Stop acting like you're perfect
We can all see your flaws
Stop acting like you're perfect
And stop sharpening your  claws

If it's a cat fight you want
Then it's a cat fight you'll get
You're the needle up my ***
And you *BLOW UP MY HEAD

You think you're such a pro
But really you're just a ***
You think you're so smart
I think you're a ***** WITHOUT A HEART

I'm sick and tired of all of your lies
So do us all a favor and PLEASE GO DIE
Because frankly WE DON'T GIVE A ****
So stay out of my way and go ****** A ****

It's just a tease
*
It's just a *joke

I'm sure her wrists
*
Can take much more

For every *word
that ached her heart
was written in red
within her skin



'Twas just the cat
*
'Twas just the *diet
*
'Twas just the *pills

That kept her silent



Help her soul

Her soul is fine

But save her perception
*
From the *false veracities



A deluge of razors
*
Raid in mind

"I'm fat , naive and eccentric"

Is what's behind



So the *purging came

Like knights in gory battle
Relentlessly ravaging
Shattering the girl from the inside

*

And all she ever felt

Was the *absurdity

Of the gory knights
Ready to slit the thread of life

Blinded by the agonizing relief
She lost her mind to perfection
And ‘twas only then when
*She whimpered in bitter regret

*

Because It was just your *tease
*
And It was just your *joke
*
That emboldened the knights

to make her think *happiness is just a hoax

It's just a tease
It's just a joke
I'm sure that she
Can take much more

'Twas just the cat
'Twas just the diet
'Twas just the meds
That kept her quiet

Help her soul
Her soul is fine
But save her mind
From what's behind

Thunderstorms and razors
Linger in mind
"I'm fat , stupid and weird"
Is what's behind

So the purging came
Like a knight in shining armor
And the freeing of pain
Came running through her veins

And all she ever needed
From all of these madnesses
Was the thought of silence
Being only a cut away

Because It was just your tease
And It was just your joke
That made her think
*Happiness is just a hoax

I fake a smile
And say I'm fine
I hide my scars
And calm my mind
I starve myself
And dry my eyes
I hold it back
And keep it inside

Welcome to my diary.