keep your head up you’re all you got
You got free your mind from all of them negative thoughts
thoughts of disaster, thoughts of not being good enough
thoughts that make you wanna say **** life and fumble up.
You’re funny af, genuine, sweet who wouldn’t love you?
The purest of them all dont put nothing above you.
Cuz Anyone who says differently are the real posers,
They’re all fake stitched up &  molded together,
the ones who always have something to prove,
someone who never has anything to lose.
So don’t listen to em if they tell you anything different,
it’s anything but significant, negative souls drive evil intentions
keep your head held high you’re all that you got, you got free your mind from all of them negative thoughts.

A man will try to make you feel
Like the *** between your thighs
Is the only thing you have to offer
And the only thing you should be ashamed of
But why should I be ashamed
Of what makes me a woman?
Yes, I bleed once a month
But it doesn't compare to the    
Flowers that have grown between my legs
Because I have given life
And life lives within me
Men insult this place
As if this was not their
Gateway to their first breath
They fail to realize that they
Are half-woman too

Not easy become independent woman..
You will handle all of problem..
Going to some where alone..
Even though for medicine..

But you can do whatever want to do..
You can going every where you want to go..
You can take all the things with responsibility..

Sometimes enjoying staycation..
Sometimes going around the world..
Sometimes eating so much..
Sometimes playing around with car..
Sometimes having fun with no limit..

But

Sometimes you must handle big problem by yourself..
Sometimes you need to go to medicine alone..
Sometimes you need driving alone even though you are ill..
Sometimes you are crying alone..

This is the taste of being independent woman..

I have finally found my worth
Finally started loving myself.

- The best thing that 2019 gave me.

I wish I was away from you,
Wish I was stronger than you
I wish I never depended on you.
But most of all,
I wish I never needed you.

it is easy to ride 
the wave of life
to let forces carry you 
from one place to the next 
and little by little 
you forget who you are
and why you are 
it takes great strength 
to step off this rollercoaster 
and embark on a new path
that is uniquely you

is this what they call fate
and can it ever change
is that what they all say
the opinions stay the same
that bar just keeps on raising
and i'm shriveling up like raisins
been like that since the beginning
but by the end i hope i'm grinning
cause birds gotta leave their nests right
so i'm gonna live my best life
or drop like a deer in headlights
paralyzed in my dreams and nightlights