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A Simillacrum Aug 2018
Oh, no. It's happened again.
My precious words have been turned
back on me in a manner of which
I disapprove.

It hurts -- and words
only win their worth
when they're soft,
when they're

pretty.

Zombie on the boulevard,
and then, a Big Gulp at my back.
Wetness, confusion, anger.
Laughter at my expense.

Tense enough to jump
off the overpass,
stuck to land,
glad to live.

What can you do?

The odds are just as good that
the driver and the passengers would,
years later, die painfully from cancer,
or make the permanent ulnar marks
that I chose not.

Honeyed words are sweet, yes, you're right.
I demand truth of myself, and there are times,
when my self is not nice. Does that then make
my words unworthy compared to yours?

In the end, I see,
the answer doesn't matter.
I should ask, instead:
does it make you mad that
there are so many things out of your control?

I've accepted this.
I guess that's why

I find it funny.
Also the name of an anime or manga series -- can't remember which. Tons, and tons, and tons of hawwwwt sexxxxxxx.

. . . now that I think about it, maybe it was a ******.
veil carrying stardust,
lift us from tis slumber,
guide us O, acorn hiding in the bark,
Dear, robin sing alongside,
Dogs as you carry the sleigh,
inspire us, give us courage,
Goddess of snow and winter,
calm the fire within us,
erase and cleanse the darkness,
be our gardener,
Master of forest,
help us bloom,
bless us with spells,
O mother,
let our footsteps,
cleanse and ward any evil,
make us fearless,
fill our hearts and hands,
with warmth of love seeking friendship,
Guide us O divine spirits,
Guide us everywhere,
be our compass,
and our protector.
Inspiration : Ancient Magus bride
MisfitOfSociety Apr 2018
Out of the womb into the microwave,
transforms you into a mindless slave.

Diet soda, chips with dip and a bucket of KFC,
sit next to me.
Black holes for eyes absorbant as a sponge to the colors in view.
The colors come to collide,
To whisper a message to my mind.
A message consisting of anime girls and talking animals,
not what people would call manly,
but it is a guilty pleasure,
so spare me the commentary.

So as I was saying,
I lay unmoving,
Licking my greasy fingers like a fat ****,
strapped down to my living room chair,
whilst the colours penetrated through my eye hole,
cutting deep into my soul.
******* out my mother ******* brain,
clearing reality out and washing it down the drain,
The conditioning from the wash has left me braindead,
painted a picture I don't understand but I will remember what it has said.

Phosphers,
of dreams and wonders,
grab me by the hand,
and whisp me off to wonderland.
It takes me,
Like a reaper,
out of my body,
to an obscure,
reality,
painting a picture,
fantasy.

Living in a world of simultaneous information,
Crawling inside and taking away my perception,
everyday,
a part of me is taken away.
They have,
Taken my eyes, so I can't see
Taken my ears, so I can't hear
Taken my heart, so I can't feel,
Taken my mind, so I can't think.

Out of the womb into the microwave,
transforms you into a mindless slave.
What did I just write
storm siren Apr 2018
You are the light
That spears my heart,
You were there
From the very start.

If I am the guiding star,
Let me find you,
Wherever you are.

In the depths of
This glistening night
You stand firmly at my left,
But it is right.

My fire is the blade
Of your lance,
And you are the
Burning, yearning
Light of my soul.
Shareen Quitalig Mar 2018
Waking up with a ghost
The girl that matter to him the most
The bittersweet feeling he has
Can I mend his aching heart at last?

I came back not knowing why
Knowing he can see me, I must not cry
Maybe I just got an unfulfilled wish
Or I just want to eat a dish.

I tried to make my friends see me
For them to know I am here
But every time I tried, no result.
They don't believe Jinta, it's an insult.

I know my time is little
I found out our bonds turned brittle
Secret feelings make us scattered
And everyone in the group surrendered.

While I did my best to mend
Time running fast and it's the end
One last time I know what to do
To rescue my friends from their ego.

To fulfill my wish, now I know
All of them are okay, it's time to go
Tears running in everyone's eyes
Now I can say no more lies.

To Tsuruko,  be gentle
To Yukiatsu, work hard
To Poppo, continue to be funny
To Anaru, always be wise
To Jinta, my love, thanks to you
I have proven to myself something
That even though I am dead
I still got that "I want to marry you".


---shakazaqui 12-6-17
(Ano Hi Mita Hana no Namae o Bokutachi wa Mada Shiranai)
Anohana: The Flower We Saw That Day

The feeling of Menma.
I really love this anime. It has 11 episodes.
Group of Friends, betrayal, secret feelings, love. everything was in here. A story which  reminds you of your youth!
And don't forget to bring tissues with you.
I'm sure you'll end up crying too! :)
Shareen Quitalig Feb 2018
My thoughts were divided,
myself were made into two.
I don't know what happened
between me and you.

I cling on you like I was a child,
longing for a mother's love.
I can't deny what I feel inside,
'coz I really think you are my love.

My life was shattered
when  I remembered my past
My memories that were scattered
were returned to me at last!

When I came to you, I was hurt,
I was slapped by the truth.
That you can't remember me
No matter what I do.

My heart was crushed.
All I think about is you.
And I know it is rushed,
but I want you to acknowledged me too

If this is revenged, so be it
But remember, I don't want to quit
If I loose myself for you to remember, so be it
Afterall, being forgotten hurts a little bit.


---shakazaqui 11-27-17
This was inspired by Lucy in Elfen Lied anime. Her life was so sad and I just can't bear to see her being accused of ruining everything. A person who just want to know her past, seeking love from the person he only knew. And yet,she was pushed away.

Thanks for reading
Shareen Quitalig Feb 2018
I am a woman, but no ordinary one
Beautiful, talented, cheerful and young
Everyone admires me
But they don't know about me.
I got dark past and I am being haunted by it everyday.
I need someone.
I need a savior.
I need love.
And then I fell in love.
All i think of is him.
I know he's weak.
And yet I chose him.
I can do anything for him.
Even ****.
I can. I will. I must.
I'll do it for him, for us.
And yet at the end of the day, still I can't get him?
Still, he doesn't love me.
Why?
Why did it turn out like this?
I was broken.
And yet I chose to fight 'till the end.
Is this all worth it?
I don't know.
I don't want to ask.
I will just do what I can.
With this broken heart I will love.
With this ****** mind I will learn,
With this fragile hand I will fight.
For you.
For me.
For us.

---Shakazaqui 11-27-17
This poem was inspired in MIRRAI NIKKI anime. She was Yuno. I just wanted to let everyone know her feelings. She was really hated in the anime. And I want to defend her.
Thanks for reading.
I was the biggest detective ever
who had lost a case never
The only wish that I ever had
Was to have a nemesis
Worth my fad


Then there was a killer
A serial killer
Who went by a pen name
He thought he was great
But for me, he was very lame


I waited for the time to come
To solve the perfect conundrum
Every piece of puzzle that I ever solved
Would help me catch the self-claimed God!

I worked my way through
Stayed awake even in my sleep
Let the devil creep
By my side
Let it glide
In my pursuit of The Real Devil
Who wanted to work against nature's will!


At last I found him in person
I would have loved to see him in prison
All my hypotheses
All my probabilities
Of identifying him as the criminal
Were heading to closure!

The day had neared
The time that shouldn't have come, he feared
The result was just here, for my self imposed penance
All was laid to rest, in a moment of si(L)ence!!!!
This poem has been written inspired by one of my favorite characters of all time - L from the Death Note Series.
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