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Kasti Mar 2019
As life and death while neither truly works

a fear of death and a fear of life fuels my flame

the things I do don’t particularly interest me anymore

I feel like I’m slipping away.

Silenced colors will eventually fade.

If I were to not fear death, would I be able to live?

If I were to not fear life, would I be able to die?

Neither living or dying

mere existing

what existence is this?

to dream of colors that don’t exist

is to say to not dream at all.

But colors that don’t exist envelop us in comfort

and worry falls to all.
Existentialism and love won't leave my mind
Strying Mar 2019
I remember your sweet eyes
your large smile
so good to me
so right
and then you pull me close
in the moonlight at midnight
and I close my eyes for a minute

Light
All I see is light
When I awaken its light
And I'm all alone

A note on the corner of the bed we slept in
I slowly inch toward it
I pick it up
Read the first line
and I throw it to the ground.

Can't take this.
I scream "SHIZZ."
Still can't believe it's all gone,
just like that.
Just like that,
my world ended.
My heart flew and crashed in that moment.

I wasn't ready.
I thought she was cooking surprise breakfast.
But she was
                                           just
                                                                            gone.
This makes me so sad. I hope it never happens to me!
Saint Audrey Mar 2019
Rip
Stay true to your mind
Inner calm, inner calm
Inner...
...
Buckling under pressure
Stay true to yourself
A few minutes
All these questions
Could've...
Thought...
About...
That...
Before...

Stop­.

...

Inner calm
Breathe

It's cold
It's too ******* cold
Help
Help
It's getting worse
Help.

What's that?
I think it's the door
I focus on that little worming, niggling voice
Burning
In the back of my throat

There's no point.
Help.
HELP
TS Aug 2017
How is it that I feel numbness and such pain all at once?

I feel the tears welling in my eyes but they never break through. I feel the pressure, the weight on my chest but tenseness all over my body. I feel angry, hurt, sad, and nothing all at the same time.

I can't focus on anything, I am debilitated. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I can't be.
floW Feb 2019
Run
                                                             ­                                          we can't fly
Speak
                                                       ­                                 we can't be invisible
Write
                                                 ­                                   we can't stop thinking
Do it.
                                                                ­               we don't live for eternity.
David P Carroll Feb 2019
Stuck forever in her mind
Oh sweetheart why am I
In what I don't seem to understand her,
Stuck for now until ever
I'm puzzled by this matter.

I ask her help she laughs
But the problems never go away her love or mine
You can't pass true love by
Happiness or sadness,



Real or fake?
My brain has frozen
My mind is a mess
In search of love oh wait
Or Death.

Puzzled by life
Puzzled by love
Truly puzzled by her
Love she loves me
She loves me not...
How do escape
This nightmare
It can't go on
I need to get out
Of this place
There are no
Doors around

Only the sound
Of madness
Running wild

Where am I?

No hints from her
Nor is there a walk way
But I never knew
What love could do
To me it's my love or her love

But trying to understand
True Love is truly

A puzzle to me.......
Her Or Me
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