sings,

Or maybe memories of you that gone it seems.

Life is a hell of a ride,

To meet different faces,

To meet different type,

To tie different laces,

To gone a different hype



If there is something,

I can make out of my past,

Is to hold your hand,

And to confess that I like you at last,

Not because of any money nor fame,

Nor power nor lust,

But simply because in all words and act

You are simply perfect

Too perfect that I kept it in

Just to be blown away like dust



Before I die,

If there is something,

That I can say nor see

''I wanna love all of you''

''Just the way it should be''

''Just the way it want to be''

''Just the way it gonna be''

Then i would close my eye

To let the angels take me,

And sing me my last lulaby

Knowing my heart and its voices,

Will stay near you,

Because that is the place it should be



I know,

Words won't be enough,

To tell you what I felt,

The moment I saw you,

The moment I know you,

The moment I hold you,

The moment when I hold you hand,

To dance to the ryhtm,

Without a sorrow,

Like a happy rabbit in its burrow

To dance and Love you

Like there is no tomorrow



If there is something

I wanna do before I go,

Is to say I love you,

All this time,

All this years,

It is only you,

Im Sorry

That I had fallen in Love With You.

Sincerely
Jacquim

Some like it violent
Insatiable in every sense
Brutal and arousing
Bruises and bitemarks
That draw blood
A delight, red and raw
Teeth marks sinking into flesh

Miss Mass ******
And her new boyfriend
Mister Mysterious
Are in love
Shiny and new
Like the first drop
From a finger pricked
On a cerated knife

But it was too much too soon
Twisted young love asphyxiates
In rooms without privacy
Hitting a new a high
Pointed teeth and fanged smiles
Cigarette drags on moonless nights
*** and death intertwined
There is lust after life

Together forever
Side by side: six feet under
Unnatural and unlawful
It was a night to dismember
A funerary wedding
His and hers in a hearse
Rattling tins and dangling bones
Just married written in a scarlet hue
That is not ink

I am opaque.
Just as a chameleon,
I blend.
But, long for color,
that connects us.
That too is opaque,
gray even.
As clouds,
heavy with rain.
Or fog,
as I reach blindly.

You don’t see me.

I am opaque.
Unworldly in sight,
but warm with blood.
Feverishly pumping,
want and need.
To touch,
that touches nothing.

You don’t feel me.

I am opaque.
Follow, I do the waltz,
seamlessly to impress.
Supporting each step,
as your wings are spread.
Catching the wind to fly,
I fall, knowing my place.

You don’t need me.

I am opaque.
Embrace,
is how I dream.
In reality, separated,
by brick and stone.
Each break mended,
carefully from the other side.
I am tired and sore,
but I pick away.

You don’t want me.

I am opaque.
With a low head, I choose,

to stay this way.
Defeated, the fog rolls in,
thick and vengeful.
I will do what I do best,
blend.

I am opaque.