5 shots vision;blurry my voice is slurry. 10 shots down my throat, liquor filled with doubt and woe. 15 shots burning down on me, drunk of the Hennessy 20 shots and everything is blurry tonight, im drowning with 20 shots and counting
When we first met I looked at you as if you were the sun, The moon, And every star and planet That ever did exist Or ever will.
You looked at me Like a kitten Would look at a toy mouse, Or maybe How a wingless bird Would look at the sky.
Now, you only look at me that way Once your mind Has fogged up From the invitingly warm Unmoving smoke Leaping off of the blunt we share.
You only embrace me When the dark water Invades my mind Making my words sweeter than honey, My brain, dimmer than the night sky, And my heart Desperate for any sign You're still there.
And After I have no choice but to listen And nod As you explain to my child-like mind Why I can't sleep Next to you, Or even at your place, And how "Next time" You'll be fine with it. I'm too drunk to protest. Or to walk. Or to tell you How much I love you, Or how depressed I am, Or how sometimes, I wish death would sneak me away, Or how afraid I am to lose you. I simply nod, And agree that, "Next time we can cuddle And sleep" And that the bad thoughts won't creep Because you're there.
Inebriation This liquid numbs my soul. It gives me strength in its content , as I no longer have any. It's strong burn down my throat allows for me to feel something. Anything. No need to chase a welcomed guest. I'm afraid to feel- so I mask.
in pulls in shots in any form I can have it.
The inebriation is euphoric. Unlike any other feeling , This liquid numbs my soul .
There are many things I drink to achieve this state of inebriation. The strongest liquor of them all- Love.
I can hold it together sober, But the alcohol brings out the best and the worst in me The hopeless poet, the jealous *****, The miserable, lost child. ****, the taste of red wine on my lips, As they run down your body and ****, the burn in my throat. ****, the way the mirror image shifts left to right. Holding on to the wall with one arm And holding up my life with all my might. ****, ***** and boys, liquor and love. **** it all.