I'll* tell you  why  I don't want to know  where  you  are
I got a joke  I've  been dying to tell you
The silent  kid is looking down the barrel
To make the noise that I  kept so quiet
I kept it from  you,  pitseleh

I'm not what's missing from your life now
I could never be the puzzle  pieces
They  say that God makes problems just to see what you can stand
Before you do as the devil  pleases
And give up the thing you  love

But no  one  deserves it

The first time I  saw  you,  I knew it would never  last
I'm not half what I  wish  I was
I'm so angry,  I don't think it'll ever  pass
And I was bad  news for you, just because
I never meant to hurt  *you

One of the only musicians I truly get.
I can relate to the emotion he puts in all his songs.
He has greatly influenced my life.
His humble tunes make me reflect.

I only wish he wasn't dead.

May he rest in peace,
may I meet him in another life.

Protector,
Oh *Great  Protector,
deliver  me from all *evils of the wicked.
Deliver  me from the snares and traps of hunters of the soul.
Shower  me with your  protection,
for if they shall prosper in their  pursuits of thy  spirit,
bring  me to your  holy  land.
If you let me  live,
allow me to forgive thy prosecutors.
Love and peace to all  brothers and sisters,
enemies and friends,
all  creatures of the Earth.

I*  *snap at both my  inflicter and my  savior.
Much like an abused  dog,
who has gone wild,
I'm far beyond help.

My  soul  cries out;
for love,
for help,
for companionship.

I  bark at friends and enemies,
for I can not see the difference between the two.

My  heart is broken,
I  howl out to show my  lonesome endeavors are breaking  me.
My  spirit is damaged;
far beyond  repair,
salvation is not possible,
I need revival to sanctify  my  soul.