I know you've never seen me before,
but I've always been here.
Just invisible

I know the day this becomes my old poetry

I will see all its faults
"This was wrong and that was false"
I'll say in one big fit.

There won't be anything
that makes me angry
besides my own accidents.

Maybe it's ironic
how I'll inquire
why it made an impact.

I look now with love,
later with loathing,
and long ago with the least.

You told me that I'm your only one
you swore to me that you'll never be gone
you promised me that we're always bind
that's why I put them in my heart and mind.

Reminiscing those mem'ries while sitting in this lonely bench
the picture of your smile, melt
faithful heat, but suddenly I realized
that we are now apart.

When the sun is setting and the wind is blowing
I prayed I'm in your arms again
when the rain is falling the cold beholding, I remembered your forgotten promises.

My scattered dreams and shattered heart is waiting again for you to start
and asked my self where are you now
'cause you left to me you broken vow.

I am true to you but you never do
and our love will never last
in our
perfect past.

And so I am here again
Starting over, remembering the difference between what was, what is, what should have been

And so I am defining love
Unselfish, steadfast and unwavering through all that may try to invade what has been build to last

And so I see it for what it was
A desperate wanting for untainted promises and pure devotion by one who said he would

And so I see what I missed
The two were not equal; one was not tested and true. For she was the only one that was prepared, that was...

Worn

Where did I go wrong
Where did you go wrong
What did we do wrong
Holding onto the idea
We could be fine
We could fix this
Naive
That word was the beginning to the end
Hope
That was the falsity I never wanted