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They say your first heart break will be the worst,

but they didn't warn me about how bad it gets after the third heartbreak from that same love.
It sends me shivers,
It gives me chills.

These old walls,
These night time pills.

Your notebook on the dresser,
Your jeans on the floor.

Your voice in my head,
Your shoes at the door.

That one picture on the night stand,
That you held me so tight.

I can't believe your are gone,
I know you were tired of the fight.

This blanket is cold without your warmth,
This pillow smells like your hair.

But one day I'll see you again,
But I won't be sitting in a hospital chair.
Just realized that
I'm truly not capable
Of falling in love

Because if I am
You should clearly know by now
After I said so

But look, I left you
Coz one day I just woke up
Saying, "whatever".
If I could give you one piece of advice, it would be:  try to be happy for others.
I know it's hard, and envy isn't easy to manage, but it's important.
Being jealous won't get you what someone else has.
whenever things fall apart,
people say
"it wasn't supposed to happen this way"
but you cannot learn
to pick up the pieces
until someone knocks them out of your hands
everything is as it is supposed to be
Did it have to be this painful?
Did it have to be so painful and wrecking
that it makes it so hard to get up from bed?
To stay awake and feel everything?
Or to sleep it all away but still dream of him at night?
*Did it have to be this way?
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