Everyday I wake up with the same feeling,
I am afraid to be alone,
And I am more afraid to feel it..
For fours years,
This feeling has chased me.
Now I feel more alone among people.

I was a risk,
He didnt dare to take

Why do you haunt me so
Leave me alone in my happiness
You never wanted me to be happy
You never ever thought happiness could exist
How could it be surrounded by your constant frown
Your constant whining
Your constant complaining about everything
You never thought I could do it
You never gave me encouragement
Why
Why were you always afraid
Always thinking the worst
Always believing that failure was going to happen

Well the hell with you
I need a new attitude
I need to smile and succeed

Toxic Attitude BE GONE!
Let my new life begin....

Brian Hill - 2019#126
Inspired by remembering past attitudes...
Who out there has memories of past attitudes that creep up and surface...?

don’t fear to love
who you love the most
don’t fear the ones
who are color blind
who only see love in
black and white
don’t be afraid my darling
show them your pride
life is frighting,
but that’s just one side
love is love
and that’s the only thing thats right.