a state of standstill is a state of decline
an excess of sediment, an ineffective wine
i only hear that defining moment of time
in the less and less frequent creaking of the keys
the same old letters sadly clack
but can't ever get it back
heart's not in it
can't stay ******
overreactions come to attack
an embarrassing pervert that you already *****
every hour since a desperate hour
wolf crying wolf every five seconds
where the collective cower
****** is always his death name
dont wear it out
wear it where the collective cower
every hour since a desperate hour
hands in the pockets
of that dress with pockets
calling out his death name
when the coming time comes
wolf hands caught in the pockets
of that dress with the pockets
She loved the
And at the
melt into me
Dip n' dots
written by me... ..
There was/is a carnival/festival that arrives every mid summer year in my area in Eden.
One year when I was a bit younger, I was walking through this carnival with 2 of my male friends.
We passed a group of 4 young women.
Each woman was surprisingly fixated on me.
There was a fine one, an okay one, one that I probably would never date and then there was her, "the Carnival".
She was a bit overweight but her face was model material, beautiful!
She would not stop letting me know how hot that she thought I was so....
I dated "the Carnival" (Angela) and all I can say is that I made the right choice.
i wonder what it would be like to touch lips with the mona lisa,
parchment paper tasting like olives and old wine.
how dare i so much gaze upon those royal crowns
when their value is more than i can name--
sailing ships just to catch her name,
paddling monstrous waters to merely catch her gaze.
freckles on your skin resembling ancient constellations
that i still see to this day,
that made me love those stars that gleamed in her eyes
looking at me as if i'm her prey.
but there's already an arrow in my heart,
i'm begging god to let me fight for her honor
a princess in shining armor.
only ancient when i close my eyes,
you are art amongst the flowers--
please don't float away.
Did you whisper a prayer before the roar of the inevitable end?
Should we have listened harder,
held you closer,
and tried so very much more
to persuade your troubled mind
not to let go?
I don't know.
You, in all your lightness
held me so convincingly
in oblivion of your parched spirit.
Too many years of despair, I reckon.
And too little human affinity found.
I will never know, what drove your final decision to meet the vast unknown.
It's terrifying me to think
that you felt that was the only choice.
But even if I grieve that you will never
light up the world with your dazzling smile,
or kindness anymore.
I see you for the brave and wondrous creature that you are.
Brave to live so far.
And brave to end it.
Nothing grows now,
the dry spell hit this summer hard.
The gentle fragrance of all blossoms
linger in the air ever since you took your leave.
Dear angels in the heavens... you have a new sister now. Be kind to her, love her and hold her so hard that she will never again feel lacking.
a mystery to fathom in a famous frame
smiling from canvas with story to tell
oh lady of the portrait oh lady of fame
the painter captured your face so well
those who study art ponder and ruminate
on the enigmatic pose that doth beguile
no brush strokes conveying your mind state
angles inspected of daubed profile
yet the secret stays ever concealed
baffling them all with slightly turned lip
nothing of the puzzle being so revealed
closeted away in an artist's dip
Leonardo da Vinci yielded scant insight
on masterfully shading the subject's light
You paint me up with colors
That don’t speak to all my flaws
You airbrush bits of who I am
And look at me in awe
I am your prized possession
Your trophy and your muse
Within me rests your vanity
and things you cannot lose
I used to want a love like this
To shower me in praise
Your flattery is dreary now-
It lacks the warmth I crave
This love it leaves me empty
Like I’m only halfway living
How could you ever be my vessel
If you can’t touch my inner being?
If you can’t trace the patterns of my soul
To the creases in my brow
How could you love me one day
If you can’t truly love me now
See, all I ever wanted
Was someone who would say
“I see through all your brokenness
And still, I choose to stay”
we were in love
and you broke that apart
how could you do that
to your own daughters heart
you're a terrible mother
i want you to know
you're the one thing
that's making me go
she did not do it
she wants me to stay
nothing you do
will make this okay
so next time i see you
don't be surprised
when i scream at you
and tell you to die
it's about my ex's mom; i don't actually want her to die i'm not that insane
You cannot touch her,
As she overlooks you with her straightened jaw.
Her proud eyes,
Waiting for the moment when your strength gives in,
And opened up,
She plunges into your depths.
Yes - She has seen you before,
As she carries back out of your darkness,
The little light,
And the moisture that was your love.
Dropping them onto the floor, and
With her own,
More delicate hand,
Reframes herself on the wall.
more to see you smile.
I'd love you more
than he ever did.
You're not stuck
in the barrier
take my hand.
more to see you smile.
I'd smitten you
Just to see you smile.
Your voice is a pale yellow, said the boy who
Etched colors into sounds. What he didn't say was that her
Loneliness dyed it that color, and that mosaics
Like her are much more that that; but she can't see herself as art.
Only a broken heart sewn together by shaking fingers,
Whittling away on a train to somewhere.
"I want to be one of you..."
(after episode 6 of znt)