we were nothing.... and i sat there and looked at you like you held the world in your hands, but still we were nothing....
when we looked at each other it was like worlds were colliding,
I could feel the invisible string tugging at us, making it so obvious.
I ached for you.... craved to know what you felt like, what it would feel like to know you and hold you.
you were holding me hostage with just your eyes.
and god, when we touched, just our hands.... it was fire, pure exotic fire, setting ablaze in our souls. telling us.... making it so clear.
how could we not have?
how could we have sat there in front of each other for so many weeks and not just plant the seed that was so ready to bloom, before it was even in the ground?
how could we have let this slip by so silently while crying to be released?

My heart that seeks the world to mend,
With kindness, love, and courage to lend.
In every thought, in every sigh,
The love I have for you won’t die.
The world may change, and time will flee,
But in my heart, you’ll always be.
In your presence, I find my peace,
A love that never seeks release.
You are the best person I've ever met,
May my love for you never end.

The day you called me by her name,
Fear took root in my heart—
A quiet dread of losing us,
Of love slipping into shadows.

If you'd let me—
I'd paint your face and cherish you forevermore
Your shining features is as captivating as the ocean's shore
Shining beauty, truly an allure
Your voice, an unknown sound I yearn to hear
My dear, in my restless nights, in my dreams
You're all I could ever wish for.

Even if your town's folk despise me
Or even if I'm exiled by my own
I'd never feel alone, for I still see your face in my eyes
I hear your name echoing in my heart
I feel love flowing in my body
And that dim light glowing inside of me, shines brighter than any precious memory.

What should I do for the rest of the year:
mentioning your name to the fullest
then retreat
no letting bygones be bygones
for a while. fifteen days.
Living the memory
You.
I'm still honest thief
Time.
I adore YOU
(Untold)

I imagine you
walking to the room
looking at me
taking my hand
and kissing it
saying sweet nothings to me
but then the reality hits
you are really gone
dead
but i still imagine your lips against mine

but you are gone
not coming back to me

i wish i could feel your arms around my waist
your breath against my neck
your lips against my lips
your voice filling my ears
just one last time

but you are gone forever