incomplete
it was a blue sky,
and there was a hope inside my heart,
but,why it doesnt seem like that ?,
that light brightly opening like an angel's ladder,
the 'me' inside your heart doesnt seem like the 'me' in my heart,
when did i start to feel like this?,
the cold and icy glory,
trapped in the fog,
inside your words,
flying throughout the night,
feeling hesitate for denying the truth,
that light opening like an angel's ladder,
nothing will gonna happen anyway,
these feeling keep binding me up,
make me feel miserable and incomplete,
everyday in pain ,
hopping that this is just a passing illusion,
disappearing with the pouring raindrops,
but,why it getting clearer everyday?
the further i go,
the closer it get,
im in fear,
but im keep hold on,
my burning heart not going to hold on,
even if im pray to god ,
i have to accept that the heart has lost its place,
the eyes has lost the light,
that light become bluring like an ink on a old paper,
the maze has changing,
it is a different path,
and i found 'you',
who lead me to the peace and silent,
where i have been safe and sound,
the darkness spread like a whirlwind,
im following 'you' who hold my hand,
like a ray of light in the darkness,
im following you,
to forget the curse of being incomplete.
this poems for people who survive as a "depress and skyzo" 'victim'
