Morose, tongue-tied lunatic
Rattles off his hates, watches loves sink
Hypothetical end-on-end
Wrenches life out, a mouth-to-mouth death
Never seeking anything
Never seeing anything
More than the previous
Light
Callous-ridden fingers pull
On caskets long buried and closed
Thinks forever is a substitution for stable, never-changing, never-ending love
Never knowing anything
More than the previous
Light
Shakes the world away
To relive better days
Losing everyone he’s ever replaced
Shakes the world away
To relive better days
Losing everyone who’s ever stayed
Sullies every heart
To stilled blood
Cracked vein
Idle love
1:36am, April 3rd 2013
inability
to be
anything
more
than
some previous
better /
worse
me.