Do you know how it feels?
What it feels like to be more than 6 feet under?
Being so far under, you would think that thunder would never occur.
A feeling so bad, that it suffocates you.
Shocks you, completely liberates you.
Your screams never fill the air, only your mind to keep you occupied.
People think you're to quiet, when really everything irritates you.
Everything becomes heightened for someone so far down.
The voices you hear, the random smells, people walking and you think they have their eyes upon you.
But they don't...
Remember; you're more than 6 feet under?
Believing the dirt surrounding you is the only friend you have.
It keeps you warm and absorbs your tears.
It has been keeping you alive...
You can't see it, except for others.
There are flowers sitting right on top of your grave.
No one put them there, except for you.
Because the ground absorbed you and your tears.
This is its way of showing gratitude.
No one can pick them up, except for you.
At the end of the day, you are the only person who can make yourself change and build yourself back up.
