born ugly and wick
a monster and a beast
but what's behind
the story of yours?
hidden beneath those eyes of gold
you wear scales as your skin
but is it impenetrable of pain?

In the eyes of gods
you were wronged
but it was them
who made the fault
always be remembered
etched in the pages
of history untold
a merciless and vicious fiend
not a young maiden
who desired to be loved
but was taken before she could have

Sinner, I am
corrupted
and
unkind

But God
full of mercy
bathe me
with His
light

Within your eyes were the universe
A million and thousand stars upon your reach
And one of those twinkle bodies was me
Dim and a light year away

A thin thread pass through each galaxy
Will weave a way to connect us
Two lost soul will reunite
Under the oath of this ethereal winter sky

We were so in love that we forgot
What are the priorities and what are not
To the immense feelings we had drown
To the fire, we were both thrown
Bodies ached with intimacy
As our heart sang its rhapsody
We drove ourselves to sin
And we bathe to it like clear water spring
To the devil's muse, we can't win
As we knotted more of our fated string
But lo such happiness is ephemeral
To people who only knows carnal desire
This body of us were only temporal
Soon it will burn as we keep playing on fire
But heart always win against brain
So we payed no attention to shame
Both fell into the depth of oblivion
To lust we swam into the sea of temptation

drip drop
the soft pattering
of the August rain
brings a soothing feeling

drip drop
the angry storm burst
giant raindrops
on September morning
urged me in hiding

drip drop
the cold drizzle
of that October afternoon
pulled me into sleeping

drip drop
the crying rain on
that 1st day of November
was missing

drip drop
there's no
playful rain
that 24th of December
only specks of snow were falling

11 past midnight and you're still here

Through the looking glass you stood near

Like little Alice who fell in the hole

Falling down, your heart will never be whole

Hooded eyes reflected mine

As cold tears glisten and shine

What did you see in that broken mirror?

A look of candid happiness or pure terror?

We dreamt less, but we dreamt together

And only in our dreams we could see each other clearer

But such rendezvous will not last

When nighttime decided to end it so fast

We were not bound by that red string of fate

We are not even what they call as soulmate

For the two of us were just blinded by love

Which no matter what, we can't have

So through this delusion we can not succumb

Till we breath our last, we'll bring it to the tomb

Until Moirai took pity and give us a chance

Let's continue this endless fakery dance

I saw you there lying in pain
As my tears keep falling like rain
I couldn't do anything but to stare
Wishing everything's just a nightmare
But behold the cruel reality unfold
As you slowly slipping within my hold
I would like to keep you forever at my side
But God had saw you getting tired
With outstretch hand he said come to me
Though it hurts a lot I let you be
Your eyes were already close
And by that time I know I lose
You were gone as God took you home
Leaving me as my world goes monochrome
Sadly time did not stop me
Even how hard I wish it be
In this world you left me alone
But not your voice telling me I must go on
There's so much in life I still had not seen
And with nothing but myself I have to search what does it mean
Dragging my foot on the cold concrete
Even I'm bare and it could hurt
You may not here with me physically
But I know you are in my heart eternally