In all honesty,
I didn't like how it ended.
I tried convincing myself
that is was okay,
but it was never okay,
and it never will be.
But that doesn't mean
I wish it never happened.
I'm glad it did-
I needed it to,
and as much as I
wish to rewrite the ending,
I know I wouldn't be the person
I am today if it had
happened differently.

During this winter,
all I wanted was the warmth
of someone to love

7:31 PM
18/10/19

I can’t believe you-
I can’t believe those words came
straight out of your mouth

10:33 AM
6/10/19

Agra-
city of love-
but without you,
it’s like separating
the Taj Mahal
from this
lovely
land

When some days
are not so bad as others
but you’re still drinking
and miserable.
the inching hatred
of who you are
but not what you’ve done-
that’s depression.

Can the aura of
this dream linger with me for
a little longer?

11:25 AM
7/10/19

My eyes still weep for
those memories lost to a
warm and distant past

7:22 PM
16/10/19