It's 2 in the morning
And I'm *triggered already
My body is aching
While I stop myself from crying
It's 2 in the morning
And my stomach is grumbling
I want blood, guts, cookies and cakes
I'm gonna puke them anyway
It's 2 in the morning
And I lie awake alone
With no one to hug me
Or tell me I matter
It's 2 in the morning *
And I'm *starting to recall
Every single name I've been called
Just to push me off the ledge
It's 2 in the morning
And I'm painting with a twist
The twist is the fact
That my canvas is my wrist
It's 2 in the morning
And I've written my last words
I'm caught in the loop of paradise
As I tip the chair to fall off
It's 3 in the morning
And my blood is dripping
My parents are crying
While I died smiling
They open up the letter
And they wept as the read:
*Dearest cruelest world,
Look at what you've done
You've crushed my fragile heart
And please don't tell me I'm being selfish
Because everyone wanted me dead
Sure my parents are mournful
But it's because of obligation
Not love
My siblings won't mind
Since they'll just take my possessions
And I'm sure my friends won't bother
Since they've all left me
So at the end of the day
I've done this for I pitied
What could have happened
If I continue to let them hurt me
Those lonely nights when
you just don't know why
you feel so depressed and angry....