What is this curse I bear...
To always be aware of my doings,
But never knowing why?
I am a lost ship with no rudder or flares,
I am a roaming car with no wheel,
I am a scout with no compass...
I am,
a soul,
a heart,
a mind,
with no truth
no light
nigh even a tenuous sky...
when I lay these eyes upon where the stars would be,
Mindnumbing shudders grapple my limbs and slay me forth against the walls I'd built but only to keep my heart safe,
mindrunning awild as I can only see behind me.
Time, rushing away from these brittle bones.
I,
have no idea
